Saturday 31 May 2008

I've got something to blog about today (:

Someone talked to me on msn.
and told me he and his mei drifting apart.
This is normal isn't it?
People tend to drift apart.
We can't really stick onto something or someone for long?
I HAD close friends in the past.
But what happened? We drifted apart.

That's why I think, we're always on our own.

If you don't want that to happen.
Then do something about it.
But if only you are contributing, and the other party is not.
Then no point isn't it?
But always persevere until the limit.
Maybe during this process of perseverance.
That friend of yours would wake up... hahas...

I'm just drifting apart from this world.
Just feeling a bit emotional right now...
It's such a pity that... I'm just drifting away from them.
I have no sense of security or assurance at all...
Friends?

I tried to save back these relationships.
But... what's the point?
I'm the only one contributing.
I tried?

[[drifting away]]

Friday 30 May 2008

Hi (: QUITE busy today.
quite only, not very. lols.
today had dnt camp,
and meetings.
actually have band practice too,
but i skipped,
because i'm not involved in the malaysia trip.
and i won't be of much help anyway. lols.
so i went for the camp and meetings instead.
and thanks chaoxiang for the tbs (:
thanks michelle for accompanying me this evening. lols.




You Are 83% Thankful



You're an incredibly thankful person, and everyone around you feels very appreciated.

You inspire people to be more optimistic, forgiving, and grateful.

yaya! lols! I like to inspire people to be forgiving and grateful! :D
I'm also very optimistic! hahas!



Your Personality Profile



You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.

Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.

You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.



You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.

You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.

Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

I'm not dreamy and shy luhhs! xD




What Your Easter Egg Says About You



You are cheerful, friendly, and open minded.

You do your best to make sure everyone is happy, including yourself.

Empathy comes easily to you. You are very forgiving.

You don't hold grudges. You easily forget about any negativity in your life.


wow! okays! lols! i so agree with this xD
i mean what's the point bearing grudges.
it only makes your life miserable right? (:
Life is short, just stay happy (:

Kaes. Going novena tomorrow. lols. byee

[[Just stay happy]]

Thursday 29 May 2008

Hoho! I was bored.
so decided to post some pictures! :D
First of all!

these are the pics i took with pebbles when i go meet up with her.
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these are pics by sexyyy hamka! lols.
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results! xD
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L1R4 13
L1R5 17



Your Birth Month is January



You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.

Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.



Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona



Your gemstone: Garnet



Your flower: Snowdrop



Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue


wow? lols.




Your Birthdate: January 2



You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.

It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.

Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.



Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3



Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4



You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.


wow? hahas!




You Are a Sweet Person



When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab some candy than heat up a pizza.



There's a good chance you're female (women prefer sweet snacks)...

Or at least, you prefer to be in the company of women.



Your tastes are simple and predictable. You are young at heart.

You tend to crave food you can just grab and eat.






You Are a Cupcake



Cute and fun, you never take life too seriously.

People are constantly surprised by how delightful you are.


cupcake! xD




How You Are In Love



You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.



You give and take equally in relationships.



You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.



You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.



You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.


wow? really ar? lols!




Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)



Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open.



Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men.

You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.


wah! 4% siaa! lols!

END. lols.

Wednesday 28 May 2008

Heyhey! I'm here to post! (:
ITTIY Camp! can say it's the last day today (:
Had a great experience. (:
Got more bonded with the P4 student leaders. hahas.

Hope they had a fun and fruitful experience.
Hope they know more about themselves and improve,
and be a better leader :D

This morning, Mr De Silva bring BV to HY.
We started having a mini chat :D
He said we changed alot. last time, in pri sch.
We were more shy and not as bubbly and confident.
Of course luhhs! We really changed alot luhhs.
In a good way though xD Now we're better leaders.
Leaders who dare to lead (: and are more confident.
We are more optimistic (:
This morning, HE pissed me off! serious :P
Then I diamdiam, Linsen walked over and say,
positive! positive! then i smiled. lols! (:
How could I possibly forget about positive attitude?!?
It's like, alot of people get pissed off,
because sometimes I'm too positive.
But I know my limits, if I think cannot means cannot.
But almost nothing is impossible (:
We just have to try until the last minute.
It's not a matter of can or cannot,
it's a matter of whether you want to or not (:

We must always have a positive attitude towards everything.
Even critcisms, it's not siao okay.
It's just, if we really receive criticisms,
it's just a way of improving ourselves. (:

Attitude, Behaviour and Character (:

Okays, after this post, I'm gonna do my AAR. hehes.

