Many many things happened, bad things. I actually ignored this blog, and created a new one, to express all my anger, hatred and blame I have towards the world. But nevertheless, it happened like more than a year ago. Then I lost the ability to express myself. I couldn't find the right words to speak. I changed, evil overtook me. Evil took my words away, causing me to build walls around myself, containing and allowing all the bitterness to grow inside of me! So because I was so run down, I ignored blogging because I thought I would never find the right words to say again.
Also, After so long, I just want to say, I am changed, forever!
Because God changed me! :D * LONG STORY *
Today I was preparing the materials for my first time leading in the worship time for my cell, and I thought, what should I pray for? Then 'troubled hearts' came to my mind. And I asked God, how should I pray for the troubled hearts? So then I sang through the songs that are going be used for worship and I knew what I should pray for, but somehow, I couldn't put it into words.
So I asked the Lord to give me some scriptures to use in my prayer for the troubled hearts, so that He can use me to touch them and to refresh them again (:
God never fail to answer my prayers when it's according to His will. I took out my Holy Bible and I revised what I read yesterday, and sure enough, there were a few scriptures that spoke to me! Thank the Lord! ^^
Whatever it is, I know this abrupt post about my new life in Christ may come as a surprise or a shock to many. You can say that I'm crazy or you can say that I'm imagining things.
But my reply will be the same to all, I will never blame you for thinking that way at all, I will forgive you. Because I know, all the things that happened to me couldn't have been coincidences. I have so many testimonies, God touched me in so many special ways. You may not know what I've experienced, and you may not know how much I changed. But I just want to say, I am saved because I believe!
WHATEVER! It is (: I am very very very thankful, very very very grateful, to be able to believe in You.
- Living a life as a Christian is not easy, but living a life without christ is harder.
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