Went JP library today, brought Jamie along.
When she reached home, she had highhh fever.
I wonder if I caused her to tio fever de eh.
Coz we skipped lunch today.
I can survive without food, and I thought she could too.
Is it because I only stuffed her with some snacks,
that caused her to have high fever?
I think next time every hour also must stuff food into her mouth.

Horribleee!

CHINESE PAPER 1 & 2

Slightly better than yesterday's English paper (:

Complete my essays like 40mins before time.

Hahas (: And I made use of my tuition notes!

It's like damn heng, hahas! (:

Although I still think my essay can improve,

but I did my best le (: hahas (:

As for paper 2, okay only luh xD

Due to the rainy day, I felt a bit sleepy.

Hahas. But manage to complete the paper before the time too :D

Hahas. Papers ended!

Walked to the bus stop with Rosamund (:

Then went to meet IreneTio at westmall (:

Then went to her house, watched forensic heroes II.

Hahas. Gian De Ying and IreneTio keep ask me if will die de wor!

LOL! Watch then you know la! xD HAHA.

But anyways, IreneTio completed the show today. hahas.

After that did Math (: Then went home (:

[[All the best for exams!]]

ENGLISH PAPER 1!

Today had English composition.
Didn't go smoothly for me D:
I don't think I did well, really.
I didn't complete my essay!
I'm so gonna do badly for my English.

Anyway, after going to Jurong Point Library.
Went to meet up with IreneTio.
Then went for tuition.
Tuition was damnnn boringg luh.
It's a relief tutor.
He's like, omg. He talk you can sleep. Lol ;p

Anyways, all the best for tomorrow's paper (:

[[The formula to failure is to try to please everybody -herbet B swope]]

Was suppose to meet up with Xb Laopo for study session (:
She's my study partner! (:
But after my HCL, I couldn't contact her.
I started to get a little tiny winny bit angry.
But after several calls, I thought again.
Am I not being too selfish? Just thinking about myself?
And I started to think what might happen to her?
When I reached home, she called me :D
Of course I was happy to receive her call,
but told her off a bit! HAHA!

I'm doing my physics project now.
It's like quite stupid la.
Exam period eh? Still need do project?!
Oh well... have to do it anyway...
And I'm gonna work on this project properly.
I don't like lousy and sloppy presentation.
Currently struggling hahas (:

[[Don't be selfish, spare a thought for others, treasure them]]

Got this picture from Kok yong's blog.

One sentence in his post which left me a deep impression is,
True good friends does not mean that there are endless topics to talk about,
But when together, even if not talking, will not feel embarassed (:

HAIS! (:
I LOVE PRAWNSOCIETY!
And I miss LAOPOS ):

When there's a way,there's a will....

Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

I realised and learnt something from today's 2.4km run.

In order to succeed,

you not only have to be mentally strong,

you'll have to be physically strong too.

I guess I was really stupid not to know that earlier on.

I thought I could easily complete and pass with flying colours.

LOL! But after the whole run,

I felt giddy and felt like dying.

Had tummy cramps and my legs felt weak.

Didn't have the energy to even breathe a word,

and I looked pale?

I think the cause of this is mainly because of dehydration?

SO PEOPLE! MUST LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES!

DRINK 8 GLASSES OF WATER EVERYDAY! HAHA

Lol. Damn me, I'm gonna train up physically!

wahahaha! i wanna be mentally and physically strong! woo!

Met up with Angela and Xiaobao today.

Xiaobao kept saying Angela changed. hahas.

But I don't think there's any problems. hahas.

Like what koky said,

Changes are inevitable, the only constant in life is change (:

We have to adapt and except! (:

Anyway, I realised Angela Laopo getting prettier le wor! hahas (:

Actually wanted to post some videos up.

But loading very long

Hahas, I realised my acting sucks seriously. HAHA!

And the words that I use sucks! hahas!

