Tuesday, 1 December 2009
it's the feeling that I never want to experience.
Although this time, it's not so unclear,
but that feeling still doesn't feel good.
2 years ago, she left,
days when she was not around sucks.
It really sucks.
Now, she will be gone for another month :(
Why can't I go with her?
Why can't I go and pay respect to my great grandfather?
I don't want to leave my mother! :(
How is it like? When your mother isn't in the house?
You can say I'm still a little girl, or rather, a pampered child.
I'm not ready to leave my mother yet, even if it's only for a month.
Saturday, 28 November 2009
We went to Marina Barrage for picnic. My first time. HAHA.
Hmmm. We had fun :D
We played cards, played water and I played ball 90% of the time myself.
OHOH! And we took lots of pictures too (: HAHA.
I'm so glad that we're still keeping close relations with each other despite the distance between us. LOL. It's years of friendship, and currently, it's still strong.
I want to be friends forever with you peeps (:
Sihan another 70 years,
Irene another 60 years,
Angela another 40 years! LOL!
I still remembered how I use to quarrel with Angela in primary school.
I didn't like her! And she didn't like me too. LOL!
But what now? HAHAHA!
Thursday, 26 November 2009
During break time, went over to table tennis room to help pack up.
But everything's like done ((:
Wen Xuan invented a door. LOL! Nice (:
Went home, had an afternoon nap.
Then went off for work (:
Cleared Stock :D
Came home, edited S1OC proposal
Jasmin slapped ah lian boss today :P
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
and I'm spending my time to the fullest!
Currently working on the S1OC proposal,
so far, it has been very well done (:
Very much thanks to the efficient OT members (:
Let's continue to work hard together!
Hope Hua Yi's sec1 intake would be good this year (:
I'm also working part time as an ice-cream seller.
Haha, fun and very enriching.
I got to meet all sorts of people, and got to understand the society better.
The society is indeed realistic!
On the first day of work, we only sold 5 boxes.
The people lived in 4/5 room flats, and that block is 30 storey high.
Yet, we only sold 5 boxes.
Well it's okay (: It was a good experience.
Today, we went to the less financially able flats.
2/3 room flats only.
You know what? We sold 17 boxes!
It seems that, the people without luxuries and lesser comfort are more helpful and kind towards the society.
Is this true? Well, generally though, it's just what I see and experienced.
But, there are really nice people out there from well-off families who bought ice-cream from us too, even when they don't really like it or want it or need it ((: HAHA.
There's this young couple who has their first child, the lady was v pretty. haha. The gentlemen bought 2 boxes from us! :D
But anyway, it's okay, we understand why peeps wouldn't buy ice-cream from us (:
It's too expensive, they bought it already, really don't eat ice-cream etc.
But after taking up this job, I told myself
IN FUTURE, WHEN ANYONE COMES KNOCKING ON MY DOOR TO BUY ICE-CREAM. I WILL BUY. (: HAHA.
An act of Kindness
Sunday, 22 November 2009
Monday, 7 September 2009
Thursday, 27 August 2009
Friday, 21 August 2009
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
Thursday, 30 July 2009
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
Then, was a very long time ago.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else COULDN'T EVEN tell
That YOU confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Monday, 27 July 2009
But that is just what I am asking for.
It's still a long way ahead,
hopefully I can struggle through.
Give me the motivation to tell myself,
"Time passes fast, in a blink of an eye, it is all over Jasmin. (: "
Now I know my limits.
I have been forcing & pushing myself all these while.
If I continue, I may just fall & never stand up again.
I hope my limit would stop there & not anywhere before that.
If not, I'll be seen as a loser, a failure.
Sunday, 26 July 2009
Saturday, 25 July 2009
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
Monday, 20 July 2009
Aww man! The last time I had fun with Sunny Bears was the AEM course at SP.
