Wednesday, 16 April 2008

Nothing much happened today.

Don't mention him again please.
It would just make me emotional.
It would just make me sad.
I'm sure my true friends don't want to see me sad.
It' really not important to know what happened,
what's important is that,
my true friends just want to see me happy right?
And they know, if they start asking, I'll just get sadd.
If I choose to remain silent,
they'll just keep quiet and be with me through my hard times.
They know I'll tell them when I want to.
It's not that everything I have to say,
Is it really not obvious and hard to understand?

I'm really sorry. I know I've changed.
But everyone change. It's not wrong to change.
Have my changes affected the people around me?
as in negatively?I don't think so...?
But if I have, really, just voice it out.
It's just that, I have become less cheerful and crazyy?
Hey, I'm also human, I have feelings too okay...
Is it wrong to be sadd? Is it? DDD':

Don't make me think of my unhappiness.
Don't remind me of my unhappiness. )))':
It's really very torturing. really really very torturing.
Please don't force me. Please don't.

Sihui, sorry, everytime I'm in a bad mood,
you're always the one who 'suffers'.
But sometimes, when I'm feeling unhappy.
I don't want people to comfort or console me.
I wish to be alone JUST for awhile,
be alone to reflect and think back what I've done wrong.

[[Jasmin is a bad girl]]

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