It's christmas alright. |:

Was sad and moody about some stuffs at the moment,
just then Lihao sent me an sms.
Without knowing, I actually smiled (:

Thanks a lot Lihao (:
You made my day (:

Went to Orchard with TRIO.
Had a great time (:
I bought most of the presents,
but still have some not ticked on my list.
So I guess after the camps on MON&TUES,
I may go get it (:
Well, although not a lot of people is coming for the party,
but I hope it would be a success and everyone would enjoy themselves (:

I think I can repay that man pushing the trolley by helping other people in need next time. ):

Monday went to school to paint the banner for S1OC (:
Then went to JP for burger king.
I think next time wanna go shopping can go JP shop le :D

Tuesday went to school for band.
HAHA :D TRUMPET SECTION GOT PRAISED~! :D
Trumpet section rocks! xD
I just hope my sound could be less sharper.

Wednesday went to SC chalet (:
Didn't have much fun, coz I wasn't allowed to stayover Dx
Bahhh... I wanna stayoverrr.
Anyway, had a nice time with Cherubim & Rosamund at the beach (:

Today was a tiring day! HAHA!
First, went to raffles to stock up my novels.
Then went to causeway point for lunch.
Walked around, didn't buy anything. no $$ $obs.
Then went to PEIXIN PRIMARY SCHOOL
for the concert! WOOOO!
It's one of the best concerts I had seen so far!
It rocks! I had fun! They're good! ((: They're respected!
The saxophonist guy is still as great! HAHA!
Looking at his name, I guess he's a filipino? HAHA
But a lot of the members are foreigners,
and usually they would have to go overseas during the holidays,
which means missing practice,
but I'm surprised by their outstanding results (:

Things to do next week:
Mon- Pass novel to Yingying
Tues- Band, sc chalet!
Wed- sc chalet!
Thur- sc chalet!
Fri- Band
Sat- Shopping with Linsihan
Sun- Shopping with Cherubim&Rosamund

My life is filled with colours! :D

Mr Chong was saying,
life is unfair, but I feel that, life is fair.
When you've gained something,
you lose something, I think that's fair.
I guess people who says life is unfair is asking for too much.
Because nothing is perfect,
what do you mean by fair?
Having a perfect life?
No way!
It's really how you look at life.
Well, optimism is the best.
Optimism makes one happy and have the determination to strive for the best.
Whereas what will you gain from being pessimistic?
Nothing (:
Life is short, make the best out of it (:

I love music (:

Awww~! My money!

Anyway, went BV today.

Okay la, quite a number of EX go back (:

But also a handful of non-EX.

As in, some other sec sch band members came.

Which is like, what the hell?

I feel so... I mean,

really have to thank them for coming to BV to help out.

But, like what the hell ar?

Where is our own EX?

But when we had combine today (:

I had a nostalgic feeling.

But there's just somethings missing.

Deying, Pebbles, Daisy,

hmmm... it's just not right without them.

That's why I say,

it's hard to find back the feeling of a memory.

Then went to ROM. HAHA.

God-father married.

Then went to restaurant to eat!

Damn full.

And rushed home to watch xiao niang re ;D

Haha.

Cherubim! SMILEEE! :D

Christmas is coming!
Yet I've been burning my money away,
$12 for that damn lenses.
$20 for Chingay? =.=
If I knew I had to pay for Chingay,
I won't participate lor.
Not blaming our own people la.
Blaming those outsiders,
for wasting my money like that.
Sian la, totally sian diao.

Ain't really happy these days,
firstly it's because of BVCB.
WHat the hell la?!
and I haven't been spending time with my friends.
Cherubim... Rosamund... Kieran...
I miss all of you!

Went Bugis today.
Bought a few things.

Anyway, friends who are interested in the geo lens,
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Alright, I slacked until the afternoon today (:
Then Pebbles came over.
We went blog-shopping :D
Then off we went to clementi MRT station,
she went to collect the lens cases.
Then we went to IMM.
We shopped at DAISO.
It's cheap! (:
And she bought me a ball. HAHA!
Thanks babe! xD
Ya, that's all for today (:

And papa say bringing us to bowling this monday.
WOW?
I've been saying he NO LIFE lately.
So I guess it's working! HAHA :D

Things aren't going too well for me lately.
Sometimes, I feel that I gain a lot as a councillor.
At the same time, I lose a lot too.
But I think life is fair afterall.
If you gain something, you have to lose something.
I can't make up my mind,
what do I really want?
Sometimes when I don't know,
I'll just take them all.
But I musn't be greedy anymore.
I know if I continue to be greedy,
then I may lose everything.
If I have to be a councillor,
then I must be prepared to lose somethings.

What do I want exactly?
--
I tried out the badminton racket today! (:
Yay! Finally got myself a badminton racket.
I can go play badminton with cousin le! xD
And I'm gonna get my contact lens soon.
I wonder how it'll look like,
coz Pebbles' the one choosing for me. HAHA.

