I can only say, I feel so depressed nowadays.
I dunno if I too, is being over paranoid.
But I've had enough! ENOUGH!

It's okay if you all like to pick on me and bully me.
I'm totally fine with it. I like it.
BUT THERE IS A LIMIT. I REPEAT.
THERE IS A LIMIT TO EVERYTHING!
Please do not overdo it.
I'm also human, I'm a girl.
I have feelings and emotions too.
I may be crazy at times, but I can be serious too.
Don't see me as the crazy Jasmin.
Because I can be serious. I can be serious!

WHEN I AM CRAZY, YOU ALL SAY IT'S ME.
WHEN I AM NOT CRAZY, YOU ALL SAY I GIVE ATTITUDE.
WHAT IS THIS! WHAT IS THIS! EXPLAIN TO ME! WHAT IS THIS!
EVEN THE MOST POSITIVE PERSON WILL GET TIRED.
AND NEEDS REST. CAN I? CAN I AT LEAST HAVE SOME REST!
GIVE ME A BREAK GUYS! LEAVE ME ALONE!
TREAT ME LIKE I HAVE AUTISM!
TREAT ME LIKE I HAVE SOME CONTAGIOUS DISEASE!
YOU DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN!
I DON'T WANNA ANSWER ALL THESE QUESTIONS!
I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THESE STRESS!
I NEED COUNSELLING! I SERIOUSLY NEED COUNSELLING!
I AUTOMATICALLY GET DEPRESSED THE MOMENT I STEP INTO CLASS!

You know why I'm so pissed off nowadays?
It's because, you told me before,
you wanna sit beside me coz you wanna work hard for exams.
I trusted you, I let you sit beside me.
I wanted to help you, But you simply wouldn't let me.
I'm really very dissapointed. I'm very sad.
You are my friend, I want you to do well.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO AH BENG AROUND!
I DON'T WANT YOU TO SKIP CLASSES!
I DON'T WANT YOU TO GET INTO TROUBLE!
WHY?! BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND!
Please! Give me a break! Treat me like a girl!
I AM A GIRL! A GIRLLLL!
I'm really feeling very depressed.
I don't know what to do.
positive? positive? fine. I'll think positive.
I won't do anything foolish.
I'm going counselling. I AM GOING COUNSELLING!
I JUST FEEL LIKE BURSTING OUT IN TEARS IN CLASS JUST NOW!
BUT THEY ARE STUDDORN! SHIT! CRAP! IDIOT!
I will get angry okay. I;m also human, I will get angry.
I SERIOUSLY FEEL MOODY NOWADAYS.
IT IS NOT AN ACT. NOT AN ACT. I REPEAT.
I FEEL MOOPDY AND DEPRESSED NOWADAYS IN CLASS,
IT IS NOT AN ACT, IT IS FOR REAL!

I'M JUST VERY ANGRY NOW!