ok. although i wanna transfer school.
doesn't mean that i'm not gonna be friends with
you all anymore what...
anyway, i don't think i'll be able to transfer though...
i'm so not fated to be transferred to bbss.
last year, i feel that my results were so damn lousy.
so i didn't apply,
this year, i wanted to use band.
but the administrator of that school.
say alot of things to angela laopo,
turn one big round, means say cannot.
then i asked jing hui if can help me ask her teacher-in-charge.
band's teacher-in-charge is away on course =.=
and duno when coming back?
great lor. so i guess i won't be able to transfer.
i'm just not fated. nvmnvm.

and there's a reason why i want to transfer too.
it's not because of my laopos,
it's not because that i don't like huayi.
huayi is great, i couldn't bear leaving hyss too.
but i have my reasons.
to those who would hate me IF i leave huayi,
then.. i have nothing to say.
i just wanna say sorry for leaving.
if you all hate me, i will understand.
sorry. i'm just sorry...

today's physic's test is not ok!
i'll fail for sure!
tomorrow's math test. hais.
so many tests. siansiansian.

may post later if free. bye

hi! here to post!
today i had a nightmare you know!
it's some weird nightmare luhhs.
and it caused me to feel so tired
when i woke up in the morning.
but thanks to ginko biloba! lolls!
i was perked up! hahahas. lames.

kaes. then when went to meet mx they
all at usual place,
she gave me he junxiang poster!
yay! when i reached there,
my whole person was tired+sian.
then i complained to them about my nightmare.
then mx gave me a poster.
at first,
my face was still tired+sian
then when i turn to the other side of the poster.
贺小美!贺军翔! lolls.
then i became happyhappy.
but still tired though, lolls.

then after awhile,
not so tired le.
had geography test today,
can pass la. lolls!
you see! i'm becoming more and more confident!
lols! i studied ok!
if i never pass, i can go and die =.=
gonna do math later. lalala...

seriously speaking,
i hate math lessons,
because...
i really don't know what the teacher is talking about.
but i love my cousin!
she teach me math! lolls.

tomorrow have physics test.
no way man.
physics suck. grrr.

listening to S.H.E songs now!
junxiang rcks!
hebe rocks!
im gonna get my hand on douniuyaobuyao dvd!

hi! here to post!
post about today ba!
i borrowed the i-weekly magazine
from jasmine.
and... got to know that...
dou niu dvd and vcds are out! yay!
i'm gonna have it!
i must have it!
after i saw that advertisement on that magazine,
i turned so high luhs.
don;t believe ask sihui, diwei and walter. lolls!
hebe rocks la!
sihui said something wrong... about hebe,
then i got angry!
diwei cooperated with her!
i got angry too! lolls.
anyways,, i not so petty la. lolls.

no la angela laopo!
lin sen say he also love me alot de leh! LOLLS!
jkjkjk.

today had band.
in band,
seniors they all always say i crazy,
but then, they dunno,
nicholas sit beside me.
also got crazy de wor! LOLLS!
darmn funny la!
just now nic hug the trumpet until so gay luhhs!
then chaoxiang and me keep laughing too.
then serene gave me that funny face!!
omg! it's like a retarded face la!
my mouth are now turning into a smile liao! lolls.
eunice, chaoxiang and me keep on
laughing, laughing and laughing.
today band ended quite late wor.
6.30pm? and i waited for the bus damn long.

how i wish my school was only walking
distance from my house.
then everyday after school,
before cca, can go home eat first.
then go back school.
can save money.
everyday need to wake up so early,
very sian leh. lolls.

shall stop here. byebye!

hi. here to post.
i didn't use the computer yesterday.
lols. so 乖 right.
not i don't want la!
is no time la! lols.
coz went out like almost the whole day.
and erjie use at night.
so i cannot use.

saturday nothing much happened.
except studying for the whole day.
oh! and i watched dou niu yao bu yao.
sad sad sad.
shimin say i will cry.
but i very strong one. xD
i feel so sadsadsad.
then mommy down there crapping so much!
spoil my sad mood! LOLS.
hais. hebe rocks!

sunday went to KAP with cousin.
studied there.
i love cousin!
i tell you.
i no need to listen in class,
i learn from cousin can liaoo.
but cousin says i must pay attention,
so i will listen to her! lolls.
cousin rocks! cousin is loved! hahaha!
okok. then mommy came also.
just sit down there and read our tb. LOLS.
and slack lols.

(currently listening to moli by S.H.E,
i realised i haven't been listening to their
songs for sooo long.
always listen to jay de.
i shall start listening to them now! lols.)

kaes. then after KAP.
went dinner with father,mother,cousin and jamie.
went to AMK there eat.
that should be all le ba.

kaes. now blog about today. =)
errm. ya.. errm... i must think.
i have short term memory luhhs. lols.
ok! gabriel you are soo funny. lols.
he act nerd.
tuck in shirt until very exaggerating,
and wear the big black specs. lolls.
i studied for bio test u know.
don't believe ask cousin. lols.
junhong sat with me during bio test lor..
you all should know why ba.. LOLS!
then after school had this CEOs meeting?
then it's like,
we have camp on february luhhs.
siansiansian.
i hate camps la... camps suck lor.
haishaishais.
then after that,
went to do pw in class.
after that, went to jec
eat kobayashi? nicenice.
with shimin, yingchong,linsen and neville.
linsen very good lor! lolls.
linsen is loved!
i still remember last time,
how i find him soosoo irritating. LOLLS!
but now i love him so much! hahaha!