Went to school for the costume making today!
Just planning la.
But still, it was funn! :D
And I tried playing the TIAN ZHE YANG LAN on the piano today.
I could play a bit of the introduction.
It's really a nice song :)

Today went to Yu Ying Secondary.
East Spring sec, Loyang sec, Bedok Green Sec, Henderson sec and
PEI XIN PRIMARY SCHOOL! were there too.
I really really have to compliment PEIXIN.
They're damn goood man! A primary school band!
Better than the 6 sec sch bands present today!
They really live up to their name,
Gold with honours! OMG!
I feel so honoured to get to listen to their band today!
All of them are like so cute! and they play so well!
ALL OF THEM! be it brass section, woodwind, or PERCUSSION!
Especially that ALTO SAXOPHONE BOY!
He's like damn gooood ok!
He played solo just now, and it's like,
he really captured a lot of our hearts!
Now I like saxophone! xD
OMG! and did you guys hear his running notes?!?!?
SHIT HIM MAN! HE'S SO DAMN GOOD LA!
And his sound is
S-U-P-E-R! SUPER!
S-O-L-I-D! SOLID!
He's damn good for a kid okay!
If he's below 11, then he would be known as a music prodigy! HAHA!
No la, I think it's because he really practise a lot :D HAHA
Take note of him, PEIXIN PRIMARY SCHOOL ALTO-SAXOPHONIST + DRUM MAJOR 2008. HAHA!
Okay enough, i'm becoming so exaggerating, crazy la. HAHA.

And I'm so gonna go to their concert this 13thDEC.
I have assurance that it won't be boring.
It would be damn entertaining,
they are surely gonna add in gimmicks as they play :D
And it would be sososo entertaining and niceee! :D :D
Anybody wanna go? :D IT'S FREEEE! OMG! IT'S FREEEEE!

Didn't go out recently :D
But went inline-skating with cousin just now :D
I also went to cousin's house for awhile,
then kai xian kor kor was like saying,
no money to buy christmas present for us.
But I insist I wan present! haha.
Then he say will buy my birthday present :D
Then I say I want volleyball,
then he say okay sia! HAHA
Steadyyyy! :D (ahem! I will remember eh? xD)
I wanna own a volleyball!
I wanna improve my skills! bleahhh! :x

And I'm getting a new badminton racket again! :D
yay yay yay!

Now watching Moonlight Resonance :D
Damn nice also. Damn touching.
1st episode can cry le la!
But I don't like Linda Chung's hair! CENTRE PARTING~ LOL
But I think this show would be nicer than Heart Of Greed :D

Check out my new blog heading! xD
Nice hor?!
Tio Bao Yan do de! HAHA! :D

It's like going to be 1am and I still can't go to sleep.
Coz I slept from 3plus to 8plus just now xD
Auntie girly came over to my place
She said red wine good for health.
She asked me to accompany her to drink.
So I accompanied her, then I became damn tipsy.
OMG! Damn lousy la me!
Then I slept for 5hours! LOL.
And I received a lot of sms-es during this 5 hours.
Sorry if I didn't reply you.
Cherubim sms-ed me! :D
I damn happy! HAHAHA!
Chatted with her on the phone for 5min! xD
LOVE YOU CHERUBIM!
Tomorrow Cherubim have dance exam!
ALL THE BEST! JY! GOOD LUCK! LOVE YOU! XD

Everyone has a limit to different things.
A matter which is small to you,
can be a matter which is big to me.
Oh well, what can I say?
It's just my fate.

edited:

OMG! I can't stand it!
I have to comment on HEART OF GREED!
I really learnt a lot from it!
Not only family ties,
even friendship ties.
When shuibaibai went to find changzaixin to apologise.
It was so damn touching!
Awww! And dakdakdei is so sweet!
He's like chang zai xin's guardian angel
He never left her!
He was there when she needed someone to lean on!
Even though she said she didn't like him.
But was glad in the end they ended up together (:
Because ALFRED died! HAHA!
A must watch SHOW!

溏心風暴 is a nice show.
You can learn a lot from it.
Especially family ties (:

This is one touching part (:
Must watch! :D
Tio Bao Yan! Must watch hor!
Linsihan must watch hor!
Angela also must watch! HAHA! :D


I can say 溏心風暴 is like an educational series drama. HAHA!
But Raymond two-timing! OMG!
But still it's nicee! :D

After 溏心風暴 i wanna watch 家好月圓! HAHA :D

And seriously speaking,
I already have a lot of commitment in HUAYI.
Where in the hell can I find time for BUKIT VIEW CONCERT BAND?
I definitely cannot promise to run and organise the concert.
Nor can I get members back to help.
I can only try my very best to go back for practices and take part in the concert.
I'm not that noble until can make huge sacrifices for BVCB.
How can I make such a huge sacrifice,
when I get no support from the members of BVCB?
All of them only use their mouth, but no action at all.
I see no point in doing all these, realistically speaking.
You can say I'm an ingrate,
but I'm not as bad as those who didn't even turn up at all.
I won't waste my time in doing something pointless,
I;m a realistic person, say i'm evil i don't care.
But I don't wish to waste my time, seriously.
We should all thank Saliyanti as she has been putting in the most effort in pulling th band back together.
But I think what she's doing is STUPID!
Yes, I think it's STUPID! (Sorry Saliyanti, but i have to say this)
But what's wrong being stupid?
She's just trying her very best, but who appreciates it?
No one?
I just have to say POOR SALIYANTI!
SHE'S DONE SO MUCH BUT NO ONE CARES!
Don't even bother to go back and have a look.
Dont even bother to give Mr Chong a call and ask about the band.
Who bothered? No one! zzz!
All I can say is A BUNCH OF INGRATES!

Jurong Lake Park with Laopos

Angela: Eh! Hurry up so slow!
Irene: Slowly la! Jasmin have height phobia!
Jasmin: ARGH!!!!
Sihan: Don't care that stupid Jasmin! I help you'll take photo!
(LOL!)
Jasmin: Hehehe...

Angela: Ben dan la you! Take that type of retarded photo!

(HAHAHA!)
Sihan: Hehehe! Don't I look cute?!

Jasmin: Eeeee! act cute!

