I'm undergoing stress.
everyone is.i know.
but i'm your daughter!
instead of explaining it to me in such a
"whatever" way,
why not u just encourage and support me.
why can't you motivate me?!?
you only know how to say,
aiya, everyone is undergoing stress.
blah blah blah.
this is 风凉话 can?
i get the same treatment in school,
i also get the same treatment at home.
where can i find a place which is full of motivation.
a place which would spur me to continue with life.
I TOLD YOU I AM STRESS.
why not you just ask me,
what's going on?
or what happen?
or anything happened at school?
i know you are undergoing stress too!
but i am your daughter!
your flesh and blood!
you are experiencing stress! i know!
stress is such a bad feeling thing.
stress is so tiring, so stupid la.
you experience it,
and i as your daughter,
when i say i'm having stress,
you never feel anything?
you never feel heart pain?
and you never think that,
i shouldn't let my daughter take so much stress,
maybe i could do some things to make her feel relaxed.

oh well,
this is life...
i'm alone.
to face this.
i must be strong...
whatever it is,
i must still be strong.
i don't wanna break down.

'dissapointment filled my heart.
trying to hold back those stubborn tears,
but it rolled down eventually.
at that moment,
"weakling" was in my mind,
but... it's inevitable,
tears just come when they want..
they are just so strong.
i'm working hard,
to be stronger than tears.'

i love music.
they soothe my nerves.
listening to: Noah's Ark.