[[Everyone is a leader, it's just a matter of whether you want to be one (: ]]

Tuesday 27 May 2008

Heyhey! Today's the day! (:
ITTIY camp! (:
It was a great experience,
since it was also my first time facilitating (:
It was quite okay for me (:
Coz i had my confidence and loud voice! hahas!
The student leaders are like so cute.
At first, they quite not sociable. lols.
But I down there keep high-ing! hahas! lols.
And so, Donald Duck did very well today! (:

And during the debrief, very ps to Hendi.
Every time you want to speak,
then i will speak, wrong timing luhhs. lols!
hahas! psps wor! hahas! (:

Anyway, good job for today guys! (:
Keep up the good work for tomorrow! (:
woooohoooooooooooo!!! ((:

We must be optimistic and confident! (:

yay!

post pics next time (:


[[sanguinity]]

Sunday 25 May 2008

Here to post! (:
Post from Friday onwards. Lols.
Had a fun day on Friday (:
I was chosen to go to Hang Zhou.
But I guess I'll drop this trip.
Firstly, because it's too expensive.
Secondly, I can't go anyway,
I have to prepare for SYF competition next year.

Yesterday (: was Saturday. hahas.
I went out with Pebbles (:
My confidence always not as high as normal when I'm with her,
because everytime I stand beside her,
I'll feel very ugly. LOLS! She's chiobu luhhs, for goodness sake.
hahas. But nvm, I used to it le. HAHAS!
and I learn to ignore people's negative comments,
but also to take criticisms positively (:

Anyways, today had pre-training camp 2 (:
It was good (: We went through the telematches and amazing race.
Then we did mass dance, cheers, name tags and family posters (:
We also planned on script (:
Tomorrow I'm meeting up with Hui Min to work with the script (:

ITTIY camp is just less than 2 days away (:
Hopefully, this camp would succeed with standard,
then the efforts put in by the OTs would be paid off (:

Must remember to do headcount (:



I love Mattie!

[[One number, one life]]

Thursday 22 May 2008

hi! i'm here to post (:
xiaobao requested i do a quiz.
xiaobao! i do that quiz before le.
lols. it's in my previous posts (:
so i don't need do le hor? hehes.

anyways, i forgot to post something yesterday (:
yesterday had trybe activity. it was fun.
had a mini 'fight' with my dear gabby. lols.
after that 'fight', 2 scractches appeared on my hand.
gabby had bruises on his arms too! lols!
hey gabby, hope you won't hold a grudge towards me.
it was all for fun right? :x lols!
anyways, gabby is loved luhhs. hahas (:

today, nothing much happened.
i enjoyed inline skating lesson. hahas.
i haven't fall, i have a feeling i will tomorrow. lols.
i still cannot do the one leg glide? zzz.
nvm, i shall jiayous luh (:
i wanna skate very well. hahas.

after school, i went to teh tarik with choo, lh and yc.
then went back to school to sc room.
but room not opened yet. so went to the library.
met darling huimin and eraine.
went to pick a book,then sat on the library sofa.
read read read, then fell asleep! xD
I sleep until so nice worr! hugging the cushion sleeping.
lols! but then i can hear a bit of noise! hhas!
but i still sleep so soundly xD slept till 4pm.
then went to sc room for meeting. lols.

just now when i reached home.
i very tired. then threw tantrums at mummy.
sorry mummy. zzz.
and i love my father and mother! lols.

[[my life is affected by the people around me]]

Wednesday 21 May 2008

Hey guys (:
Quite busy lately,that's why didn't post for so long.
Now, hao bu rong yi, found time to post. hehe.
But later on still need do something. hahas.
Talk about yesterday and today ba.

