When one is in his darkest moments of his life,
the one he needs most is his family and friends.
especially his parents,parents are the children's source of motivation.

But i just can't get the support from my parents.
i've been learning to face the harsh reality of this world,
ever since young, for my whole life,
i only heard 5% of his encouragements,
the rest were... just words to doubt my capabilities.
Maybe i should thank him? For being, harsh on me?
All your negative words affected my whole life,positively, and negatively.
Why do you look down on your children?
Is it because you look down on yourself?
That's why you have to look down on your children too?
You say i never learn anything about life,
i dunno how to be a person. I'm not good.
i'm not generous, not honest, not responsible,
very selfish? do things without sparing a thought for others?
and all the moral values. which you think i don't have?
Nobody is perfect, but you are sososo wrong to say that,
i dunno anything about life... D':
do you really know? Do you really know what you're talking about?
But frankly speaking, you never communicate with me.
Not at all, i never hear 大道理s from you...
You never taught me. You never let me spread my wings and fly?
Maybe you did, but u did it unwillingly.
Making me not have a sense of security and assurance from you.
Always letting me hesitate before i do anything.
So as not to get things wrong, and have you demoralising on me.
not giving me any encouragement, support, motivation or confidence.

Everyday i come home, i can only feel one thing.
stress.
i bring ALL my troubles home.
hoping i could spend some time to think things over, but i realised.
It would be rubbing on to my wound.I already have a wound at home.
WHY THE HELL AM I SO STUPID TO BRING OTHER PROBLEMS BACK THERE?!
hahaha! HAHAHA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! CRAZY ME! I'M CRAZY LA!

i still love winter sonata