then bus-ed home. fell asleep. lolls.
kaes. that should be all la. bb! =))

hihi. here to post. =)

today in class,
during geog lesson,
something happened.
and i don't like it.
we didn't raise up our hands,
not because we are scared,
it's because we respect the teacher.
and utterly disagree that,
she is not in fault.
as a student,
even if the teacher is being unreasonable,
we should bear with it.
(what will happen
next time when we go out to the society
and work?are we gonna be rude to the boss
and cause ourself to be fired?
not have income?
let our family suffer with us?)
i personally feel that,
we as students,
shouldn't treat the teachers like that,
i'm not boot-licking.
i don't do that,
i think it's disgusting,
and there's not a need to.
i'm just stating the facts.
miss su is right,
a teacher and a student
is not equal.
and as students,
in order to get respect from the teachers,
we should respect them first.
if you want people to respect you,
respect them first.
if you give in,
and respect first,
everyone would be happy.
isn't it much more better this way?
and we should also understand that,
being a teacher is not easy at all.
when you've done so much for the students,
and the students repay you back with rudeness,
wouldn't the you be heartbroken?
so we as students should be more understanding.
our teachers has been doing so much for us.
why not we just look at them
from a nice point of view,
instead of always pointing out their bad points,
and mistakes?
wouldn;t we be much happier this way?

life is short,
just be happy. =))

today had cca day.
i was flat.
quite dissapointed in myself. lols.
i've put grease in my slides leh.
but then they just won't turn smooth. o.o
grrr!

mom bought me chicken essence!

I'm undergoing stress.
everyone is.i know.
but i'm your daughter!
instead of explaining it to me in such a
"whatever" way,
why not u just encourage and support me.
why can't you motivate me?!?
you only know how to say,
aiya, everyone is undergoing stress.
blah blah blah.
this is 风凉话 can?
i get the same treatment in school,
i also get the same treatment at home.
where can i find a place which is full of motivation.
a place which would spur me to continue with life.
I TOLD YOU I AM STRESS.
why not you just ask me,
what's going on?
or what happen?
or anything happened at school?
i know you are undergoing stress too!
but i am your daughter!
your flesh and blood!
you are experiencing stress! i know!
stress is such a bad feeling thing.
stress is so tiring, so stupid la.
you experience it,
and i as your daughter,
when i say i'm having stress,
you never feel anything?
you never feel heart pain?
and you never think that,
i shouldn't let my daughter take so much stress,
maybe i could do some things to make her feel relaxed.

oh well,
this is life...
i'm alone.
to face this.
i must be strong...
whatever it is,
i must still be strong.
i don't wanna break down.

'dissapointment filled my heart.
trying to hold back those stubborn tears,
but it rolled down eventually.
at that moment,
"weakling" was in my mind,
but... it's inevitable,
tears just come when they want..
they are just so strong.
i'm working hard,
to be stronger than tears.'

i love music.
they soothe my nerves.
listening to: Noah's Ark.

hoho! today ponned interhouse.
it's like so damn boring la...
and what's more,
if i don't go home,
my mom would probably be starved to death.
coz she's sick,
so i have to buy food home.

today after school,
went to xinyi's house to study.
i studied science. lols.
then come home le.

i received a friendster forwarded comment from xiaobao.

Whether you are my friend or best friend,
We will never be a part...
When you or i have any problems or difficulties,
Me and you must fight against the problem together...
Because we will never be flooded a part...=D

When you cry,
I cry.
When you scared,
I scared.
When you sad,
I sad.
When you angry,
i angry.
When you fight,
I fight.
When you jump down,
I jumped down too...
Because we will ALWAYS BE FRIENDS OR BEST FRIENDS!
BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT BEST / FRIENDS FOR!!!!!

i don't quite agree with this though.
but i know this message just meant well.
but everyone have their own vews and opinions right...
ok. i shall now change abit of the message.

Whether you are my friend or best friend,
We will never be a part...
When you or i have any problems or difficulties,
Me and you must fight against the problem together...
Because we will never be flooded a part...=D

When you cry,
I will lend you my shoulders to lean on.
When you scared,
I be brave to lead you out of your worries.
When you sad,
I try means and ways to let you smile.
When you angry,
i
When you fight,
I will stop you, because i don't want you to get hurt.
(but if the other party insists, i fight for you! LOLS!)
When you jump down,
I will pull you back, i don't want you to leave with regrets
Because we will ALWAYS BE FRIENDS OR BEST FRIENDS!
BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT BEST / FRIENDS FOR!!!!!

the part "when you angry"
i dunno wor. LOLS!
if it's like,
i make them angry de,
i will apologise of course.
but if it's other people,
i dunno what to say. hahaha.

today had fun at HE.
wasn't mrs lee,
it was a relief teacher.
gabriel was entertaining us luhhs. lols.
i hope i can pass the test today.
should be ok...

hoho! here to post!
so damn tired now. lols.
i think i'm gonna change bag again.
change into my pink bagpack.
more space.
bigger. crumpler so small.
i completed my math hw in band today xD
coz i know surely end late.
so did abit. but do do do,
do until finish.
later i need to do my HE research.
jyjy!