Irene: Halo mummy ar?! aiyoyo! okok. going home liaoo...

Angela: Eee!~ See she black black one!

Jasmin: Scary siaaa! What they wanna go with me?!

Irene: Hehehe! See she scared until like that! Jasmin: Eh! Have shuai ge!

Irene: Sihan! Stop waving at shuai ge! I think that's my job!

Angela: +.= Walao, you all hurry up leh. I stand here very long liao. Angela: Jump Jump!

Sihan:Yay!

Jasmin: HAHAHA!

Irene: HAHA! Siao eh!All: Hehehe... smileee!
Jasmin: I don't want to go yet la!

(END)

It was a great day today! (:
School in the morning for AAR.
Teh tarik with Cherub and Ros.
Then went to JP to meet My Laopos.
We went for buffet.
Then went to Jurong Lake Park.
Had funnn! (:
Pictures next time (:

Watched Heart of Greed in the morning.Then went out with Rosamund, Michelle, Jerrick, Kok Yong, Ying Chong my mom n sis.Went to westmall have lunch first.Played bowling and pool.I think I like to play pool,although I suck at it,but I'll work on it :D
Then had dinner,damn full.

Thanks Ariel for the textbooks! :D haha.Yay! I'm meeting Laopos on Monday (:Coz it's Tio Bao Yan's birthday :D This morning really pissed me off.I can't seem to produce a nice sound out of my trumpet.I guess it's because I used a different mouthpiece in BV.I still love my vincent bach trumpet. haha.And I think, the performance today was totally screwed.I was like WOW when P. said it was rather good.And I really detest it when you pulled my hair in the hall just now.I didn't say you cannot pull,but can you at least wait until we reach the band room,then you wanna pull how much also can. I mean it's not as if you dunno I was just kiddingwhen I give chaoxiang the WTF hand sign right?I mean it's no big deal... Anyway, after the performance,went to the IT resource room to meet up with my darling Rosamund (:We went around the school.And after that, went to teh tarik withJerrick, his brother, and hamka. haha. Can't wait for Monday! (:

Haha (:
Had band camp the last 3 days.
Really got to bond with the other members in band (:
Had fun.
I kinda love marching! haha ((:

Post pictures next time (:

Forget about my previous post! Haha. But I really wanna thank my beloved, dearest cousin!
TAY KAI CHING!
For staying up with me till wee hours in the morning!
Awww! I'm like so lucky to have a cousin like you! :D
LOVE YOU COUSIN! :D Today, I had band camp.8am-6pm (:I like marching :D haha, it's fun! xDNicholas Ong is irritating. HAHA.I'm serious! xD Then went to Lian Hua Primary School for Leaders Night! (:Haha, of course I prefer this year's nacli Youth Leaders Night xDI had fun disturbing the student leaders during the Night Walk! :D
I so miss being an emcee Dx Then went to have supper at Al-ameen with Rosamund :DFULL! :D Haha. That's my dinner actually xD About yesterday's post, HAHA!I think I shall not complain too much xD

I cannot get angry.
I always tell myself to be more thoughtful.
So I musn't be angry (:
Even if I have to wait for damn long,
Even if I should and suppose to be angry,
I have to find a thousand excuse for myself to not get angry with you.

Because... (:

edited:Okay I'm angry

When any of you are troubled it doesn't make me feel any better. I would feel 100times worse if i CAN'T help D';I would feel 1000times lousy if I can't face it with you D';- - -What's the point in bearing grudges?! D';Don't you know what is forgive and forget!! DxWill bearing grudges help the situation?!DxIt would only worsen the situation!D;It won't do anyone good! DD';Do you feel happy when you hate someone? D';NO!You'll feel tired, you'll think evil.You wanna think of ways to harm them,you wanna think of ways to harm your own people!you wanna think of ways to harm yourself!By harming others,you are already harming yourself!It's bad! Not good! D';Please! D'; Everyone'd be suffering! D';
I'm not naive,I'm not pure-minded.I know how realistic this world is,I know how many bad people are out there.I know about the ugly side of this world.Because the beautiful people choose to be ugly D';- - -Thanks Cherubim,had a great conversation with you.Although when you said we cannot help,when you said he had to face it himself.I feel really bad.I feel so... negative?But when we talked about another topic,you made me happy! (:You made me smile!Even Laugh! haha!LOVE YOU YEE SI YAN!;D

Okays, had prom night yesterday ;D
It was a good experience,
Took pictures! ;D haha.
Post next time.

Today had to go for band,
and marching in the afternoon (:

Then went home. slacked.
Cousin came! ;D
Bought us ice-cream! wooo!

Had a tiring day today,
Band from morning to afternoon 3pm.
Learnt to march.
It's not difficult lor...
Then some people like not willing to do...
As if very difficult like that =.=
I small small member see also pek cek,
it's so hard on the commanders...

then after that went to meet up with kieran and rosamund (:
Yes, this part at least make me smile. lol.
went popular did some book shopping! LOL.
Then bought balloons.
After that went mac, jerrick came too.
Then went home...

Why must my father always shout sia...
i not deaf leh...
he shout shout shout,
soon i will be deaf lor.
walao, people headache then u down there shout
i purposely cover my ears when u talking to me,
cannot tell meh?! ARGHHH!

1. The person who tagged me is?
Xinyi.

2. Your relationship with her?
Friends.

3. Your 5 impression of her/him? c
Guai Lan! Short! Low socks! Rebonded Hair! Spectacle!
Haha. Crap. She's overall a very nice person (:

4. The most memorable thing she/he had for you?
She broke the pencil that I gave her! HAHAHA! ;P Just kidding alright..
I can't remember anything now actually. sorry.