Yesterday, quite a fun day (:
Had in-line skating. it rocks hahas.
Then went for band, for once in a blue moon,
I actually stayed back awhile and practised some parts.
Then proceeded on to the making of banner in sc room.
Stayed till quite late, coz waited for matilda (:
Then we stayed till quite late, by then,
we were like locked in school. lols. but quite okay,
it was like a self-confidence building course.
We had to climb up and down,
with the fact that i have height phobia. zzz.
Thanks seniors for you encouragement and comfort (:
Thanks lotts!

Today, had the rubik's cube competition.
I think i suck okays. I didn't do really well.
I feel that, I'm too slow in thinking and yea...
that's why cannot think fast of what to say.
I still have to jy on the emcee thing.
Now I know my strength in public speaking le.
If want me to like, there's something for me to say.
And it's not "free" speech, as in, zi you fa hui.
lols. i can do it easily...
but if want me to zi you fa hui,
like be commentator or show host.
I don't have that natural strength in me.
I'm not entertaining enough. lols.
But I still have one more task,
which is to be the emcee with hamka on campfire night.
I will do my best, and during this period of time,
build the "entertainment" in me. hahas. errm. yea...

okays, that's all for now.

[[It's not about how the world look at you, it's about how you look at the world]]

Monday 19 May 2008

Here's a little quiz fr all my readers. Hahas. Each blogger must start name 10 random facts. It can be about themselves or about anything too. (: After th quiz, you will have to tag 10 people to do this quiz. Also, you will have to inform th person tht he/she has been asked to this quiz by tagging his/her blog. Happy quiz-ing. (:

1. I have a loong name (:
2. I love Hua Yi student council (:
3. I'm practically short and fat :D
4. I can play musical instruments
5. I can read music
6. I love HEBE!
7. I'm a damn positive girl, which sometimes annoy people D:
8. I love to give help to my friends (:
9. I love my family and friends (:
10. I hope I will be successful in the future.

People below please do this quiz. Its random.

1. Linsihan Laopo <3
2. Angela Laopo <3
3. Qad Xinyi (:
4. zy deardear! (:
5. Yc (:
6. Choo (:
7. Leemingxuannnie
8. Chimeology! :D
9. Geography! ((:
10. Kahao! (:

Those I never call you all do de.
It's because others call you all do le,
for e.g xiaobao laopo. lols! and yiling! hahas!
somemore is yiling ask me do de! xD lols.

[[believe in yourself]]
Heyhey! Today's public holiday!
And I've been lazying around.

Thanks everyone, for supporting me.
For the sales of books. hahas (:
Btw, I really like those stories though. Lols.
And once again, I recommend it to all of you!

Anways, I went to cousin's blog.
And her friend let her see this video.
Quite cooool Lols.


And I went to Kok Yong's blog.
And he posted this video, really very motivating.

After I watched this video, I learnt somethings from it.
Don't give up, don't quit until you've reached the end.
When I was watching the video,
I was like omgosh luhhs! He's arms like damn tired liaoo,
But the coach still down there, don't quit don't quit.
It's like wow okays. And realise the coach blindfold him?
Maybe because the coach doesn't want him to be affected by the surroundings.
It's like, don't always look if you're reaching the end.
You just 'enjoy' the process, lols,
and when you don't even know, you've reach the end (:

Enjoy the videos :D

[[Perseverance is the key (: ]]

Friday 16 May 2008

Okays. I got back my exam paper results today (:
I'm not feeling sad or dissapointed in the outcome (:
Because it's what I expected and what I deserve (:
So, after getting back my results!
It's time to do self-reflection! :D

I'm not going to ask:
Why are all these bad things happening to me?
Why do I just suck at my science?
Why can't I just Ace all my subjects?

But I'm JUST going to ask myself:
What can I do to improve my situation? (:

Hey guys! Life's like this.
It's really good to think positively (:

You may think:
Being positive doesn't make a difference in my life.