reached home about 7.35 lor.
coz went to 泡茶 with eunice, nic and chaoxiang.
lols. go bubbleteashop luhhs.
泡茶for short lols.
i must get prepared to face hardlife for these 3 years.
sec 2,3 and 4.
cousin is gonna tutor me every saturdays!
i told her that i wanna work very hard this year!
and she didn't discourage me!
sometimes i feel that,
cousin i sthe best! xD
she doesn't discourage me!
but sometimes jkjk nia,
jkjk only ma...
i love cousin muchmuchmuch! xD

oh! btw!
lim junhong never get me mentoes lor!
i 说话算话.
although i think it's really petty of me,
but then i said it,
so i must do it! lols.
i won't be talking to him
until...friday! LOLS!
but msn, sms, and paper notes aren't included.
LOLLS!
there's this stupid intrahouse games. =.=
tomorrow... grrr... grrr...
waste my time. lols.

and btw,
triple/pure science.
is just a goal/target.
JUST A GOAL/TARGET.
okok? doesn't mean will get in de.
is it wrong to have a goal anyway,
well, as a friend,
it's like much much better,
if i could receive encouragement and support.
but nvm,
cousin supports me!
(although i'm just dreaming) LOLS!

i didn't watch dou niu you know?!?
i have self-control!
okok. i need to go bathe now,
and after that i'll do my HE research.

jy for all the sec 2s,
streaming this year!

halo. i'm here to post.
just now i ate a sweet,
outside look like mentoes mint.
but inside taste like shit. LOLS.
anyways,
i am vice-ceo very surprise meh.
i nominated to be sc,
must be so surprised meh.
mean what man.
prove to you all that i can do it man.
angela laopo say will support me! xD

lols. just now lin sen told me,
when tyty saw me, from my appearance,
he sort of think that i'm not cut out to be sc.
and looks like an irresponsible type.
LOLS! omgosh, i never take it to heart.
really.just find it funny,
i look like paikia meh!
i used to be my bvps's band leader ok!
*boasting*
a responsible role hor! xDD

i very good leh!
my skirt longlong!
socks high high!
hair pin up until so ugly somemore!
and i always wear my collar pin,
and i always bring my thermometer! xD

i am a guai kia lor!
i also do my homework ok! xD
not like
choochoo!
junhong!
gabriel!
eh... jkjk. LOLS!
just that i loud abit ma... lols.
but it's not something bad! xD
being loud and crazy doesn't mean
cannot be sc or vice ok...

saying about the pin up hair part.
that junhong pig keep on pulling
out my clip when we doing project!
then when he pull out.
choo choo go snatch the clip.
don't wanna give me.
coz it's like,
my hair tied/clipped up lidat for the whole day,
and it's sort of like stucked there,
suddenly put down very funny what.
then choo choo say just put down,
they wanna see.
i very steady one ok.
the moment i put down,
all of them burst out laughing lor!
stupid junhong pig! lols.
then when i retie up,
darmn ugly la!
stupid choo choo!
ask me let down,
over laugh until so hard himself =.= xD

today yingchong laoge treat me bubble tea.
thanks! lols. xD
currently blogging, LOLS,
and doing project plan.
later on doing hw.
mummy don't let me watch youtube la! xD
she want me to do hw and study! o.o
but she's sleeping now,
i can watch! xD
but i not so irresponsible de ok!
*ahem* xD
okok. i shall not crap on.
i will start on my hw after blogging finish.

i like jay chou and his piano =D
i'm so devoted to blogger.
every entry i post.
is so long xD
han laopo!
this is a long post! hahaha!
coz han laopo always blog so short de. xD
ops! lolls.
xiaobao! i so angry!
you never buy chewing gum for me! xD
i also very angry!
junhong owe me mentoes mint very long liao lor...!
i thought he say he go,
go and buy, but!
he say he go,
and sleep! :S :S
i want my mentoes mint la!

everytime post so long,
not nice de. so must add pics. LOLS.




dog naughty! lols. hebe beat backside! lols.

ok. here to post!
jamie is damn freaking irritating la.
nvm. whatever.
errm. watched zhong ji yi jia. lols.
and i did my homework today.
coz last two days didn't have strength to do hw.
LOLS. jamie is damn freakin irritating! LOLS.
anyway,
thanks to nicholas tan for helping me
with my math hw. haha.
hadley wasn't on9,
so asked nicholas everything!
at least if hadley was on9,
can ask them abit of these nd that,
nicholas won't be irritated by my tonnes of qns?
don't think he is though. xD

and thanks to gabriel for listening lols.
nvm gabriel,
don't have to be humble.
HAHAS!

i very good today ok?!?
i did my homework! :p
xiaobao's in malaysia!
she better remember to buy chewing gum for me! xD
omgosh. this post is sooooooo random.
i just type whatever i'm thinking. lols.

i'm gonna end my post with.
HEBE ROCKS!

hoho! here to post!
my flu started yesterday morning.
lols. and it sucks luhh.
but still du guo le yi tian.
hahaha.
should have brought a mask.
then maybe won't transfer flu to shimin,
hahahas.
but what's done cannot be undone. lols.
then at night,
i slept around 8.30.
then woke up about 12.
ask jiejie make flu medicine for me.
then after that go back to sleep.

