I've been so tired these days.
and somehow quite moody too.
not as hyper as last time.
coz maybe used too much energy le.
i've been hypering for like..5 years??
lol.i think i should stop.
coz i'm really tired.
sometimes i feel that,i exist in this world to please people.
i dun mind really...but...it's been botherin me.
is it good or bad?=.=wadeva la ok...

today i slept for almost the whole day.
when there's a chance to sleep.i will.lol.
for maths and lit i slept peacefully.
firstly,maths teacher wun care de.
secondly,lit teacher nv come.lol.
now i'm still very tired.
alot of people ask me if im about to fall sick.
okok..i'll answer u ok?
我早就生病了,只是你们不知道而已
而且我生的这场病很严重 =.=
aiya...you all wun understand de la..craps.
i can't fall sick u know...
i still have alot of things to do.Zzzz...
i don't wanna fall sick..serious.

nowadays quite moody..Zzzz...
i'm not emo ok...and i don't want to be one.
and i'm not one.lol.
i'm like so addicted to S.H.E ok...
today after band..
i told nicholas to on S.H.E song.
then he so long still haven on.
over there dunno send wad ting.
then i angry liao lor.lol.
i felt quite irritated when i can't get to listen to their songs.
lol.so whenever feeling unhappy or whatever
will listen to S.H.E song der [=
i'm not crazy ok...

Nobody truly understand me at all!
nobody!
IN YOUR EYES,i'm a bitch
i'm a self-centered person.
i have attitude problems.
i hack care people who are in need.
i'm selfish.
i dun haf self-discipline.
I'M A TOTAL BITCH.right?!?
i'm someone who just goes around shouting here and there.
being like a crazy dog.right?!?
to seek attention.just to seek attention!
i'm such a bitch right?!?
nobody understands me!
NO ONE!
NO ONE!
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH NOW!

__This is my personality!so positive!
always so positive!what do u want me to do?!?
how can i ACT negative when i'm such a so-positive person!

I've made up my mind!
i'm gonna save up!
erm...starting from..
next week!coz i lost count of my money this week.lol.
I've got $6 a day.
so i shall save $3-4 a day.
i'll skip lunch XD
i'll bring my own fooD. XD
you know save for what?!?
S.H.E de albums and future concerts!LOL LOL LOL.
also for my own la..lol.__

went to cousin's house.wahaha!
i won in the game again!LOL.
i got to beat my dear cousin! OMG!LOL.
WAHAHAHA.__

i'm gonna work hard for my SA2.
i wanna do well in everything. ^^
i'm gonna do well in everything. ^^
and if i don't
there are still many chances.LOL.
still got sec 2.LOL.
what crap...=.=__

我只不过想要你们的支持与鼓励
Thank you Irene and Sihan.
for consoling me when i'm down.[=
and also giving me your support.[=
thanks alot really.
I love youxx! XD

Woah. so tired.
tired until this morning.lol.
hmm..then swimming..siao..
more tired.i so tired lor!
had english oral too.
am i great or what?!?
i did a good deed.
there's this boy who came to my doorstep and ask me to buy tissue.
and it's like so ex.then i thought it was for some charity or something.
so i went to get $2.then i asked him.
is it for some charity thing.then he say,"no.i haven't eaten yet."
then i was like. =.= =.= =.=OK.
then i gave him the $2 and he gave me 6 packets of tissue=.=LOL.
coz it's like i take out the money liaoo..
then if say dun wan den vry wad lor.LOL.
i not stingy man!
im not gonna bring money to school until thurs.lol.
must save XD