You are sooo wrong! (: It DOES make a difference.
You have to stay happy, calm and clear to solve your problems.
And how do you stay happy? STAY POSITIVE!
Have problems staying positive? (:
Read books on how to be happy in life. hhas xD

By the way, good job for those who put in effort for exams (:
If you've not gotten what you expected, and you expected better results.
Don't lose hope, dont's give up (:
Think of: What can I do to improve my situation?
Then when you've really considered and thought carefully,
Do it! Persevere! And strive for the best! :D
Jiayou everyone for any challenges up ahead! (:

Results for exam papers only :

Home Economics
63.5/100

Math
52/100

Geography!
72/100 :D

English pp 1
43/60
English pp 2
25/50

Literature!
45/50 :D

HCL pp 1
57/90
HCL pp 2
56.5/110

I'm not sure about my marks for Science actually :D
But according to the exam scripts,
my results sucks! hahas! xD
30 for physics, 27 for biology :D

Always face problems and troubles with a smile
Problems and troubles would think you're weird,
and after sometime, they'll go away :D

[[Thank you is better than Sorry]]

Thursday 15 May 2008

Hi (: Today's marking day, but I still went to school anyway.
In the morning had band practice.
sms-ed Ah gong, thought of going back to BVCB.
Then he say if I not going he cancel practice.
I shock tio luhhs. Then something just came over me.
Then I suddenly felt like crying luhhs D:
Then I started to get all frustrated when Mr Tan talktalktalk.
That's why I asked for early dismissal,
then I went straight to the AVA for rehearsal.
Might as well spend my time on the rehearsal luhhs.
Quite troubled by some stuffs yea.
That's why I sort of like not as crazy.
But I try not to show that I'm unhappy luhhs.
I think I can improve on my commenting (:
Had fun during the training too,
and I tried to think of what to speak and comment.
I hope I'll be better, and I shall work hard for what i hope! (:

Stumbled upon a book at the school library just now (:
Being a happy TEENAGER by Andrew Matthews
I think it's a good book.
I shall share the contents with all of you (:

If you keep doing the same thing in life, you keep getting the same results!
If you want your life to be different, you have to change your behaviour.

Why does life hurt?
With physical pain, a blister on youir foot is a message to change your shoes.
With emotional pain-which feels like a blister on the brain-
the mesage is usually to change your point of view.
When you see things differently, the pain often goes away.
IN A NUTSHELL
With physical pain, when we keep doing the same thing, it keeps hurting.
With emotinal pain, when we keep doing the same thing, it keeps hurting.

Why do we need problems?
Most of the time, we don't act until we have a problem.
For example :
Your Math results have been slipping.
You fail three tests in a row.
Your teacher tells you, "Fail on more time and you'll retain."
Now you have a problem!
Suddenly you need a plan for Math.
You get a friend to help you twice a week, you do extra study.
Before long you pass every test and discovers it's not difficult at all!
Why? Because you had a problem!
We cruise along until a problem gets serious.
Eventually we do something about it.
Soon we are even better off than before the problem.
We learn more from disasters than we do from success.
Disasters get our attention and we take action!
IN A NUTSHELL
Problems aren't necessarily bad (:

[[Life is all about being positive!]]

Tuesday 13 May 2008

Here to post.
Mood right now. Quite upset D:
Because... hais...
See my loves column?
BVCB...bukit view concert band.
I realise it's not really true that i love BVCB.
If not for someone,
the spirit in BVCB won't be there.
The seniors go back to BVPS also because of that someone and that spirit.
without him, bukit view concert band is not bukit view concert band.

today's math paper 2, really flunked it. lols!
got some questions! if i go read can do de! xD
but it's over le la. hahas.
tomorrow listening comprehension nia.
maybe going bvps (:

hais... so many things have changed.

[[The spirit is leaving]]

Sunday 11 May 2008

okays! I'm here to blog!
Argh! I going crazy ok!
Why everyone say i thinking of him!
so what if it's true?!?
Even if I am!
shouldn't you all be helping me forget him!
and how to help me?!?
don't mention him luhhs!
just don't mention him la!
aiyoyo! siannnn la! siannnnnn!
Please! don't keep reminding me of him!
Although I've not fully let go!
But i'm trying worr! so can you all, my dear friends!
pleeeease? lolls............ zzzzzzzzz.