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will?
I'm straight.

6. If she/he becomes your lover, things she/he needs to improve on?
-

7. If he/she becomes your enemy how?
Most probably won't happen. Because she seldom makes enemies, and I seldom makes enemies too (:

8. What is it you want to tell her/him now?
All the best for your academics next year. You can do it (:

9. Your over impression on her/him now?
She's Lim Xin Yi.

10. How do you think people around you, will feel about you?
I think that they think I suck.

11. The characters of yourself you love are?
Talk a lot la. Don't talk mouth will stink man. You all should talk more too.

12. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I wanna have Charmaine Sheh's waist man.LOL!

13. For people who cares & who likes you, say something to them.
Thanks.

Choose 10 people to be tagged
(Just type these 10 names to show that i thought of you! (: Don't have to do really.)
1. Rosamund
2. Cherubim
3. Kieran
4. Irene
5. Huimin
6. Janniza
7. Jerrick
8. Koky
9. Hamka
10. Nicholas Ong

14. Who's no. 6(Janniza) having a relationship with?
no one.

15. If no.7(Jerrick) and no. 10(nicholas) are together, will it be a good thing?
no. both guys.

16. What is no. 2(cherubim) studying about?
next year. English, Chinese, A math, E math, Pure Bio+Phy+Chem, ss+history.

17. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3(kieran)?
just now

18. What kind of music no. 8(Koky) likes?
meaningful songs??? i dunno.

19. Does no. 1(Rosamund) have any younger siblings?
ya. a yuonger brother named ethan.

20. Will you woo no. (kieran) ?
Wow. no need, he's my darling already. lol.

21. How about no. 7 (jerrick_?
I don't like pigs! xDD HAHAHA!

22. Is no. 4 (Irene) single?
Yes, we promised not to have a boyfriend until we're like 18yrs old.

23. What is the surname of no. 5 (Janniza)?
YEEEEE! ;D SAME AS CHERUBIM. THEY'RE COUSINS ;D

24. What is the hobby of no. 10 (Nicholas)?
I dunno, but he likes music.

25. Do no.5 (Huimin) & no. 9 (hamka) get along well?
definitely

26. Where does no. 9 (hamka) live in?
dunno.

27. What colour does no. 4 (irene)likes?
dunno.

28. What is no. 10 (nicholas)doing now?
how would i know. LOL.

Woooooooo! Good news!
Rosamund and the rest are back from INDIA!
woooo! ;D And I met up with Rosamund today!
HAHA! Went to have buffet at ri ben cun with...!
ROSAMUND! Jerrick! Tyty! Si Hao! and Tee Yang! ;D
Eat until damn full man! HAHA!
And tyty gave me sec3 textbooks,
which helped me save a lot of money! HAHA!
THANKS TYTY! ;DDD

Then after that, Rosamund came to my house.
We discussed about the Leaders Night stuffs.
And then she went home ;D

LOVE ROSAMUND!;D

And hope for Koky's NOSE to get well sooooon! D;

Looking forward to laser quest! ;D

最美麗的第七天

This drama is about romance, and a little bit of comedy ;D
one word: NICE! haha! ((:
It's about 2 pair of couples.
But I prefer watching Kevin and Niki's role.
Because they are both committed and serious in this relationship.
They damn sweeeeet one lor! ;D
If you're the type who like romance ;D
Watch this! ;DD

I LOVE KEVIN CHENG KA WING! ;D

You're reading my post?
Are you sure?
Okay then.
Look, go on and read it.
But don't give negative comments.
Thank you

Things are always happening in our lives (:
Whether it's positive or negative,
we just have to live with it.
Life goes on!

Well, don't worry.
Life has been going on smoothly for me.

I cannot help solve your problems.
I can only be the one standing beside you,
pushing you to move forward.
I always tell people,
to be happy and optimistic.
I know it's hard, as if i don't know.
Whether you smile or sulk,
the day just pass like that,
time won't wait for you.
So why not just smile happily and let the day pass?

You know, when we have arguements with someone,
the most suffering person is not us ourselves,
it's our other friends who are suffering the most.
They are the ones who are so stuck in between they don't know what to do.
Why? because both is equally important.
Why not both parties take a step forward?
Won't there be rainbow after the rain?
Why? Why must people be like this?
Is our pride really that important?
Is being bullied really a big deal?
Why can't we be a little bit more kind,
forgive and forget?

I've learnt this when misunderstandings aroused between me and Cherubim.
Rosamund is the one who is suffering the most.
I hereby apologise D; Sorry Rosamund.
Because of my own selfish thoughts,
I chose to quarrel with Cherubim.
At that time, I feel very wronged.
I feel as if the whole world is blaming me.
I never done anything wrong.
But they are blaming me.
And because i want to seek justice,
I just have to quarrel with Cherubim,
which hurt our relationship.
But after that, I thought again.
Is quarreling really necessary?
no. If i was a little bit more kind.
I would rather suffer in silence than quarrel with Cherubim.
Because she's my friend, she won't do anything to harm me.
there MUST be some misunderstandings between us.
there was COMMUNICATION problem between us.
I didn't know how she felt about me.
And I did not make it clear how I felt about her.
But all is fine now ;D
and I always call cherubim.
IRRITATING AND ANNOYING CHERUBIM ;D
because it's her!
and I LOVE IRRITATING AND ANNOYING CHERUBIM! ;DDD

I had a weird dream.
I dreamt that i could fly.
I was flying and i just dopped in the middle of the sea.
But i manage to SWIM?! to land.
So when i woke up,

I went to search what my dream was about:
Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances.(well, i don't know, but i definitely cannot control other people's)
You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course.
Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further
obstruct your flight. ( but nothing was obstructing me! It was free when i was flying! I just dropped.)
These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life.?You need to identify who or what is hindering you from moving forward.