slept until 2pm today.
aiya. when i sick,
is always sleep sleep sleep de.
cannot get up de. lols.
then 2pm woke up,
ate lunch,
then go back to sleep till 5pm.
hahaha.

papa is my lucky star!
he come home only,
my headaches gone,
and fever subside. LOLS!

byebye!

hoho! here to post.
today 2e4 so suay wor.
4 people injured.
shimin feel and hurt her leg.
sihui sprained ankle.
weelee same as shimin,
just not as serious as hers.
and, one more,
i forgotten who.
oh! it's my dearest gabriel!
lols. but that thing,
not big to him luhhs. lols!
if me, i surely kill myself le!
hahaha!
thanks gabriel!
he bought me book cover. lolS!

today had interhouse games.
lols. errm. then,
after that,
nicholas and i went to bubble tea shop.
saw chaoxiang there.
then we stayed there for like almost 45mins.
hahas!
then we went home le.

so damn tired. nvm.
shall do abit of homework.
then go sleep la.
damn damn tired.
now only sleep like 7hours a day.
i need 10hours of sleep a day luhhs!

happy birthday to shimin!

lim jun hong have to buy mentoes mint for me.

hoho! here to post!
kk. errm.

didn't really feel good,
during HE,
coz it's mrs lee.
and everytime when it's her,
it's stress. lols.
i had to stay back to do my work after school,
coz i didn't wrap my workbook =.=
finefinefine.
then i'm like sian diaooos.

after finishing my HE work,
bus-ed down to xiaobao's house.
then started telling her long grandmother stories.
well... that's me in front of laopos! lols.
then sihan came too,
to listen to my grandmother stories. lols. jkjk.
then sihan and i went to bvps.
xiaobao went to bvss.
went to band,
they weren't practising luhhs.
and i'm damn bored luhhs.
it's really bored without ah gong there.
i realised that. lols.
taught a few juniors some basic,
then went off le.
to meet angela laopo.
she bought cheesecake and feilunhai album for me!
lolls.
xiaobao bought douniu soundtrack.
and gave me poster wor! lols.
sihan and angela laopo treat me eat pizza!
until damndamn full man!
then came home never eat dinner le. lols.
thanks laopos!
had a wonderful day today!
and thanks for listening to my grandmother stories!
feel so comfortable with you all. hahas!

sihan laopo!
your oge very direct wor! lols.
but then nvm wor.
dun scold him wor.
i ok de. direct then good!
next time also directly propose to you! hahaha!

okok. errm.
sihan laopo.
don't feel 为难 kaes?
you can deal with any obstacle!
i will support u!
when u fall!
i hold u back! haha!
smile =)
if you cannot smile
then >>> =|
lols. ILY!

junhong joked about quitting school!
i angry liaoo!
he must buy mentoes mint for me!

hoho! post for today.
today, nothing much happened.
lols. assembly was until 2+?
then after assembly,
went to staff to look for cl tchr.
to hand in the books luh.
budden din get to meet him.
so put the books in class instead.
then eunice, nicholas, chaoxiang and i.
went down for lunch.
we were late for band. lols.
but my seniors very good de!
never punish us do push up! xD
by right should de. lols.
and today in band.
mostly play new pieces.
goodgood! learn something new! lols.
then after band,
stayed back for sectional.
practised ross roy.
then when nicholas blow wrongly,
i laugh out loudly! lols. rhymes.
i did it on purpose luhs. lols.
then after band,
which is like about 6+ le.
eunice, chaoxiang, nicholas and i.
went home!
but before that,
went to bubble tea shop.
meixuan + friend lols. was there too.
then i called mom to say,
will be back late,
then nicholas always crap when i talking on phone!
he started saying wad...
jasmin go and smoke!
or whatever crap la. lols.
then mommy thought i really go do bad things.
then i "scream" into the phone,
say i going home now! lols.
then she say okok.
but i still drag for some minutes hahas.
then met yarlee at bus stop.
then i went home le.

just now i was doing my project.
nicholas tan help me wor!
home econs de project luhs.
siansiansian. lols.

and just now on msn,
junhong say he wanna play a game with me.
it's to speak proper english when we are on msn chatting,
so we sort of like started the game.
guess who win?!?
guess who win?!?
of course is me la! xD *proudproud*
LOLS! got prize wor! lols.

yay! tomorrow going batok!
eating pizza! weee!

*occassionally stress is helpful – it can inspire you to meet a deadline or get things done. or make u go crazy! LOLS. just jkjk.

okok. here's some decent post for today luh.
it's a fact that,
everyone needs support and encouragement right?
so it's like,
it's good to say, "jiayou!"
or "good luck!" just some encouraging words.
to anybody who like says...
i'm going to do my homework.
i'm going to study.
i need to practise my piano.
i need to practise my turmpet.
i'm going mapling. even!
you know, you let the other party feel comfortable.
when their with you luhhs.

and also, when someone does something wrong,
or something foolish, stupid or embarrassing.
or he/she made a mistake,
it's just best to politely correct them,
or jokingly laugh at their mistake.
sometimes, we need humility.
and not always be the big one.
as in, we should be humble sometimes,
and not like when people made a mistake,
and you say,
you did wrongly la! it's not like that la! dumb leh!
or...
you know how to do de ma! if you dunno dun keh kiang la!
ok, seriously speaking,
it's not whether the person is sensitive or not.
even if you're joking,
the person may still feel embarrassed.
and that person will definitely feel uncomfortable when thy're with you.