what's love?
love, is not only about that feeling.
it's not only about that special feeling.
if you love someone,
you are willing to do anything,
to let the love last.
to be with that person,
even if the most impossible obstacle comes in your way,
to break the relationship between both of you.
if you really love that someone,
you wouldn't think of leaving him/her.
if you really love that someone,
you would wanna be with him/her every minute,every second.
No matter what happens, you would never have the thought of leaving him/her.
you respect him/her,
willing to understand and listen to him/her.
accept him/her for who he/she is.
that's love right?

i watched finish they kissed again le.
nicenice! like omgosh luhhs.
yushu and zhishu are really brothers!
hahas! if only yushu could be my bf! xD
fakefake. he's like so nice lorr.
but i think this type of guy,
only in romance drama then have ba xD
i also hope to have parents like zhishu's xD
they so cooool! so coooool lorrr! lols.
although yushu and zhishu treat the girl they love coldly,
but they still protect them.
aiya! you all go watch then you all will know la! lols!
damnn nice one la! xD

[[Have I really let go?]]

Saturday 10 May 2008

Heyhey! (:
Today went to Jec.
Went to kbox! hahas.
Celebrate Shiqi's birthday which is tomorrow.
Then went to take neoprints too hahas.

I haven't studied for these 2 days xD

[[I know I dragged the problems]]

Friday 9 May 2008

Hi people (: here to post.
Today had English paper 2.
it was quite difficult for me. :x
Just hope i can pass? hahas.

Today after paper, went to xiaobao's house.
Slacked there until 2pm.
then we headed to bukit view primary.
But then the teachers are going to sota.
also don't know for what luhhs.
so, vivi, alif, xiaobao and i went to csc.
to play bowlingg? lols.
seriously speaking, i suck at bowling. hahas.
then eveline joined in. hahas.
had a fun time chatting with the,
and people! i didn't mean to take that book out okay.
sobs. lols. I feel so innocent. okays.. hahas.
Anyways, miss the times i had in the past.
But, memories are memories. lols.
We can create new memories together now. lols.
We can just talk about anything under the sun?
maybe that's one benefit when we're with pri sch friends?
coz we know each other longerr, and the bond is stronger?
hahas. maybe? lols.
oh, i saw lyh and his girl at westmall today.
go sakae siaa. richh. lols. fakefake..

[[We'll build new memories together (:]]

Thursday 8 May 2008

Today was math pp1,
same feeling as the previous papers.
except literature. ahhas (:

Today went to library.
Usual people. lols. errm yea...

Yesterday read the love novel.
Then have a code de.
Then I use the code, made a poem.
It's just a simple poem luhhs.
And I also use "I miss you".
I prefer the "I miss you" poem.
It's about a person who ditched his/her love.
then regret. lolls! xDD
then the "I love you" poem,
is the person being ditched think about the past!
hohoho! I wanna write more poems! hehe! xD

I don't what subject I want to take next year.
Just do well for all my subjects this year.
And choose againn baa ((:

By the way, I would never fall for someone,
who is like HIM ever again ((:

edited :
Index Finger
If your index finger is longer than your ring finger, this indicates natural leadership ability. You swiftly identify what has to be done and are capable of directing and motivating others in helping you achieve your goals.
You will do well in a job that allows your natural leadership to unfold. Your setback is that you may be hot-tempered and overly quick to react when you feel your position threatened.

Ring Finger
If your ring finger is longer than your index finger, this indicates you have plenty of creative and original ideas. You are good at marketing yourself and you thrive on other people's appreciation of your telents.
You will enjoy a job where you can demonstrate your talents and skills. Your weakness under stress is that you become defensive when you fear that people will reject your work.

[[Lost in my thoughts, thinking of you]]

Wednesday 7 May 2008

Here to post (:
Today had Science paper.
Feelings no difference from HCL and Geography.
L.O.L.S but confirm won't fail de la.
If I fail any of these 3 subjects.
I will... I will... continue to work hardd! :D
And do evennnn betterrrr for SA2! hahas.

Today, went to the library with Qad, Tx, Lw and Wk.
Before that, went to eat with Qad,sm,sq,mx,zy and smg. lols!
Nice right. All the names use short forms.
Hope you all don't mind ba. don't so petty! hahas.