wahahaha!halo!
woke up at 6.55am today.LOL.
To go S.H.E de autograph session ma...
with mx and zy.
lol.Q-ed from 8+ until S.H.E come which is like 2+.
lol.zhi de zhi de!LOL.
i lurve hebe!
took pictures.din manage to video nicely.LOL.
i too short liaooxx.lol
When go up stage give S.H.E sign.
i smile at Selina she bo reaction.
Then smile at Hebe she smiled back lor!OMG.
OMG OMG OMG.LOL.hebe rocks!
is really smile de lor!
it's a smile lor!LOL.
she not only smile to me lor...
wahahha!SIAO.she smiled!!XD XD
LOL.Then smiled at Ella she smiled abit.
LOL.so happy!LOL.
but no energy to HIGH.too tired liaoo...
yester slp at 12.30 lidat.
then today wake up so early..
this morning when alarm ring.i sian diaoo...
coz its a sunday.
then i was thinking i set alarm for what sai.LOL.
but i remembered!
got S.H.E. de autograph session.LOL.
lucky i remembered MAN!lol.
yeah!Lurve S.H.E!!
then went home...lalala...blah blah blah...
ok..then arranged all the posters in our room.
me n jiejie.lol.we only have 6 posters nia..
threw away 2.coz is either not nice or
thorn and tattered le.
so if any of u dun wan your S.H.E poster!
please dun waste it!
give it to me!LOL.
erm..oh!still have this really really long "poster"??
LOL.it's cloth de.
it's like those chinese painting u know??
then u can roll de.aiya!
dunno how say la!LOL.ok...very tired le..
byebye___

我只不过想要你们的支持与鼓励

Yeah!Went to S.H.E de fun party.
when tuition just start,i told tchr i need to go off early.
den he say ok,den i ask him,u never ask me why ar?
den he say not a need to.LOL.cool man.
so went off at 5.30 le.LOL.so sad..leemingxuanleftalone.XD
Hehe!2nd time saw S.H.E live!
Tomorrow is 3rd!woohoo!but dunno if papa will let anot.LOL.
nvm..i say i meet my friend liaooo.should be ok..
XD din manage to take photos.
Only took videos.wahahaha....
that should be all i have to say la..byebye.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Are 88% Happy

It's unlikely that you know anyone happier than you. You know how to be happy, no matter what life throws at you.

How Happy Are You?

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft Your personality is fresh and understated

What's Your Girl Smell?

Your Pride Quotient: 32%

You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm. Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

How Much Pride Do You Have?

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

How's Your Karma?

What Your Favorite Color Pink Says About You:

Blissful --- Content --- Romantic Idealistic --- Expressive --- Artistic Funny --- Quirky --- Individualistic

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

I frgot to add in just now!
Jessie Liu Jia Hui is like sooo lucky to have me as her sister!
Coz i got a pair of tickets!
and she's going! WAHAHAHA!!!
She must be so proud to have me as her sister! XD XD XD

Hi everyone!LOL.
i'm soo happy!
i'm going to S.H.E.'s fun party tomorrow~!!
woohooo!!!
Jinghui got a pair of tickets from her friend.lol.
woohooo!!!
yeah!!Thank Jinghui! XD XD XD
and i'm going to sihan's place to get the tickets tomorrow.
coz Jinghui pass to her.
thanks to both of you!
I sort of trouble you both today right? =(
sorri.thanks!and..xin ku le! hhaz..
i made Sihan go back to school from westmall to get the tickets.
yeah!No la..is Sihan zhu dong go back school take de..
Maybe coz she knows i really want it??LOL.
I love sihan!hahaz!and and Jinghui!!lol.
and everyone!!
most of all!! S.H.E XD
omg omg omg!
S.H.E!!I'm gonna see them tomorrow and and and SUNDAY!woohoo!!
and papa never object to it!! wahahaha!!!
he even sort of like nag at me..asking when am i going to collect the ticket.LOL.
woohoo!!

Went to cuzin's house today.
lol.
for dinner.then played games with her.
woosh and YMCA?lol.

Maybe it's because the nteraction we have is not long enough.
I seriously miss my childhood times.
I really love S.H.E's bu xiang zhang da.
Sometimes you would feel, it's them who understands you best.
Memories...will now only be a part of my life...sobx.
T.T T.T T.T
so sad man...

sad...
don't doubt me.
wadeva...