Sunday, 19 July 2009
Sunday, 21 June 2009
Saturday, 13 June 2009
Monday, 1 June 2009
Sunday, 17 May 2009
Friday, 15 May 2009
Saturday, 9 May 2009
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love." | |
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Charity | |
Courage | |
Faith | |
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Wednesday, 6 May 2009
Wednesday, 25 March 2009
Best Twilight Personality Quiz Your Result: Jasper Hale You are most like Jasper. You appear to be quiet and shy on first meeting, but once you are talking you can gain the attention of a large crowd. You are persuasive, intelligent, and logical, and always up for a challenge. Your determination and focus has helped to mold you into the sick person you are today. Jasper rockss :) | |
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Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Faith You are Faith. Faith is the belief in better things, in spite of the cynicism and doubt that swirls around us. Faith gives us strength; it inpsires us to move forward and follow our hearts. "Faith tells us what the senses do not." | |
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Sunday, 22 March 2009
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny,
are you sure I don't have enough money?''
The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''
Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.
The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'
His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'
'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check
again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''
'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'
Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!''
'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''
'My mommy loves white roses.'
A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.
I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.
Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body o f the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.
And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
The value of a man or woman resides in what he or she gives, not in what they are capable of receiving... repost it as a story that touches your heart
Sunday, 22 February 2009
But what can i do?
Surely many complaints are already lodged against them.
Can forgive them 1/12 coz it's a budget airlines afterall.
But even so, they should provide proffesional service.
Fancy losing my aunt's lagguage, forgetting to check in.
Now her lagguage is still in the Philippines.
Seriously, it's damn unproffesional of them.
Now I know what is professionalism and the importance of it.
But they are really very realistic. here goes...
My aunt couldn't find her lagguage,
but still she remained calm.
She went to approach the officers on patrolling duty,
which eventually lead her to one of the useless staffs.
The staff shirked responsibility and said that,
they are helpless when such things happen.
WTF?! for goodness sake? what are you talking about?
My aunt sit your aeroplane,
check in her lagguage in your airlines.
You see my auntie from Philippines then give this type of attitude la!
Eh! My auntie is university graduate hor!
She got business in Philippines de okay!
Don't look down on her hor!
You see yourself from which country la hor!
Luckily for me, my uncle works in changi airport,
holding a very high rank i guess?
I only know he always fly here fly there de.
Maybe coz they saw my uncle uniform then scared.
Hehe, he scolded her xD yayyy!
So they went to check for my aunt.
And they found out that they didn't check in her lagguage. grrr.
I not only encountered this bad service from them.
Ask me for more man.
I would be most glad to tell you more.
And come ask me which airlines too! :D
And you know what?! the whole series of twilight is in that lagguage of hers!
ARGH!!! lol. nvm.
Yesterday night I asked her about my relatives in Philippines.
I've been living in Singapore for the whole of my life.
I never really got a chance to contribute to my family in Philippines ):
That's quite a regret for me.
I really love that place.
Many many things are happening to my closed ones over there.
Yet, I remain helpless here in Singapore.
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
I thought of a vampire movie i watched a few years ago when I was a kid.
It's The Twins Effect.
Starring Ekin Cheng, Edison Chen and Twins.
Yea, so what about that scandal?
It's the movie that matters :D
It's a nice movie. HAHA.
I like these parts.
This part is when Ekin Cheng is almost turning into a vampire.
And Edison teling Charlene that he's a vmapire :D
This whole movie is good la. Just watch it :D
Sunday, 25 January 2009
So I won't be going online.
Actually, there won't be any form of
communication for me through the computer.
So anyone who wants to contact me,
I recommend you to call me (:
HUA YI SECONDARY SCHOOL PERFORMING ARTS
would be having a concert on the
27th FEB 2009,
at ACS(BARKER ROAD) 7pm.
Tickets selling at $10 each
There would be,
Band, Choir, Dance and Hip Hop performing.
So $10 is quite worth it (:
People who wants the tickets please hurry up get from muah! xD
Sunday, 11 January 2009
Tuesday, 6 January 2009
I haven't been updating my blog coz my comp's down!
thanks for all of your understanding :D
It's a new year! :D
Anyway, I had a great birthday this year(2ndJAN2009)!
It's the best birthday I had in my whole life :D
Thanks a lot my dearest friends and my dear trumpet section!
I read finish TWILIGHT!
Moving on to NEW MOON!
WOOOO! EDWARD CULLEN!