I totally have no confidence for tomorrow's Math Paper.
I mean, I always tell others, must have confidence x2.
But sometimes you really can't, coz you have to know your limits.
Yep, and I know whyyy. I will flunk the paper tomorrow.
I haven't really been revising on Math this year.
And I didn't really understand the topics.
I guess, I will have to cover the first 5 chapters during the June holidays.
And learn what i do not know for this 5 months.

And you! You dumbass M_m _h_w!
What's the problem with you?!?
What I do in my life, it's none of your business!
You crap! Please do not stick your nose into other's business!
Damn you. you think you're so good?
Please go and reflect on yourself for the years you have lived.
Al so dunno how the hell old are you.

Okays, today chatted with Wk for like... 2 hours?!? omgosh!
I THINK I'm going to burn midnight oil again.
Yesterday I slept at 1am! hahas!
Was revising with qadeunice. lols.
But what we revised, most of them like not tested? hahas!
Nevermind, no harm knowing moree. ((:

Math? bahhh... lols.

[[Stay strong, do not dissapoint the people around you]]

Tuesday 6 May 2008

Okays. had literature paper today (:
at least have more confidence than the previous 3 papers.
Was out studying with QAD the whole afternoon (:
QAD, if you wanna cry! cry on my shoulders! LOLLS!
okays fakefake. lolls.
QAD. you changed le, your hair grow looong le xD
follow angela laopo! hahas.

I also changed too, I become more reserved now.
I use to be a damnn horny ass like giandeying. Lols.
But now more reserved le. hahas.
And i become less crazyyy. yea...
guess most of you can tell luhhs.
Like, I will be crazy at times, but not as crazy as in the past.
I know that I'm direct when I'm speaking too.
It isn't a bad thing isn't it?
sometimes there must be someone who plays the bad guy?
But I'm really sorry if i annoyed any of you in any way.
I really did not mean to offend you.
Really sorry.

I feel that the people around are drifting away from me.
I can feel loneliness around me. I can feel the solitude I am in.
I'm serious, I feel lonely almost everyday.
I'm becoming more remote from others.
I'm really trying to win back the friends who are drifting away.

I'm doing my bestt save these friendships,
to win all of you backk.
But, are you all doing anything to help in the situation?
Okays, I think my constant irritations annoyed you.
I'm really sorry. But it's like, it's not me if I don't annoy you right?
Nvm, i reflected on my ways, and decided to improve (:
Don't hesitate or be afraid to critisize me please.
I take critcisms positively, I'm not crazy or what.
And it's not wrong to be positive.
I would reflect on the criticisms and improve.
I know it's hard to directly critisize one person.

But I really don't mind, you can try it on me.

Jy for the Science papers tomorrow (:




What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You



You are intense, powerful, and dramatic.

People respect the things you do...

And they're not sure if they could do them!



You are passionate and full of life.

You fall in love easily, and you tend to have whirlwind relationships.

Your passion sometimes does get the better of you. You have a crazy temper!



You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.

You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.






What Your Handwriting Says About You



You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.



You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.



You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.



You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.



You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.



You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.






You Communicate Like a Woman



You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely.

You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice.

Communication is how you connect with people.

You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.






You Act Like You Are 13 Years Old



You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.

You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.



You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.

You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.


please keep me staying healthy (:

[[Actions speak louder than words]]

Monday 5 May 2008

Here to post (:
It's the exam period now.
And I'm 80% mugging for a day.
okays! I'm going to talk about the papers i took.
English paper 1, was okays. lols.
But not a lot of confidence D:
Higher chinese paper 1 and 2.
Chinese paper 1, omgosh. nonono.
no confidence AT ALL! D:
i think i wrote out of point D:
Chinese paper 2, nonono toooo! D:
gosh. i wonder how much i'll get __/110!
i think i suck at chinese this time! D:
as for GEOGRAPHY today! D:
no confidence tooooo! i was aiming for an A .
but i think I'll get at most a B D: hais.
veryyy what right D:

I'm more concerned in my studies now.
Last year, I don't even give a damn. lols.
But this year, there's this sense of urgency in me! xD
Maybe now, I'm starting to think of my future.
Jiejie ask me what i wanted to be,
I said I want to be a musician :D
then she said, your interest can never be your career.
LOLS! i don't know sia. hahas.
nevermind, I'll decide when the time comes. hahaas.