Today during history lesson.
teacher never come.lol.
our class is hopeless.lol.
ok...then the principal was petrolling.
then she saw our class in a mess.
everyone saw her,the class went really quiet.
all of us were seated.lol.
really quiet diao.lol.
then the principal started to talk to us...
like what she has to say about our class.
and talked about history.lol.
the class was quiet de lor...
so not used to it.lol.
yeah!the principal rawks.
i'm not boot-lickin man!LOL.
the class was really quiet.
u can only hear the sound of the fan,and the sounds outside.lol.

im a smart blogger.XD

Oooo...I just came home.and i ate lunch??
LOL.anyway, i'm very very full now.lol.
today had swimming lessons.
omg.hate it.lol.
went to bukit batok swimming complex.
the first person i saw was angela.lol
as in my other school de friend.
omg!i love her!hahaz.
then went for swmming lesson le.
i'm like so worried about my hair ok...
lol.later become za cao.LOL.
what's worse..i didn't wear the cap.
Zzzz.lol.after finishing this post.
i'm going to wash my hair CLEAN.lol.
Then when we finished with our lesson.
i saw to bbsian girls looking at me.
and i was like.omg.are they looking at me?
then i ask zhi yin to help me see
if they were looking at me.
then zhi yin say she dunno.LOL.
coz i didn't wear my specs.so...
so couldn't see clearly.lol.sorri.
then i find one of the girl familiar.lol.
Jinghui! lol.chu ci jian mian.lol.
omg.i look so embarrassed.
first time meet then my hair was in a mess.hahaz.
coz just got out of the pool ma..lol.
then she say brandon also got come.
i faster run away.lol.
siao!
i then don't want let him see me in swim suit man!
LOL.okok...
then when come out from washroom liaoo..
saw bran.then shout his name.
then saw LH very happy to see him. Zzzzz =X =X
then i tell bran.don't talk to him.he is paikia.LOL.
alot of people ponned HMT today.lol.
including korkor!naughty ar korkoorr...lol.
u know what??it's 4.20.and my hair's just dry.lol.
coz my hair thick ma..lol.and i love it.
no comments from anyone please!lol. XD
okok.i go bathe liao la.Zzzzz....
my hair!!! argh...!! T.T T.T LOL

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

i bribed sissy!
i'm gonna go!!
wahahhaa!!
go up stage!!
autograph session!
wahahahha!!

Today no band.
so went to mx house.lol.
played volleyball.
in the house.lol.
my hand pain sia.lol.
then also got play badminton.
watched S.H.E de DVDs.
then played with the tarot cards.
lol.
then for dinner.
papa gave me eat this bigbig drumstick
lol.is big and fat de lor.lol.
omg.i can't wait to go to S.H.E de auto session.
but even if i went.i also cannot go up la.
coz this time is jiejie go up sign
so sad!sobx!sobx!sobx!
i miss S.H.E! =X =X =X =X
sian la..now got gastric pain.
just now never eat lunch. =X
omg!forgot to wash shoes again..forget it la...
tomorrow then wash...
how i wish i was back in my pampered life. XD
lol.ouch ouch.gastric pain blahhh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE MINGXUAN!
this morning go to class...
then zhi yin ask me what i should say..
then i blur blur...
i say halo...
then zhi yin or shi qi ar??
dunno la...point at mingxuan or something...
ooo..then i remembered.
i seriously forgotten mingxuan's birthday.
sorri!sorri!not on purpose de! =X
at least i'm honest with u!LOL.
just like linsihan also!
she forgot my this year de birthday! LOL.
it's something too funny for me to forget le.=X.
lol.
then today during history lesson damn funny lor..
our real history teacher come teach le.
is indian der.then the boys all make fun of her!
LOL.then they all keep asking her where is she from.
then heard from the boys say china or something.
the teacher hair is black the.
but at the tip hor.got one bunch of red hair.LOL.
then i during her lesson.tou tou do HE hw.LOL.
then she saw.i quickly keep.
heng heng she never confiscate.LOL.
then about her hair the thing hor..
gabriel asked her why..LOL.damn funny lor.
then when she asked gabriel to read the passage.
gina say in chinese to him.
ask him to translate the passage to chinese.LOL.
then he started reading.then after that.
chinese start blurting out of his mouth.
then the whole class laugh.
then teacher wanna send him go DM.
then he say he read properly.LOL.
then he still tell teacher.DM is my brother leh..
LOL.then teacher say no more chinese.
then he asked,"translate to hokkien can anot?"
LOL.WTH!HAAHAHAHAH.darmn farnie de lorss..LOL.
then he read the passage from the beginning properly.
but after that hor...he at the end at the end..
he translate one hokkien word.LOL.FARNIE LARX
father gabrielham rocks!LOL.