just now,
i said i need to study,
and the other party was like.
now only sec 2.
blahblahblah.
you see. it's like...
so... at least just say some encouraging words right...
and not discouraging words luhh.
i was like so discourage and sad when the other party said that la.
and just nice!
angela laopo online!
then i was like...
laopo! whatever i do you will support me de right?!?
and she's like.
of course! hahas.
then i said,
ok. i wanna go bathe!
great i was crapping back then. hahs!
actually,
was going to study after bath.
and i can't use the comp anyway,
coz erjie wanna use le. bye!

is this post not considered crap?
well... i don't think so! lols.

Halo! here to post.
received belated birthday present from,
shimin, shiqi and sihui!
thanks lots wor! lols.
it's zhong ji yi jia dvd.
cooooool right?!? hahas.
thankiews so much luhhs!! xD

currently watching dou niu.
hebe cry! i so heart pain! lols.
shen ruo he so good wor!
hand injured le still go dou niu.
zi cong also so good wor.
always protecting yi sheng xue.
yi sheng xue so lucky la! lols.
yay!! dong shang win the dou niu le!
i'm so happy man!
stupid bodyguards!
stupid father!
hais. if i'm the father,
i rather let my company go bust!
then let my son suffer lor!
lalala... lols.
and i believe even if i've nothing left for my son when i leave the world.
i believe my son can still survive de!
i believe in my son! hahaha!
sound as if i'm the father,
and shen ruo he is my son. hahas.

anyways, had rehearsal today,
actually plan to go jp with nicholas,
go buy birthday present de.
but then had rehearsal,
so cannot go.
then after the rehearsal
went home with eunice.
nothing much happened today luhhs.

junhong duwanna do his hw.
so naughty! lols. jkjk.
i bet gabriel!
you also havent do hw right?!?
hahahs. jk nia. don't angry la.
gabriel very good one.
he's very popular in school
because he's a good boy! o.o! xD

yay! this week i going bvps band!
mr chong so nice lor!
whenever i say hi to him on msn.
he dao me! i go back bvps band.
i duwanna talk to him! lols.
maybe before go bvps band.
might go lunch with laopos too.
yay. lols.

this month so many people's birthday.
actually i have alot of money de.
now i no money le. hahas.
well, i've got to save.
oh by the way,
i found my money. hahas!
and i'm so happy! xD
but i won't be able to see the money anymore.
lolls!

omg. i agree that today's post is full of crap.
and nonsense and rubbish. hahas!
but i like what i always say to laopos,
"you should be used to my crapping right?!?"
hahahas! haven't do my hw yet.
later need go down buy dinner.
after eat dinner,
then must go do hw liaoo.

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS , HAVE YOU

cry : no
worn jeans : no
met someone : yes
done laundry : no
went hungry : yes
talked on the phone : yes
said i love you : yes



DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself : yes
your friend : some
tooth fairy : no
destiny / fate : yes
ghost : 半信半疑 (half half) lols
UFO : dunno.



FRIENDS AND LIFE

do you ever wished you had another name : nah...
do you like anyone : in fact i love everyone.
which of your friends act most like you : pebbles? we act like each other.
when you cried the most who was there : no one.
what's the best feeling in the world : happiness
what's the worst feeling in the world : sadness
what time is it now : 3.59



WHICH IS BETTER

chocolate or vanilla : chocolate
coke or pepsi : pepsi
love or lust : love



Layer Four your pick

Mac or KFC : Macdonald
single or group dates : group
Adidas or Nike : Adidas
Lipton tea or Nestea : lipton tea
cappucino or coffee : cappucino



Layer five Do You

smoke : NO! and never will
curse : sometimes.
take a shower : duh =.=
have a crush : not now.
think you've been in love : ya
like school : sometimes.
want to get married : next time then say ba.
believe in yourself : yea
think you're a health freak : nope



Layer six In The Past Month

drink alcohol : champagne? wine?
to the mall : yes
been on stage : errm. nope.
eaten sushi : yea. think so.
been dumped : nah...
gone skating : nope.
dyed your hair : nope



Layer seven Have You Ever

played a stripping game : nope
changed who you were to fit in : no



Layer eight Getting Old Age

you're hoping to get married : rich man. jkjk.to someone who truly loves me
i love : you?
feel happy live in the dustbin i feel : didn't try before.
i hide : no
i miss : a lot of ppl!
i need : everyone!



SEVEN people you would like them to do :

Xiaobao.
Angela Laopo!
HAN Laopo.
Gabriel Heng.
Lee Ming XUan.
Tham Zhi Yin.
Lim Shimin.


Hi. lols.
went to cousin's house at about 11+
lols. then came home?
and then i practised trumpet.
then did homework. lols.
whatever luhhs.
boring day. hahas.

i'm meeting xiaobao to pizza?!?
just hope she can make it ba.
and hope pebbles can make it for band too.
hahahas.

