Having headeache now...
I feel so stressed up...
I'm so sad...
I wish...
but it can never happen.
and will never happen.

I SHOULD appreciate my life now...
although i'm so stressed.
and having headache too.
why?why?why?
why like this?
why like that?
why this way?
why that way?

I need them...
but we are so far apart.

Sometimes I feel like crying!
to make myself feel better!
But! my tears are stubborn!
why are my tears so stubborn!
even my tears are going against me!
I just need to shed some tears.
to make myself feel better.
why is it so hard?

headache...

-Jasmiinllow.