A friend of mine said she felt left out in school today...
don't worry ya??
you'll always be my friend.
i won't leave you out de.
you say want to transfer come hua yi hor.
i take it as a promise ar?!?
don't break the promise.lol.
k la.don't give you pressure liaoo.
work hard k???
i support you [=
give you assurance!
you transfer come my school!
you won't feel left out de!
if i leave u out!
i..err...i...LOL.
i yi bei zi won't have BF!
LOL.LOL.LOL.
serious la...XD
LOL.

ok.i'm not gonna talk about what happened today.
irene.same as u lor today...
dissapointed and also angry...
who else make me angry?!?
of course is that LH la!
unless he sincerely apologize to me.
i will forgive him!
but since he don't give a damn about me.
i won't too.hmp.
who cares anyway...
i still have many many friends.
i don't need him!BLEAH!
HATE HIM HATE HIM TO THE CORE.
i'm not petty.just to tell you all first.
so don't malign me.
thank you for your cooperation.

but had fun woth my friends today.haha.
everyday also same la.lol.

thanks to korkor!
she bought me a clock!
very cute der!hehex.

STILL WORKING ON THE BLOG.LOL

Superstar

The Best damn thing


lol.the creator must haf spent alot alot of time making all these videos.LOL.
wahahaha.

I took 1hr and 5 mins to iron a few pieces of clothes.
what the hell...
i hate it.
i'm a student, not a housewife.
for goodness sake!
i'm like sooo enjoying my life now...=.=
I wan mummy back!
right this instant!
while i was ironing the clothes.
i felt like giving up.
what the hell...
i'm so useless.
who ever marries me would be soo unlucky.
but i keep telling myself.
just ironing clothes..cannot give up.
but everytime i think of mummy.
i feel like crying...

big girls don't cry. -sihan.

i must be strong.

sometimes it's just best to nod your head and smile.

what the hell...i want change blogskin liaoo XD

Secrets secrets secrets...
i hate secrets!
i hate it!
why do people have to keep secrets!
i'd rather be oblivious of everything that is happening around me.
i don't want to know!
i don't want responsibilities!
i want to be free!
GIMME MY FREEDOM!

Friendster Horoscope for July 15, 2007

The Bottom Line
You have no business trying to fix other people's problems, so bow out of the drama.

In Detail
You have no business trying to fix other people's problems, so feel free to bow out of the drama today. They might think it's your job to make their lives happy and complete, but they need to find out sooner or later that they're in charge of their own happiness. There's no need to feel as though you're putting them in a rough spot by not coming to their rescue. You're actually doing them a favor by helping them learn a very important lesson about actions and consequences.

i soo agree with this.LOL.

Say you love me-so sad...

ting yuan wei ren tan GUITAR

just be yourself.

I HAVE BEEN A VERY NAUGHTY GIRL IN SCHOOL!
WAHAHAHA!
YEAH!I LOVE SLEEPING IN CLASS!!
BUAHAHAHA!
AND LAUGHIN OUT LOUD IN CLASS!!
XD XD XD
and...and...and...
enjoying the good "shows" in class.LOL. XD

OMG.I HAVENT DO HOMEWORK YET!XD
today went to museum and it was DAMN boring.
blahhx! :X :X
but had fun also.not doing the worksheet.
but playing around.lol.
and took lots of photos too.



i was looking away!=.=LOL.da ge so bad...i haven't prepare then he take liaoo.lol.


me and vanessa xiiaomeiimeii.hahaz.

me teaching zhi yin how to act.LOL.look at how amused she IS.lol.jkjk.

in the bus

me and korrkorr.

me and korrkorr.

so dark...left is mx.right is muah!