Ps, haven't been updating coz my computer spoil D;
Now using jiejie's laptop ;D

Actually nothing much to blog about leh (:

Had fun at ECP with Rosamund, Janniza, Huimin, YC, Koky, Jerrick and Kieran (:
If you guys wanna see photos then go to
Koky, Rosamund or Huimin's blog ;D

23rd Oct is a memorable day (:
We are a family (:
We would always be there for each other.
Everyone of us from this family would always
have someone listen to our worries,
have a shoulder to lean on when you cry
and a bigbig hug (:
Don't worry, a councillor is never alone.
We would always have a bunch of councillors' support.
UNISON IS THE STRENGTH.
I LOVE YOU! (:
Found out something,
you know the storeroom in the sc room?
Aiya, dunno what's that place called too.
It's rather useful eh? HAHA (:
I love the SC family.
Once a councillor, always a councillor (:

(((((((:

Alright, I've gotten back my results and it sucks.
Not really what I've expected,
except for my Math coz I expected it to be sucky.
I didn't manage to get an A for science.
And I got like 69/100 for the paper.
Hopefully my I can get an A for overall,
which I have little confidence in.
My results dropped, ya then? so?
It's not that I don't care,
but what do you expect me to do?
Cry?
Do you really think I will cry?
Just because of this?
Cry over spilt milk?
Isn't it a bit childish?
Crying after you've made a mistake?
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
Although I really hope to excel in my studies,
but life is not only about studies.
My father mother sister brother also havent die,
I cry for what?

Had a fun weekend! (:

Saturday was Angela's birthday.
So all 4 laopos went to ECP together (:
Played volleyball and went cycling ;D HAHA!
Had a great time with Angela, Sihan and Irenetio ;D
Lazy to post pics xD
All the pics are at Irenetio's blog (:

Sunday! (: WAHAHAHA!
Went to Dear kieran's house! ;D with Ros, Hui Min and Koky
House ar, not flat, it's house. LOL!
Arrived, and then started on the dance! (:
We all felt a sense of achievement
having to choreograph a dance! ;D
Especially when I suck at dancing.
But this dance is really damn simple one ;D
Then after that, went to the playground
nearby and played colour catching ;D
Then played volleyball ;D
Then had dinner a Kieran's house.

THANKS A LOT KIERAN! ;D

Today went back to school for dance practice and meeting (:
I somehow like CHOCO LATTE! ;D HAHA!

MATH PAPER TOTALLY FLUNKED!

It sucks. TOTALLY SUCKS.
Byebye A Math...

And life seriously sucks without money.

HI PEEPS :D
damn long never update le (:
coz comp got problem.
now at irenetio's house,
using her computer. HAHA.

Took history and math paper 1 last friday (:
I totally flunk my history lor.
I can get A de leh! can one!
but i go do all out of 3 qns do 2.
then i go do all! qns 3,4 and 5.
then my ans for qns 5 is pro de lor!
but the teacher surely cancel last qns look at first 2 qns only.
then for math paper 1 (:
still can lor, can pass. but i don't think will get above 30.

Today had science paper.
can get at least B la.
If get C i can go de liao!
i got study one okay! :D

And i chatted with Brandon today!
OMG la! you know it's like so rare we can talk so much?
You know how happy am i feeling right now?!
being able to chat with my old friend?!
come to think of it,
i havent chatted with pebbles, chiawen, nicholas, sihan and angela for very long le ):

after exams still have a lot of things to do.
organising of the farewell concert for mr chong.
prepare for syf competition.
and council stuffs (:

[[true friends are hard to come by]]

Went JP library today, brought Jamie along.
When she reached home, she had highhh fever.
I wonder if I caused her to tio fever de eh.
Coz we skipped lunch today.
I can survive without food, and I thought she could too.
Is it because I only stuffed her with some snacks,
that caused her to have high fever?
I think next time every hour also must stuff food into her mouth.

Horribleee!

CHINESE PAPER 1 & 2

Slightly better than yesterday's English paper (:

Complete my essays like 40mins before time.

Hahas (: And I made use of my tuition notes!

It's like damn heng, hahas! (:

Although I still think my essay can improve,

but I did my best le (: hahas (:

As for paper 2, okay only luh xD

Due to the rainy day, I felt a bit sleepy.

Hahas. But manage to complete the paper before the time too :D

Hahas. Papers ended!

Walked to the bus stop with Rosamund (:

Then went to meet IreneTio at westmall (:

Then went to her house, watched forensic heroes II.

Hahas. Gian De Ying and IreneTio keep ask me if will die de wor!

LOL! Watch then you know la! xD HAHA.

But anyways, IreneTio completed the show today. hahas.

After that did Math (: Then went home (:

[[All the best for exams!]]

ENGLISH PAPER 1!

Today had English composition.
Didn't go smoothly for me D:
I don't think I did well, really.
I didn't complete my essay!
I'm so gonna do badly for my English.

