Lol. People change.
I know you know that. I change too.
Anyway, (: what's the difference between
the old me? and the present me?
You don't expect me to be
crazy my whole life right? (:
Positive and enthusiastic for the rest of my life is okay(:
But crazy for the rest of my life is definitely a no (:
I'm still me (:

Huimin said to me,
Life is too short to be anyone else,
always be happy with what you have,
who you are and how you feel.
always remember you are you (:

I'm not being anyone else, I'm me.
I'm happy with what I have,
and I don't complain about things I don't have.
I'm satsfied with who i am, and of course,
you can't always be happy how you feel.
Don't tell me, you will still feel happy,
say when you got ditched by a guy? LOL. ;P
It's only an example (:
And I always remember that I am I.
It's just someone else, who always drill into my head,
saying I'm not me anymore.
But I won't get affected (:
Because, i trust and believe in myself (:

My change isn't a bad thing,
I think that it's not a bad thing.
Because my conscience is clear,
and I did not do anything wrong.
I just decided and make this choice to be who I am now.

There are many choices to make in life.
I may have made this decision,
some may be happy, some may not.
But at the end of the day,
the choice still lies with me.
Ya, and once I've made that choice,
i shall not regret it.

I don't just simply decide what to do,
I go through a lot of thinking,
reflecting and thinking of the consequences.
And of course, the consequences,
there are good and there are bad.
But I just have to sacrifice someone else's disspointment.
One will be happy while the other would be disspointed.
All I have to say is just sorry,
I still decided to do that ):
I myself will feel bad too...
But this feeling, would still be there.
I should just move on.
I hope you all won't blame me and try to put yourself in my shoes.
Because my situation is not any ordinary situation... ):

[[I hope you all won't blame me for what I decided to do]]