LOL.LOL.LOL.

korrkorr and me.

lalala...

me and zy very guai...coz we doing our work.XD XD

me and korrkorr.

SPECIAL THANKS TO XIAO QIQI.
for being my massager.lol.
everytime want a massage.ask her can liaooxx.LOL.

there was a green lizard in our school toilet today!
wahahaha!
I LOVE HEBE.

Follow Garfiel de post. XD

Alright!I'll reminisce!

Besties=BOLD
Goodies=UNDERLINED

P1= EbelTasmay.Erdina.Shi Lin.
P2= Ebel.BerniceShi Lin.
Then.we went to different classes...so...
P3= NicholasEveline.Zhi Sheng.Wang Bin.
P4= Nicholas.Sihan.Lihao.Daisy.Eunice.Eveline.Zhi Sheng.
P4 is the best year among my 6 years in primary school.I love 4A!XD.Alot of nice memories.and i experienced alot from that year.The very first time..I experience and
know what is stress...[=
Then...Sihan went to different classes as me and Nic.And I could still remember what she said, "I'll meet you at 6Joy." =)
P5= Nicholas.Pebbles.Lihao.Brandon.De YingChia Wen.Sheng.Evil.
After a big big arguement between Nic and Lihua,we seperated.erm...then de ying and chia wen transferred to bvps.after like...a few months..brandon transferred to bvps.[= Then Mr chong and Mr Lim pull him into the band..at the same time..crapping alot.lol.
P6= SihanAngela.Irene.Brandon.Nicholas.De Ying.Chia Wen.Eveline.Sheng.Evil.
surprised??pebbles the name not there wor...Because we were having a cold war.hahaz.
then freaking brandon and nicholas LOL.jkjk.aiya.don't mention liao la..later they cry..lol.

Although I am cheerful most of the time.
or you can even say crazy,
but i'm still human.
i have my serious and fierce side.
i don't show it most of the time,
coz this would make my friends shoo away from me.
So please don't think that i am always crazy.
Most of the time,when you all irritate me.
i would just tolerate and keep quiet.
coz it's sometimes best to do that.
so i would always be taken advantage of.
but what can i do??
i don't want to be a loner.
and i don't want to lose friends.
so please bear in mind,
when you irritate me,
doesn't mean i don't mind,
but i'm just tolerating you.
you wouldn't know,
i may flare up anytime...
so please at least treat me with respect.
i am not the type of person who's not serious all the time.
i know when to play and when to be serious.
don't irritate me or show disrespect.

Jiejie got chicken pox pox!
LOL.WAHAHA!!
i also want! O.o
LOL.
better have now then have it later ma...
but hor..too bad..
my immune system too strong liaoo.LOL.
thank you thank you. XD XD

Thank you, sihan.
for being my bestfriend.
if ever in my life...
i didn't get to know you...
it would be a regret.
thank you for being there for me.
you are a great friend.
all these words are right from my heart.
i suspected our friendship before..
but after your assurance.
i know you are my bestfriend. [=

I miss mommy

omg..
i can't stand it okay...
how can anyone be as bitchy as you?!?
omg...
like what the hell...
what's the problem with you??
have i offended you in any ways??
i guess not..
i have been the one tolerating you ever since i know you...
and i have been the one giving in to you like so many hell times.
isn't that enough?
you know..sometimes i really think both of you are a heaven's match.
oh..sorry.it should be hell's match.
people who make my life like hell.
it's okay...
at least i have friends whom i think would support me..
for like..forever??hhaz..
why not..?
at least i found myself some true friends..
and i still have my family..
i thank god for giving me a positive disposition.
i will face life with a positive attitude.

thank you korkor. XD muackx! lurve you! XD