Anyway, after going to Jurong Point Library.
Went to meet up with IreneTio.
Then went for tuition.
Tuition was damnnn boringg luh.
It's a relief tutor.
He's like, omg. He talk you can sleep. Lol ;p

Anyways, all the best for tomorrow's paper (:

[[The formula to failure is to try to please everybody -herbet B swope]]

Was suppose to meet up with Xb Laopo for study session (:
She's my study partner! (:
But after my HCL, I couldn't contact her.
I started to get a little tiny winny bit angry.
But after several calls, I thought again.
Am I not being too selfish? Just thinking about myself?
And I started to think what might happen to her?
When I reached home, she called me :D
Of course I was happy to receive her call,
but told her off a bit! HAHA!

I'm doing my physics project now.
It's like quite stupid la.
Exam period eh? Still need do project?!
Oh well... have to do it anyway...
And I'm gonna work on this project properly.
I don't like lousy and sloppy presentation.
Currently struggling hahas (:

[[Don't be selfish, spare a thought for others, treasure them]]

Got this picture from Kok yong's blog.

One sentence in his post which left me a deep impression is,
True good friends does not mean that there are endless topics to talk about,
But when together, even if not talking, will not feel embarassed (:

HAIS! (:
I LOVE PRAWNSOCIETY!
And I miss LAOPOS ):

When there's a way,there's a will....

Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

I realised and learnt something from today's 2.4km run.

In order to succeed,

you not only have to be mentally strong,

you'll have to be physically strong too.

I guess I was really stupid not to know that earlier on.

I thought I could easily complete and pass with flying colours.

LOL! But after the whole run,

I felt giddy and felt like dying.

Had tummy cramps and my legs felt weak.

Didn't have the energy to even breathe a word,

and I looked pale?

I think the cause of this is mainly because of dehydration?

SO PEOPLE! MUST LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES!

DRINK 8 GLASSES OF WATER EVERYDAY! HAHA

Lol. Damn me, I'm gonna train up physically!

wahahaha! i wanna be mentally and physically strong! woo!

Met up with Angela and Xiaobao today.

Xiaobao kept saying Angela changed. hahas.

But I don't think there's any problems. hahas.

Like what koky said,

Changes are inevitable, the only constant in life is change (:

We have to adapt and except! (:

Anyway, I realised Angela Laopo getting prettier le wor! hahas (:

Actually wanted to post some videos up.

But loading very long

Hahas, I realised my acting sucks seriously. HAHA!

And the words that I use sucks! hahas!

We did crazy things together before,

but we had fun (:

Hope can create more gifts with Laopos? (:

Just wanna say,

I really miss you girls (:

[[If you have the will, there's a way (: ]]

THIS POST IS WRITTEN BY KAU KOK YONG (:

How does one actually feel love?
Is it all tingly sensation, mushy phone calls through the night,
clinging hand in hand, being together no matter where he or she is,
or is it something more than that.
I'm not too sure.
Being a single and not getting into relationship before,
I've been noticing so many couples around me,
and can't say I'm not jealous.
Definitely don't you all think that it is so good and nice to have somebody there for you,
letting you feel loved.
It has been a fact that getting too involved in the relationship,
will result in you losing your friends.
Or the other way, your friends losing you.
I think it is a common phenomenon,
that most of us have experienced it before.
When you find it hard to even meet up you dear friend,
for a simple meal or going out.
Because of the reason they are meeting their dear Boyfriend,
or their dear Girlfriend to study.
I think this generation has revolved into a new mindset,
where is it now okay for students to have relationship,
or should I say is getting too common,
to not even don't even know anyone who is stead of
Friend A and Friend B is currently steadying with this guy or gal.
Nevertheless is a a topic that keep students nowadays gossiping about. LOL!
Sometimes you will feel rather pathetic and sad to know that,
you have no one to turn to when you are in the stake of depression,
when you need your dear friends,
yet they are again spending sweet times with their partners,
is like sort of telling you unknowingly that you are not loved by anyone.
Sometimes the strong sense of being forsaken
really engulfed and deteriorate one mind.
Trust me, it is kind of horrible feeling,
that you never wish to had, I am a victim once before.
Another form of love, might be that kind of friendship love,
you love your friends.
Looking back, calling someone and being someone friends
is never sort of that easy nor that kind of a blink of eyes,
we get so bonded, coming together may be a hell,
but going through everything and knowing that
we are there no matter for each others,
seeing each other cries and being so comfortable
about each other presence, this is what I mean Love.

Friendship is a special thing because
it is something that God gave us to chose.
It is a special privilege that we given as compare to
family background that we cannot chose them.
To me friendship are the most important relationship
I will regard as compare to any others.
How do look for when you break out with your stead,
and start all over ranting over the miserable stuffs to them,
but one thing I know that if he/she is your true friend of yours,
hearing your woe is to them something that
they never wish to don't bother,
but not to the extend of bugging them same old things again and again,
cannot blame them too if they chose to don't care about you,
because have you ever spare a thought of them when they need you.
However, friends are not that petty, because they care.
Your problems are always your friends top priority.

I dare not confirm, but well,
when you break out with your stead
you all will some how feel neglected your friends a lot,
and rather really apologetic,
because you all should know what it feels like and it sucks.
You will somehow missed out the goodness of friendship.
However saying so much about such great and lasting relationship,
however seldom do I see people blossoming in them.
Everyone have their own commitment and belief,
making everyone think differently, so far apart it seems.
I feel very uncertain on know who is that kinda of closest,
bestest friends of mine, everyone has their own weakness,
some might be close with you but not consider
treating you that well or friends that treat you well,
yet you are not close with them.
I really hope that I got the extra time to really cultivate and nurture my friendship,
because I am that sort of person that is not looking forward
in getting in any relationship, or should I say it will be a wonder if
I can even manage my friendship well and time for such things.