We did crazy things together before,

but we had fun (:

Hope can create more gifts with Laopos? (:

Just wanna say,

I really miss you girls (:

[[If you have the will, there's a way (: ]]

THIS POST IS WRITTEN BY KAU KOK YONG (:

How does one actually feel love?
Is it all tingly sensation, mushy phone calls through the night,
clinging hand in hand, being together no matter where he or she is,
or is it something more than that.
I'm not too sure.
Being a single and not getting into relationship before,
I've been noticing so many couples around me,
and can't say I'm not jealous.
Definitely don't you all think that it is so good and nice to have somebody there for you,
letting you feel loved.
It has been a fact that getting too involved in the relationship,
will result in you losing your friends.
Or the other way, your friends losing you.
I think it is a common phenomenon,
that most of us have experienced it before.
When you find it hard to even meet up you dear friend,
for a simple meal or going out.
Because of the reason they are meeting their dear Boyfriend,
or their dear Girlfriend to study.
I think this generation has revolved into a new mindset,
where is it now okay for students to have relationship,
or should I say is getting too common,
to not even don't even know anyone who is stead of
Friend A and Friend B is currently steadying with this guy or gal.
Nevertheless is a a topic that keep students nowadays gossiping about. LOL!
Sometimes you will feel rather pathetic and sad to know that,
you have no one to turn to when you are in the stake of depression,
when you need your dear friends,
yet they are again spending sweet times with their partners,
is like sort of telling you unknowingly that you are not loved by anyone.
Sometimes the strong sense of being forsaken
really engulfed and deteriorate one mind.
Trust me, it is kind of horrible feeling,
that you never wish to had, I am a victim once before.
Another form of love, might be that kind of friendship love,
you love your friends.
Looking back, calling someone and being someone friends
is never sort of that easy nor that kind of a blink of eyes,
we get so bonded, coming together may be a hell,
but going through everything and knowing that
we are there no matter for each others,
seeing each other cries and being so comfortable
about each other presence, this is what I mean Love.

Friendship is a special thing because
it is something that God gave us to chose.
It is a special privilege that we given as compare to
family background that we cannot chose them.
To me friendship are the most important relationship
I will regard as compare to any others.
How do look for when you break out with your stead,
and start all over ranting over the miserable stuffs to them,
but one thing I know that if he/she is your true friend of yours,
hearing your woe is to them something that
they never wish to don't bother,
but not to the extend of bugging them same old things again and again,
cannot blame them too if they chose to don't care about you,
because have you ever spare a thought of them when they need you.
However, friends are not that petty, because they care.
Your problems are always your friends top priority.

I dare not confirm, but well,
when you break out with your stead
you all will some how feel neglected your friends a lot,
and rather really apologetic,
because you all should know what it feels like and it sucks.
You will somehow missed out the goodness of friendship.
However saying so much about such great and lasting relationship,
however seldom do I see people blossoming in them.
Everyone have their own commitment and belief,
making everyone think differently, so far apart it seems.
I feel very uncertain on know who is that kinda of closest,
bestest friends of mine, everyone has their own weakness,
some might be close with you but not consider
treating you that well or friends that treat you well,
yet you are not close with them.
I really hope that I got the extra time to really cultivate and nurture my friendship,
because I am that sort of person that is not looking forward
in getting in any relationship, or should I say it will be a wonder if
I can even manage my friendship well and time for such things.


I missed so much of my old friendships,
is always good to invest in one,
than multiplying in it,
so what you have tons lots of friends,
does that mean you will be happy, well I doubt so....
I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH, SORRY IF I HAD FORSAKEN YOU!!!
We might see each other everyday..
We might be going out everyday....
We might use to joke, laugh and play together...
We might talk all our lungs out....
we might start to talk lesser as days pass...
We might not talk one day....
We might not be seeing each other...
We might not be able to see each other smile one day...
We might lose each other in our sight...
We might not even be friends anymore one day...
We might be stranger on street one day walking pass one day...
No matter what if that day comes, I will feel super bad, blaming myself why don't I cherish it more!

Recent case as you all know, things are so unexpected,
who expected a cycle trip to end up like that,
have you imagine losing someone so important to you,
in just that moments, when you blame yourselves from head to top,
why such things happened,
telling yourselves that I should do this and that.
Human are like that, we say we want to treasure people presence,
but we never, until the very last moment we depart from each other,
it will be the time, we see each other importance and purpose in our life.
Sad to say Humans have this horrible habits...

END

Hahas (: I somehow feel what Koky is feeling right now.
But not 100% same as him la.
Just want to let my good friends know.
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU.
whether you neglected me in the past or whatsoever.
I don't care, because I tried to understand your situation (:
And I support your decision (:
I love you my friends (:

And I agree with Koky's:
Love is commitment, not convenient (:

Anyway, I'm really happy with my life right now (:
And I don't need a boyfriend to make my life perfect.
Because I think my life is good for now (:
I have a goal in life, I try to achieve my dreams.
I have my
FAMILY!
PRAWNSOCIETY!
LAOPOs!
COUNCILLORS!
BAND MEMBERS (:
I want to be a strong woman! HAHA.

