I'm not in a very good mood today lor.I very angry.and very unhappy.all because of him.My life was perfect,i have good friends,i have a good family,i'm healthy,i'm happy with everything i had!but i hate him to the core!I don't know why almost everyone side with him.everyone blames me.I WON'T HATE HIM SO MUCH IF THERE WAS NO REASON FOR ME TO.everyone is siding with him.if this goes on,the cheerful jasmin would completely change into an angry and rude jasmin.He affects me greatly.i don't know why,but i know i'm not at fault.He hurt me too much,that's why i hate him.I treated him like he was my best friend before,but what he returned me was coldness and treat me as if i'm a total stranger.not only that.he hurt me too much.I can't list all out.because i long forgotten them.but although i forgotten them,i would always remember,he hurt me before,and very very deeply.i try to hide my feelings by being a cheerful person,but i failed.My heart is filled with hatred now.I don't have any idea how to fill my heart with love.I HATE HIM.