Tuesday, 22 April 2008

Feeling sadd and confused right now ):
sometimes, i really don't know what the people around me are thinking.
now, i'm beginning to lose trust towards the world.
in the past, i used to think, everyone is kind.
they won't harm me.
but as i grow, having to witness and experience all the unpleasant things.
i would wonder why?
why is this world like this? hais ):
and from these experiences, i slowly lose trustn this world.

i just feel so sad right now. i don't know what to do.
sadd sadd. sadd when i see my friends troubled or sad.
because there's nothing i can do to help them,
i can only stand by their side watching them helplessly.
i'm sorry. there's nothing i can do to make you feel better. ):
i feel so... feel soo...hais... DDD':

i feel like crying. it's as if all the troubles are in my tears.
but they just won't come out. they're forever so stubborn.
sometimes, my head just feels sooo heavy,
and i feel that i need a shoulder to rest on.
a shoulder that would give me that sense of assurance and security.
it really doesn't have to be the shoulders of a boyfriend.
just a friend will do. but... hais...
how i wish i can cry out loudly! but i can't! why?!?
why must these stupid tears of mine be so stubborn?!?
i want to vent out all my
frustrations,worries,troubles,sadness,confusion and whatever!
how to?!? is there a way?!? can someone please help me! please save me!
i want a fever! my head is as if going to burst!
i need the fever! for the heat to come out of my body!
my worries are also as if the heat in my body!
do all of you understand?!? understand anot?!?

i'm depressed. sad. confused. stressed.

i'm sad.
i'm sad.
i'm sad.

[[Jasmin is feeling so sad]]

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