Someone used angela's name,
to scold her best friend.
great... that person's like...
so childish?
but angela just said,
she won't confront that person,
because it's not worth it =)
i'm like so happy,
coz we are all growing,
and our thinking is not as kiddish as last time.

i personally feel that,
if it's someone i cared about,
who did this to me.
of course i would confront him/her.
to clear the misunderstandings between us =)

but if it's some lame,
unreasonable people,
of course i will like angela laopo,
hack care them.
coz i agree that it's just a waste of time.
xDD

and jia hao is so noble. lols.
he say,
为了你的幸福,我学会退后
not to me luh!
i got so lucky jiu good liao!
hahas.

but it's quite through though,
no matter how much you like that person,
and that person doesn't,
and after a period of hardwork,
still didn't move that person,
might as well let go.
might as well retreat.
lols. 退后

i can tell that, he's be a good guy. =)
and wish jia hao don't be sadsad.
he will find someone who will love him de. =)



http://www.xici.net/b682206/d47749385.htm

日子过得很快乐
我觉得他们很幸福
她却说
幸福只有他们自己才能体会

Hi... did nothing much today.
most of the time practising trumpet.
i very hardworking right.. lols.
i also did math homework.
thanks to hadley, lols.
my on9 tutor. hahas.

i just cannot concentrate,
studying/revising/doing my work.
in the day.
i can concentrate so much better
at night... lols.
so maybe later,
i'll be completing most of my work.
maybe i shall continue with my math.

and today,
a very cute boy come my house.
he pri 1 nia.
but he speak so fluently.
and i usually have stress speaking to peeps,
who speaks fluent english.
e.g kah min!
but now not so le la.
coz quite familiar with each other le ma. lols.
then i was like playing with xiaobao,
minesweeper,
and the boy keep asking me alot of questions.
hahas! i think his name is,
zijie. lols.


xiaobao laopo do de!
love it! lols.

Heyhey! lols.
mood today: happy =)
although had a really really
small tiff with shimin today.
but my overall mood is happy.
hahas, okok.
i shall start blogging about today.
lols.i'm not gonna talk about the tiff
i had with shimin though. lols.

today in class.
jun hong was cool la! lols.
and huang lao shi say what....
his parents pamper him,
but he won't.
for goodness sake,
what makes u think his parents pamper him?
his parents are strict de lor!
dunno dun anyhow say...
choochoo don't lemme see his pupil profile.
booo!
yingchong lemme read! lols.

had band too.
had fun luh. lols.
then went home with,
nicholas, chaoxiang and eunice.
actually wanna ask khiameng also lor.
but he don wan!
too bad! lols.
on the way,
when we were like walking down the stairs,
met mr. razat.
then he caught eunice,
for shirt not tucked in,hair and socks =.=
nicholas for socks and hair.
and nicholas' hair got snipped off.
cute luh! lols.
me and chao xiang is the guai-est.
we didn't get caught.
i heng nia.
my hair should get caught de lor.
lols. then eunice and nicholas.
passed me their hps.
when they go razat's office.
lols! smart la.
then chao xiang and i go canteen wait for them.
so long wor.
then khia meng came.
ask him wait with us he dun wan.
eeyer! autism la he!
so bad de lor!

then when we were waiting,
jonathan was like singing his choir songs =.=
errm. lols.
i was like laughing ??
lols! ok anyway,
when they were out,
we went home le lor.
that's all.

omg! forgot to mention something.
chao xiang's personality, style or whatever.
is sooo like brandon lau's!
chao xiang is like quite guai(1).
and his face is red like bran's! lols!
anyway, all i have to say is,
he's soo like brandon.
but brandon bacome paikia =((
hope chao xiang won;t follw in his steps ba!lols!

Hey... lols...
Lihao apologised.
and it's like,
i feel so weird.
but like i said,
no matter what he did or say to me,
i will forgive him.
until now,
i still consider him as my very good friend.
i sometimes wonder if we could go back in time,
if i had the chance,
i would stop nicholas and lihao from quarreling.
and maybe up till now,
lihao and i would still be very close like last time.
=((( but i doubt can le ba...
i suggest we have a good talk.
and lihao agreed.
i'm like so glad.
i won't be greedy,
i just don't want lihao to gie me cold shoulder.
i'm not greedy,
i never expecet us to be as close as the past.

i dunno why,
i can't stand it when i take him as a person i hate.
i will like...
feel so sad...

i'm not going to be greedy...

and i made some new year's resolution.
as in. i added on.
1. not to be lazy.
2. complete music theory until grade 3.
3. score 4 As for my MYE
4. complete xiaobao's story.
5. stay healthy
6. stay happy
7. improve on trumpet playing
8. learn to make blogskin from xb laopo.
9. to be less noisy.
10. 和他合好

Today i had a fun time!
and also 1/4 angry day.
because of who?!?
nvm. shall elaborate later on.

didn't feel well this morning.
lols. then quite moody la.
then during recess,
played badminton.
HE wanted to borrow racket from me.
but i said, no..
why should i...

he always talk to me so nicely when he needs something from me.
and he'll treat me like a pile of shit when he doesnt.

i've gotten enough of this ok!
everytime, i will try to be more friendly towards him.
but he just ignores me.
why should i waste my time on him?
it's not worth it.
i don't know,
seriously don't know. why...
why has he been giving me the cold shoulder...
ever since... ever since...
he quarreled with nicholas?
i don't know!
he has changed so much! so much!
he's no longer the lihao i knew.
the him which was so caring. so kind...
i'm not saying he's not kind.
i can tell he's still a kind boy until now.
but i'm an exception.
he just simply treat me like invisible.
i'm serious.
he treats me like i'm invisible!
and i can't take it anymore.

i shall continue on what happened.
so... it's like. he finally got hold of a racket.
and i was teamed with gabriel.
while he was alone.
and HE. purposely did not pass the shuttlecock to me.
he deliberately did so.
it's damn freaking obvious ok...
i just stood there like an idiot.
he always say, " you remember..."
when i don't let him have things his way.