Hey guys, have you all thought of your ambitions? lols.

Sunday 4 May 2008

From eveline's blog

9 lasts..
9. last place you were: at home
8. last cigarette: I don't smoke.
7. last beverage: Water.
6. last movie seen: the vantage
5. last call: by deying
4. last song played: 十年 by eason
3. last bubble bath: veryyyyyy long ago.
2. last time you cried: errm. last month?
1. last alcoholic drink: last month too (:

8 have you ever...
8. have you ever dated someone twice: Nope.
7. have you ever been cheated on: I think so.
6. have you ever cheated on someone: Never?
5. have you ever hugged somebody: like duhh. who havent?
4. and regretted it: Errm. ya sort of.
3. have you ever lost someone: Of course?
2. have you ever been depressed: of course luhhs.
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: Nope..

7 countries you've been to.
Malaysia
Philippines
Philippines
Singapore
Singapore
Singapore
Singapore

6 things you've done yesterday.
Went to the library.
Ate LJS.
Studied.
Watched they kissed again.
Blogged.
Chatted with deying.
Listened to emo songs.

5 people you can tell anything to.
Xiaobao.
Gian De Ying.
Koh Ying Chong.
Choo Chin Ming.
Nicholas Yeo.

4 places you want to go (NOW)
Nowhere
Nowhere
Nowhere
Nowhere

3 favorite colors
Pink. Black. Indigo.

2 things you want to do before you die.
Say byebye to my loved ones.
Smile.

1 thing that is on your mind right now?
How would i look like when I die?
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1.When you look at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I wanna change my hairstyle :D

2.When is the next time you will have sex?
I'm still a traditional virgin. I don't go for pre-marital sex :D

3.What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
Pour?

4.Favourite planet?
Earth?

5.Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
My papa! lols!

6.What is your favourite ringtone on your phone?
I don't like the ringtones in my phone. lols!

7.What kinda shirt you have on now?
Bukit View P5 camp t-shirt (:

8.Describe yourself in one phrase.
I'm just me.

9.Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing
I don't wear shoes at home.

10.Bright or Dark Brown?
what?

11.If you're alone in the room with two beds,which do you sleep on?
sleep on one luhh =.=

12.What were you doing at midnight last night?
Hang up the phone.

13.What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
sorry for the late reply. was bathing just now. ok, you may start you story now (:

14. Where is your letterbox?
At the void deck?

15.What is the word you say alot?
fck u. influenced bye my dear deying :D

(Eveline doesn't have this... Question 16 thing.)

17. Last furry thing you touched?
My hamster?

18.Favourite age you've been so far?
14.

19.Your worst enemy.
Life.

20.What is your current desktop picture?
Dou niu yao bu yao calendar

21.What was the last thing you said to someone?
"She knows la! She don't mind!" to my mom. lols.

22.If you had to choose between a million bucks and the ability to fly?
I choose a million bucks :D why would i wanna fly? anyways, it's impossible coz i'm too fat too fly! xD

23.Do you like someone?
like as in that like? nope.

24.The last song you listened to?
不要用我的爱来伤害我

25.If the last person you communicated with was getting shot at, would you jump infront of the bullet to save him/her from that shot but sacrifice your life instead?
Can i just push her away? this way, both of us don't have to die? lols!

26.If you could punch one person in the face, who would that be?
THAT GUY! :D KYC!CHOO!DEYING!NIC!XIAOBAO! should know who xDD

27.What is the closest object to your left foot?
the waste paper basket.

28. Last but not least, are you happy?
Sometimes. 70%? ((:

Saturday 3 May 2008

Here to post! (:
I miss Primary School! lols.
Hope 6Joy can have a gathering soon (:
I also hope to have my very own
Primary School goodfriends gathering.
Hahas (:

Yes, exactly. Everyone has changed
Things can never be the same again (:
It's impossible. Lols.
Many many things happened these 2 years (:
which caused the changes in us (:

If I could have a wish,
I wish we never had to grow up (:

Live life happily (:

I recommend all to watch
It started with a kiss followed by
They kissed again ((: