Alright Jasmin (: Stop your pessimism.
Life's isn't that bad.
Where has your optimistic disposition gone to?

Look! There's that bright side of life! (Is there? LOL)

Gogogo!

This song exactly describes how I felt then,
Then, was a very long time ago.

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else COULDN'T EVEN tell
That YOU confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

That was just a moment of freedom.
But that is just what I am asking for.

It's still a long way ahead,
hopefully I can struggle through.

Give me the motivation to tell myself,
"Time passes fast, in a blink of an eye, it is all over Jasmin. (: "

Now I know my limits.
I have been forcing & pushing myself all these while.
If I continue, I may just fall & never stand up again.

I hope my limit would stop there & not anywhere before that.
If not, I'll be seen as a loser, a failure.

这种日子还要过多久？

The other day I mentioned to Sui Chyuen that I missed her Ah ma's dumplings. Actually I was referring to 'jiao zi'.

A few days later, when I stepped into class, Sui Chyuen called out my name. I was quite surprised, because since secondary 1 when we were quite close then & sort of like drifted apart later, we haven't really talk to each other for quite long.

She took out a plastice bag and passed it to me, 'my ah ma made it for you.' Omgosh! Can you imagine how happy I was then? Seriously speaking, I was really happy :D Although I was referring to 'jiao zi', I ended up getting 'zhong zi' instead. But that's even better! Because now, I know Sui Chyuen's Ah ma's 'zhong zi-s' are delicious too :D

THANKS A LOT SUI CHYUEN & SUI CHYUEN'S AH MA!(:

I feel so blessed (:

I can't really breathe on Fridays, the only time I can really breathe are during band practices. Lessons on Fridays are like from morning all the way to 2.30pm. After that, I can enjoy myself in band.

Anyway, I went for dinner with Eunice, Nicholas & Chao Xiang (:

It was hilarious! Haha!

Later in the afternoon, Nicholas and Chao Xiang are coming over to my place to practise trumpet & study (:

Sometimes, it's just the little things that makes you happy

Alright (: My day was good (:

Hope all of yours was fine too.

Anyway, I'd like to thank the boys of 3E5 for the signatures today (: It was an easy task given to me.

Also, I had fun filming the MTV of Dora the Explorer with Sunny Bears today (: I guess the songs of Dora would be in our album too. But Sunny Bear fans, do be patient, because our album would take approximately 1 year to complete :D HAHA.

Okay, another issue. I had my Chinese O Levels Listening comprehension today! ARGH! Seriously speaking, the highest I got for practices' like only 16/20. Hope I won't do badly for LC today (:

what happens if the whole world turned their backs on you, including your most trusted loved one?

Okay (: Finally there's band today.

Come to think of it, honestly speaking, I didn't practice my trumpet many times at home. I did practice! Okay, no more excuses. I should take out some time during weekends to practise my trumpet (: I don't want my skills to fade. That's really a nono. haha (:

I'm repeating Dora's songs. Jamie's getting annoyed by me. haha. But I don't really care! haha. Dora's like so coool. But i really don't talk to the TV.

It will be a busy week (: But I will pull through it! :D

When you finally reach the top of the mountain, you think back, and reflect on the process. From there, you know who your true friends are. True friends are hard to find.

Aww man! The last time I had fun with Sunny Bears was the AEM course at SP.

We really had fun! Gosh, I got a good grade for the AEM (: So glad (:

Of course I'll feel happy that I got a good grade! My Chemistry has always been a problem!

But since now I have tuition, I guess it's simpler for me (: haha.

okay, the point here is that, I had fun with Sunny Bear again today! :D

They were playing around with the theme song of...

DORA THE EXPLORER! Gosh, that's one of my favourite tv shows when i was young.

I also liked watching hi-5, blue's clue's, powerpuff girls, beyblade!

I remember owning a very cool and strong beyblade!

It was pink, and it beat a lot of my oponents! I was so proud of it. Haha.

But one day, I killed it while fighting my oponent. CRASH, it's dead.

I tried to fix it, but it ended up being buried in the green public dustbins. Lol.

Haha, Sunny Bears were singing away in Ms Cheong's lesson.

Xuan-er just sent me the theme song of Dora the Explorer & the backpack song.

Okay, you can imagine, I'm smiling away now. haha.

Thanks for leeting me reminisce about my childhood sunny bears (:

Many thinks life is complicated & stressful, but if we think simply, we can be very happy (:

I thought I should start to update my blog.

But I really have nothing to say. Haha.

I just had fun at west coast park yesterday (:

Life is getting harder each day,

for everyone out there,

be stronger every minute and overcome any obstacles faced (:

I've been listening to national day songs today,

a sense of nostalgia overcame me.

I suddenly thought of Mdm Rahayu and my primary school friends.

I thought of the happy moments we had together..

Singing and dancing...

I never fail to memorize the lyrics of the national day songs when I was a kid.

How I missed them now...

Time waits for no one