Now i understand exactly how huimin felt at that time.
I know why she cried,it's because her father misunderstood her.

my dad still thinks im not a good daughter?
he says my attitude is getting worse.
what attitude is he talking about?
he wants me to change, but he don't even tell me where the problem lies.
he thinks that, going to school is all about studystudystudy.
you don't understand at all.you only want me to stay at home and rot.
it's not as if i mix around with bad company.
you are my father, but you don't understand me at all.
you just want me to stay at home and rot.
YOU STILL THINK I HAVE BAD ATTITUDE,CHARACTER AND BEHAVIOUR!
i try my very best to please you,i don't bring home failed exam results.
but you still think i'm not working hard enough?
you said i didn't do much during the holidays.
I DID ALOT. you don't know.
my life as a student is not all about studying and getting good results.
it's even more. i have other commitments.you don't understand me at all.
i understand you, i know you don't like us to throw tantrums.
i know you like us to please you.
and i know, you don't like us to go out very often.
the part where you don't like us to go out very often,
i cannot accept. i really cannot accept that.
what's wrong? are you saying, i don't spend much time with the family.
do you still call our family, a family? IT'S A BROKEN FAMILY!
it's the second time, my father, your family was broken the second time.
you sometimes wonder, why did your daughter do that to you.
YOU BLAME HER?! NO! YOU CANNOT BLAME HER!
she's been brought up by you in a broken family.
and all of a sudden, she have a new mother.
all of a sudden, she have a half blood sister.
and all of a sudden, she have to accept the fact,
that she have to call her STEP-MOTHER "MUMMY!"
you never ask what your daughters want.
you do things your way, you do things the way you please.
that is why you ended up in such a state, my dearest father.
you shouldn't have been so harsh on them when they were young.
they were seperated from their mothers,you were suppose to give them more love.
you were suppose to give them the warmth and love that they need.
you are displeased with your daughters.
but have you ever thought. who's the cause of all these?
it's not my mother. NOT MY MOTHER! MY MOTHER IS NOT TO BE BLAME!
MY MOTHER IS JUST DRAGGED INTO THE PICTURE!
AND SHE HAVE TO GO THROUGH WITH ALL THE PAIN WITH YOU!
MY MOTHER IS INNOCENT! YET SHE BECAME THE SUSPECT!
SHE HAD TO BE THE ONE WHO HAS TO TAKE ALL THE BLAME.
YES. MY MOTHER! MY MOTHER!
you don't know how to teach,
all parents are leaders.
yet, you don't set a good example.
i know you're trying your best to give the best to the family.
but in the end? what did you get?
if you're expecting something, but it doesn't happen.
in the end, it's just you yourself to blame.
sometimes, it's not just hardwork which leads to success.
you also need good brains.

this is my family.

im not angry because my father dont let me go out.
im angry coz he thinks im not putting in effort to be a good daughter.

[[天底下没有教不会的孩子,只有不会教的父母]]