HE'S THE ONE WHO SHOULD REMEMBER!
THIS IS PSYCHOLOGY ABUSE!
HE ABUSES ME!
HE'S AND ABUSER!
HE ABUSE MY FEELINGS!
I HATE HIM!
I SERIOUSLY HATE HIM.

and during english lesson,
the class was practically crapping.
mr lee was doing some things on the computer.
then some people was saying choochoo was crying =.=
then i played along,
and said like... don't cry..
i'll love you and dote on you alot.
then ying chong they all were like laughing
over my joke.
and HE just, "tsk."
and i said, wad!
then he say i very noisy.
i noisy or not,
you have a problem?!?
in fact, the whole class was noisy!
and you weren't studying...
i can tell that you were flirting with girls!
or whatever! you were doing.
i don't care!
so what? are you very unhappy with what i'm blogging about?!?
why don't you sue me!
you have such rich parents!
use their money to sue me!

and just now.
i was passing my black file to the sci rep.
coz i did finish the ws.
then he turned and ask me.
if he could borrow my work and copy.
i just took a glance at him,
and looked out of the window.
i didn't want to talk to him!
j-erk!
and this happened right after recess!
when he deliberately not pass me the shuttlecock.

hey peeps.
i'm sorry i ignored u all.
when i was scribbling on my blackbook.
coz i was damn frustrated. angry. and mostly.
heartbroken.
HE was such a good friend to me in the past.
i'm not angry because he scolded.
i'm angry because of how he treated me like...
2 years?? like since p6...?
i almost cried while i was scribbling on my blackbook.
but i held back my tears.
why should i cry over him?
there's no way i'm gonna do that.
if he wants things to remain it this way...
let him be...
if he's happy...
let him be...

i hate him not because of small petty issues.
but because i once cared for him.
and i once look upon him as my bestfriend!
now he's treating me like that...
of course, i would be heartbroken and angry.

因为有爱才有恨

this post is omgbasically all about him

Halo! here to post again.
read khia meng's blog.
about this molester wor.
in 157 bus!
girls must becareful wor!
now i also scaredscared de wor.
haishais. lols.

then read angela's blog ma.
then she blogged about a teacher.
nv complain wor.
only blog about her.
then i still think that teacher very idiot lor!
kaobei la!
angela only forgot to bring book.
coz she thought have test.
then the teacehr say,
angela must set the test paper
wakao. stupid man.
but u know what angela laopo told me?
"i have to learn to accept her."
grow up le wor! lols.
i love you wor! hahas

home econs wb so difficult boooo! lols.

Hi. know what?
i received my first birthday present,
from a huayi friend yesterday!
lols. it's from tze ying wor!
never expected that. hahas.
but thanks alot alot. lols.

yesterday had band,
then i was damn high.
so i started crapping and being crazy.
hahas. then that idiot nicholas ong.
act cool. dao me.
i realise, those boys named nicholas,
when they growing older,
then tend to act cool. LOLS! xDD
but, ok la. quite coool la.
but don't act too cool lor.

at least nicholas yeo biao ge,
he act cool, but he very warm hearted! xD
very good towards me.
and won't ignore me de. xD
hahahas!

but nicholas ong!
dao me!
don't care me! lols.
but he helped me yesterday!
hahas! maybe when he's older,
he become more 细心 and 体贴! xD
LOLS.

today,
as usual,
the noisy ones in class.
but i have keep quite and listen also wor.
i changed to HE le.
no more DT, booo! lols.
did pancake roll today.
i sit the same table as CHOO CHOO! xD
lols. i partner Edmund!
Xin Yi also same table! lols.
then Edmund cook the pancake,
cook until very lousy. LOLS!
then i over there,
haiyoyo haiyoyo!
lols. okok. then in the end,
i sort of do all the cooking.
budden seriously speaking,
i'm not a good cook at all.
i just use my brains and pay attention to tchr
thats all. =))) *vomit*
LOLS! lamesss. waffles... lamesss. LOLS.
okok. errm. yep.

anyway,
i'm gonna go study now.
nothing to do in computer also...
so go study ba.

byebye!

Hi! lalala... lols.
i love my class!
and i love the teachers!
lols. okok. errm.
normal day today.
so long never see laopos liao.
hope can meet up with them soon
hahas. thx shimin for cheese tarts
and biscuits, and chewing gum!
lols.

gabriel is loved la!
hahas!
mr choo also! hahahas!
just now,
because i help lihao do dnt blog.
then lihao scold mr choo.
then i say.
dun scold him until lidat la!
i will heart pain one leh! LOLS!
jk nia!
now sec sch life,
no have this type of joke,
no fun zeh.

kao. i sick le.
pebblestankokkok zilian sick.
lols!
so long never see pebbles le.
i miss her zeh! hahas.

errm. errm. okok.
there's pe tomorrow.
boooooo!
boooo not because i dun like pe.
but coz it's a teacher i dun really like.
why dun like?
coz i scared of her. lol!

lols! xD

最近还好吗

NICE!