Like Koky, I won't feel jealous la,
just envy, when I see couples getting along so well,
receiving the love of each other.
But when I think twice,
I know there are people who love me too! (:
And I love them! (:
For now, I shall just concentrate with my current living situation.

And when I think I'm mature enough to LOVE,
I will persue it then (:
That would be like? 10years later?
LOL! FAKEFAKE!

[[Love is commitment, not convenient]]

I did not regret joining the sc family,
and it is a great privilege to be a part of it.
I dare to say that ever since I joined this wonderful family,
I found my life and found a goal.
It is from here which I learn to grow.

Before, my life in HYSS was boring and dull,
I see no meaning going to school.
I remember not going to school for 19days last year.
I just see no meaning. No life.

Through HYSC, I know what is a leader
and the true meaning of being a leader.
HYSC unleashed the leadership potential in me,
and I got to know myself more.
HYSC teaches me how to be a good leader,
and give me the motivation to be one.
I learnt to be upright and independant.
It help build a strong sense of positive attitude in me,
which helped me to overcome the obstacles and become even stronger in life.
I have my fellow council mates constantly reminding me to be positive,
when I meet with obstacles they'd be there to console me.
I know I'm not alone.

I found my greatest (girl)friends from HYSC,
and promise to treasure them (: HAHA!

Through the lectures and teachings received,
I not only learnt to be a better leader, I found a goal in my life
and strive to achieve it with strong determination.

I swear to myself and everyone out there,
If i had not step into the council,
it would be the greatest regret of my life.

So I won't really be bothered by what you guys comment about me
joining this GREAT family.
Because I love it, and I know my sense of direction of loving it is definitely NOT wrong.

And thanks meixuan for sharing that leadership book with me (:
It's a good book really. hahas (:

Lyrics of Waiting for you- Charmaine Sheh

擁若是你心跳麼 相愛後要怎結果
你別沖沖留下我 眼淚抹掉我感覺
想去問你的太多 心裡問你聽到麼
你別真的忘掉我 昨日約誓與經過
願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你 直到再吻著你
感覺像聽到我麼 擁抱在記憶也可
記著不可遺下我
願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你 直到再吻著你
你別沖沖留下我 眼淚抹掉我感覺
心裡問你聽到麼 你別真的忘掉我
昨日約誓與經過

[[Leaders don't hope or wish, they make it happen]]

Low Jasmin Xiao Hui Astelero
broke record today.
She reached home at 12 am (:

I knew my mistakes!
I won't stay out until so late in future
until i'm 21years old~!
Until I'm in total control of my life!

OMG! 12AM?!

I want to help my mother. But I can't?
Whenever I carry heavy stuffs,the injury still aches.
I mean it's really stupid to have that type of injury eh.
Hais ):

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I just love this show! (:









i seriously never watch romance drama series for veryyyy loong already.
wahahahahas!especially hong kong drama?
especially charmaine's drama?! OMG?! OMG?! LOL.
crazy girll! ((: MUST WATCH! ((:

Changed blog song too (:
i think it's one of the songs from YUMMY YUMMY another hk drama.
i think 2005 or 2006 ba that show?

若与她创出新故事
谁料到有个她却在梦儿
未看穿难道不智
情没错怕离别
其实爱 不用谁善后
其实也 不用明示
其实爱 的心不需怎示意
强问未免失仪

三角终一边痛悲
太坏有一边逃避
得有一边懂时机
放下爱同情妒忌
心里想找到转机
那别有半点回避
三角将一边提起
最后由两面结尾
*chorus

若说出你跟她故事
如像刮破了她快乐梦儿
问到底谁愿失意
谁亦怕有离别
无奈爱不愿尝第二
无奈爱不愿忘掉
无奈已心知不必怎示意
也别浪费些时

Charmaine's still as charming as ever! wooohooo!
ARGH! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

so long never get addicted to dramas le!
went to uncle's house a few days ago,
and saw my cousins watching this.
So i joined them, i thought it won;t be my cup of tea,
because have a lot of blood scenes.
BUT! after the temptation from jiejie.
I watched! I watch faster than her!
WOOOHOOOOO!