I missed so much of my old friendships,
is always good to invest in one,
than multiplying in it,
so what you have tons lots of friends,
does that mean you will be happy, well I doubt so....
I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH, SORRY IF I HAD FORSAKEN YOU!!!
We might see each other everyday..
We might be going out everyday....
We might use to joke, laugh and play together...
We might talk all our lungs out....
we might start to talk lesser as days pass...
We might not talk one day....
We might not be seeing each other...
We might not be able to see each other smile one day...
We might lose each other in our sight...
We might not even be friends anymore one day...
We might be stranger on street one day walking pass one day...
No matter what if that day comes, I will feel super bad, blaming myself why don't I cherish it more!

Recent case as you all know, things are so unexpected,
who expected a cycle trip to end up like that,
have you imagine losing someone so important to you,
in just that moments, when you blame yourselves from head to top,
why such things happened,
telling yourselves that I should do this and that.
Human are like that, we say we want to treasure people presence,
but we never, until the very last moment we depart from each other,
it will be the time, we see each other importance and purpose in our life.
Sad to say Humans have this horrible habits...

END

Hahas (: I somehow feel what Koky is feeling right now.
But not 100% same as him la.
Just want to let my good friends know.
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU.
whether you neglected me in the past or whatsoever.
I don't care, because I tried to understand your situation (:
And I support your decision (:
I love you my friends (:

And I agree with Koky's:
Love is commitment, not convenient (:

Anyway, I'm really happy with my life right now (:
And I don't need a boyfriend to make my life perfect.
Because I think my life is good for now (:
I have a goal in life, I try to achieve my dreams.
I have my
FAMILY!
PRAWNSOCIETY!
LAOPOs!
COUNCILLORS!
BAND MEMBERS (:
I want to be a strong woman! HAHA.

Like Koky, I won't feel jealous la,
just envy, when I see couples getting along so well,
receiving the love of each other.
But when I think twice,
I know there are people who love me too! (:
And I love them! (:
For now, I shall just concentrate with my current living situation.

And when I think I'm mature enough to LOVE,
I will persue it then (:
That would be like? 10years later?
LOL! FAKEFAKE!

[[Love is commitment, not convenient]]

I did not regret joining the sc family,
and it is a great privilege to be a part of it.
I dare to say that ever since I joined this wonderful family,
I found my life and found a goal.
It is from here which I learn to grow.

Before, my life in HYSS was boring and dull,
I see no meaning going to school.
I remember not going to school for 19days last year.
I just see no meaning. No life.

Through HYSC, I know what is a leader
and the true meaning of being a leader.
HYSC unleashed the leadership potential in me,
and I got to know myself more.
HYSC teaches me how to be a good leader,
and give me the motivation to be one.
I learnt to be upright and independant.
It help build a strong sense of positive attitude in me,
which helped me to overcome the obstacles and become even stronger in life.
I have my fellow council mates constantly reminding me to be positive,
when I meet with obstacles they'd be there to console me.
I know I'm not alone.

I found my greatest (girl)friends from HYSC,
and promise to treasure them (: HAHA!

Through the lectures and teachings received,
I not only learnt to be a better leader, I found a goal in my life
and strive to achieve it with strong determination.

I swear to myself and everyone out there,
If i had not step into the council,
it would be the greatest regret of my life.

So I won't really be bothered by what you guys comment about me
joining this GREAT family.
Because I love it, and I know my sense of direction of loving it is definitely NOT wrong.

And thanks meixuan for sharing that leadership book with me (:
It's a good book really. hahas (:

Lyrics of Waiting for you- Charmaine Sheh

擁若是你心跳麼 相愛後要怎結果
你別沖沖留下我 眼淚抹掉我感覺
想去問你的太多 心裡問你聽到麼
你別真的忘掉我 昨日約誓與經過
願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你 直到再吻著你
感覺像聽到我麼 擁抱在記憶也可
記著不可遺下我
願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你 直到再吻著你
你別沖沖留下我 眼淚抹掉我感覺
心裡問你聽到麼 你別真的忘掉我
昨日約誓與經過

[[Leaders don't hope or wish, they make it happen]]

Low Jasmin Xiao Hui Astelero
broke record today.
She reached home at 12 am (:

I knew my mistakes!
I won't stay out until so late in future
until i'm 21years old~!
Until I'm in total control of my life!

OMG! 12AM?!

I want to help my mother. But I can't?
Whenever I carry heavy stuffs,the injury still aches.
I mean it's really stupid to have that type of injury eh.
Hais ):

HI! I'm here to advertise on...

法證先鋒II ((:

I just love this show! (:









i seriously never watch romance drama series for veryyyy loong already.
wahahahahas!especially hong kong drama?
especially charmaine's drama?! OMG?! OMG?! LOL.
crazy girll! ((: MUST WATCH! ((:

Changed blog song too (:
i think it's one of the songs from YUMMY YUMMY another hk drama.
i think 2005 or 2006 ba that show?

若与她创出新故事
谁料到有个她却在梦儿
未看穿难道不智
情没错怕离别
其实爱 不用谁善后
其实也 不用明示
其实爱 的心不需怎示意
强问未免失仪

三角终一边痛悲
太坏有一边逃避
得有一边懂时机
放下爱同情妒忌
心里想找到转机
那别有半点回避
三角将一边提起
最后由两面结尾
*chorus

若说出你跟她故事
如像刮破了她快乐梦儿
问到底谁愿失意
谁亦怕有离别
无奈爱不愿尝第二
无奈爱不愿忘掉
无奈已心知不必怎示意
也别浪费些时

Charmaine's still as charming as ever! wooohooo!
ARGH! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

so long never get addicted to dramas le!
went to uncle's house a few days ago,
and saw my cousins watching this.
So i joined them, i thought it won;t be my cup of tea,
because have a lot of blood scenes.
BUT! after the temptation from jiejie.
I watched! I watch faster than her!
WOOOHOOOOO!

