okays everyone! exams are coming!
but it seems nothing to me! hahahas!
not that i damn confident,can i say, i don't care?!?
LOLS! fakefake.
but dunno lehh. damnn lazyy to studyyy.
can someone motivate me? hahahas!
anyways, good luck for exams people! :D
especially mr. GEOGRAPHY,
who sort of like don't give a damn to his exams? lols!
mr. GEOGRAPHY! please studyyy! lolls!
and make sure you score for your GEOGRAPHY! xD
mr. GEOGRAPHY and ms. CHIMEOLOGY are loved. hahas.


Today is the investiture of the 5th student council! (:
Although, I only joined the council for about 2months?
But I still feel very welcomed and accepted into this family!
I never feel lonely when I'm with the council! really!
I learnt manymany things from the seniors.
Especially through Jerrick's lectures, and quotes (:
with great sacrifice comes great victory.
The role of leadership is to produce more leaders,
NOT more followers.
leadership is action, not position.
Actually, after I joined the council.
I become more confident in myself,
but I must also remember not to become complacent.
I have more confidence in speaking up, and I dare to lead :D

I miss the days when I was a kid.

All so trust-ful(is there such a word?) towards the world.

All the innocent mindsets, and the unawareness of the 'dangers' around.
And we're like so protected.

Now as we grow, alot of things would enter into our lives.
From family problems to friendship matters.
All these problems are like switched on water taps, always flowing continuously.
Never stopping, problems after another.
When I was a kid, and an arguement breaks out in the family,
I would always be the one, sitting by the side, crying, not knowing what to do.
At least back then, i don't have to rack my brains and give comments on the probs.
but now? 'Jasmin, you're old enough to have a say in this'
like.. LOLS! funny right... why get me involved??
But nvm, I don't mind sharing the family burden with my parents.
except that more pressure and stress would be on my shoulders.
then it comes to relationship matters, no comments.
although, now, i still dwell over it sometimes.
it's over right?? but it's really inevitable to think about it sometimes.
And i never stop having friendship matters. NEVER.
at least last time, when there's friendship problems.
Like last time, Sihan, Pebbles and me have problems.
at least we would sit down together and have a talk.
But now? not even quarrels? no conflicts? arguements? nonono?
Does this show that, this friendship is not important at all?
omgosh, it's just problems after problems.
then it will be study problems later on.
just you all watch and see. but... what can i do??
THINK POSITIVE.

That lonely night, I was feeling very sick.

I called you, because I hope to have your company.

But nope, you did not pick up my call, or call me back?

I had no one to turn to, except deying.

I told you I had to absent myself from the meet-up,

but i did not tell you the reason why.

Because, i didn't want you to worry.

(or would you even do that?)

I treated you as my goodfriend.

Do you, from the bottom of your heart, treat me as one too?

Even when we were drifting apart,

because so many things has happened.

Is it really not obvious enough that, I'm sick?

Is it really so hard to tell?

But that's not the main point.

The main point is, is it really my fault that I ps-ed you?

Can't I just get that little understanding from you?

Is explanation really that important?

I thought, explanation is not important.

Because enemies won't believe it, and friends don't need it?

Is our friendship going to end just because of this tiny thing?

Or is our friendship going to end like that

because of the many things that happened so far?

Can't our friendship over those challenges and obstacles?

Or do you think that this friendship of ours is not very important?

I can honestly tell you, I treasure this friendship,

that's why I'm dissapointed over what has happened.

I just need that understanding from you. that's all. nothing more.

I hope the misunderstandings between us can be cleared soon.

But, I have little confidence that it will be cleared soon.