I just got reprimanded again.
why?!? forget it! you know why!
she's like 9 years old le la!
why cannot stay at home alone?!?
why must i stay at home with her?!?
my father is blaming again!
he still say when i meet with an obstacle.
who will be with you? your friends ar?
you friends your head ar!
is ur family.
let me answer u la ok.
not,when i meet with an obstacle.
i face it myself.
my friends are at least some tools to make me happy.
but you give me more stress!
IT'S ALWAYS HER!
THAT I GET REPRIMANDED!
FREAK...
why when i am feeling down.
no one is by my side.
did my father say it right...?
i'm not suspecting!
i don't want to believe what my father said!
because. he himself havent found a true friend!
have i..?
I KNOW KILLING MYSELF IS NOT A WAY.
BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I DO??
I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME NOW!
BUT I CANT!
WHAT WILL MY FATHER THINK?!?
HE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME!
I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HIM TOO!
OUR MINDS ARE DIFFERENT!
TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
now i'm feeling sad!
i feel like running out of the house and find a place to cry!
but i cant!
i can only hide under my blanket and cry!
the reason why your children turn out like that!
is because!
since young!
you never gave them warmth!
you never let them feel secure when they're with you!
you never go and understand them whole-heartedly!
Your daughters never walk the wrong direction in life!
thanks to god!
because god gave them a clear mind!
and smart brain! they know what to do!
but in your eyes!
i'm forever letting you dissaponted!
i admit i did wrong!
but now i know!
i admit wrong!
and you are talking sarcastic!