Jay is loved!
because he knows how to play the piano!
until so pro!

but he is not as loved as hebe and mike! xD

What Low Jasmin Xiao Hui Astelero Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wow!

Hey hey! lalalass....
i'm starting to like my new class,
and i'm starting to like hyss =DD
lols. okok. errm.
today had some wad social ediquette session?
lols. learnt alot.
then during the session,
it's like, the session before recess,
neville and mr choo chin ming keep making noise
then after recess me and shimin's turn. lols.
keep crapping around,
and kwang hui was laughing at us
while we were crapping away. lols.
she say we very open, lols!
of course la! we very open de! hahas.
i don't have autism wor...

then today during mr lee's class,
when he ask questions,
like, normal questions la...
nothing about the subject though.
then i answer,
he also never hear.
i was like trying to talk to him.
but his attention "purposely" duwan look at us.
purposely one hor... LOLS. jkjk.
then i talk until pek cek.
then i duwanna talk le. hahas
then when he trying to keep the class quiet.
he keep on ssshhh-ing.
budden i felt his sshhh-ing too soft.
so i help him to ssssshhhhhh. LOLS!
then whole class quiet.
then vanessa say,
"u are the one making the noise you know."
then i say,
"if i dun make noise, you all wont be quiet wan."
LOLS. hhas. okok.

then after school,
walked to bus stop with shimin, sihui and crystal(sihui's cuz.)
lols.

I LOVE MY COUSINS! LOLS.

Hey hey!
i'm 14 years old!
i'm so old!
but anyway,
school wasn't as bad as i thought.
hahas. errm.
went to school in the morning,
met mei xuan and tze ying!
they gave me a present. lols.
thankssss! to
mei xuan, tze ying and xueling! ^^

this year,
the sec 2s classes re-shuffle.
i'm posted to 2e4. LOLS!
same as Linsihan Laopo!
no la. laopo in bbss.
I in hyss! lolss. okok. errm.
my form teacher's mr liaow.(dunno spelling)
just now in class,
i very noisy. lols.
keep on crapping.
especially in mr lee's class!
lols! and of course mr liaow la.
his class dun crap will die nor.
but of course i know when to shuddup,
and when to not. hahas!
i take dnt first! yay! LOLS!
anyway, had fun.

sadsad. lee ming xuan,
zhi yin and shiqi not same class as me.

i get along with my new classmates easily.
hahas. but there's 2 boys.
dunno why they like don't really like us.
last year 1e1 and 1e4 enemies.
then the boys are from 1e4.
but seriously speaking!
the war/battle between last yr's 1e1 and 1e4
IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS! LOLS!
but trying hard to be friends with them though.
hahas!

today when shimin and i walking to bookshop.
xinyi they all told me a sec1 girl was crying.
and then, i thought of how lonely and pathetic
i was on the first day of sec1.
then i went to see.
then the girl sitting there alone.
then i hesitate awhile.
then xinyi they all ask me comfort her.
coz im the most daring de! LOLS!
tytyty! i feel so honoured.
then i suddenly sit beside her and say,
"你还好吗?" then the girl nod the head.
"没有事hor?" i say again. then the girl shook her head.
then shimin say,
if anything happen,
just go 2e4 find us.
then just when we wanna walk away,
i say again, "如果谁欺负你要讲leh!"
LOLLS!

okok. errm. gonna pen off now. buaibuai.

hoho! lols!
here to post about yesterday and today.
yesterday cousin and sincou(pronounce it the opp of cousin.)
came over.
and we drank vodka! LOLS!
coool lor! hot hot one!
keep on perspiring, can jian fei.
LOLS! XDDD
played murderer and detective.
had funnnn!
then coz our house de tv spoil.
so we went over to their house
at about 11.30pm??
yep. then watch tv.
then when watching tv.
my throat pain pain de.
sincou so goood! gimme cool water. lols.
i think he act only la hor.. LOLS!
then about 12??
can see fireworks from their place. lols.
so we decided.
every national day and new year.
come over see fireworks. lols.
then only i stayover at cousin's house.
played cards with her in her room.
then chatted until 3.30am. LOLS!
actually, most of the time i talking hahas.
okok anyway, slept until 10.30am.
then mom called cousin.
say i must go home then. lols.
so i go home lor.
then went kbox. lols!
k-lunch. okok. errm. yep.
then came home.
played jiejie de ds lite. lols!
then did ABIT of homework. hahas!
i completed 2 compos.
aiya. dun care le la.
i dunno how to write report.
so i nv write. LOLS.
i am such a CARE-LESS. lols

anyway!
here's my new year's resolutionssssssss:
1. don't be so lazy luhhs!
2. finish my music theory
at least until grade2 or 3 ba!
have 3 de right?? lols!
3. score 4As for my mid year.
4. complete xiaobao's story!!owe her for darmn long le.
5. be healthy! (i fall sick soooo many many times this year.)
6. stay happy.... o.o

anyway!
nobody will say SAD NEW YEAR de right?? lols.
sooo... Happy New Year!

I lovesssss HEBE! WAHAHAHA!