Haha (: Things are going well for me? (:
Haha, whether it's good or bad,
i'll still have my positive attitude on.

YingChong,Rosamund,Cherubim,ChinMing,LinSen,Xinyi
at hangzhou le. Hope they're fine down there. hahas.

I wanna 'renovate' my room leh.
So small so squeesy.
But surely need to spend a lot of money.
And stupid Jamie sharing room with me. ZZZ!

accept the things I cannot change,
have courage to change the things I can and
have the wisdom to know the difference

my posts are random xD

Was playing around with youtube and found this :D





People going to hangzhou!
must take care!

and i'm a fan of connie talbot
please watch the video





((:

I wanna get good grades =D

I seriously don't know what i've done wrong.
now it seems like it's all my fault?
it's just that simple incident
whereby i didn't turn up for the outing?
and now you're giving me the cold shoulders
when i don't even know what i;ve done wrong?
did u say we left u all alone there,
having to hear complains from THEM about US?
before.

did u know what we've done for u?
people DO bad-mouth about you,
but we speaked up for u and tried to clear the misunderstanding they haf about u.

u say u haf other problems to think about and solve.
so u didn't want to solve the problem between us.
i understand.
so i shall leave this matter aside too.

but i can't stand the way u treat me.
this moment you smile at me, the other moment u frown at me.
u will leave me to be seriously confused.
and i hope, even if you're unhappy with me.
please do not bring it into the class.

[[jasmin is fckedup]]

It's been a long time since I meet up with my old pals.
How I hope we could at least find a day,
to sit down and have a meal,
chatting about our lives.

I really missed you guys.

I missed too much, I don't even know what's going on in your lives.

Indeed, we've drifted apart?
Like that's not what we've promised each other back then.

When the whole world has given up hope on you, don't give up on yourself.
But if you give up on yourself, no one else could help you stand up,
except yourself.

It's the usual life with ups and especially with alot of downs.
hahas, but life goes on (:
i can only try my best to overcome them.
Friendship problems. Family problems. School work stress
It's only how i deal with them.
I believe many people my age are going through what i'm going through now (:
but must think positively! :D
If we have the will, we will! ((:

Anyway, shall blog about my life. hahas.
ROAR IT OUT is over (:
And many thanks to Jerrick for helping me (:
I sometimes feel, zzz.
I don't know why, i suddenly dunno how to express myself in words.
ARGH!

nvmnvm. byebye.

When one is in his darkest moments of his life,
the one he needs most is his family and friends.
especially his parents,parents are the children's source of motivation.

But i just can't get the support from my parents.
i've been learning to face the harsh reality of this world,
ever since young, for my whole life,
i only heard 5% of his encouragements,
the rest were... just words to doubt my capabilities.
Maybe i should thank him? For being, harsh on me?
All your negative words affected my whole life,positively, and negatively.
Why do you look down on your children?
Is it because you look down on yourself?
That's why you have to look down on your children too?
You say i never learn anything about life,
i dunno how to be a person. I'm not good.
i'm not generous, not honest, not responsible,
very selfish? do things without sparing a thought for others?
and all the moral values. which you think i don't have?
Nobody is perfect, but you are sososo wrong to say that,
i dunno anything about life... D':
do you really know? Do you really know what you're talking about?
But frankly speaking, you never communicate with me.
Not at all, i never hear 大道理s from you...
You never taught me. You never let me spread my wings and fly?
Maybe you did, but u did it unwillingly.
Making me not have a sense of security and assurance from you.
Always letting me hesitate before i do anything.
So as not to get things wrong, and have you demoralising on me.
not giving me any encouragement, support, motivation or confidence.

Everyday i come home, i can only feel one thing.
stress.
i bring ALL my troubles home.
hoping i could spend some time to think things over, but i realised.
It would be rubbing on to my wound.I already have a wound at home.
WHY THE HELL AM I SO STUPID TO BRING OTHER PROBLEMS BACK THERE?!
hahaha! HAHAHA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! CRAZY ME! I'M CRAZY LA!

i still love winter sonata

Sorry people, I've been very busy with stuffs.
Especially, i apologise to my friends.
Haven't been able to reply your tags and hear your problems lately.
Neglecting you people.

Sometimes i'm really afraid,
because i've no time for my friends.
Especially primary school friends.
I tend to neglect them.
I always tell my friends,
when you're leaving,
even if it's on the phone, msn or face to face.
You must say byebye.
Bidding farewell is very impoertant.

If one day,(EXAMPLE ONLY) i was talking to cherubim on msn.
Then she just left without a word, without saying byebye.
The next day i met with car accident on the way to school.
Do you get it?
You never even have the chance to say byebye to that person.

Too tired to explain clearly la.
Anyway, hope you all can understand. hahas.

Xiaobao, I'm sorry.
I'll reply to you asap if i can meet up with you.
And deying, bear with me for a while longer.
Like I said, send me a mail if u really have problems.
I'll try to reply asap.


I've been bullied ):
First, beginning of the year.
It was my expensive badminton racket.
The frame broke and I dunno who's the culprit.
No one admit their fault,
so i just let the matter rest.
And now, it's my waterbottle.
Someone took a pen knife and cut my waterbottle.
As in make deep scratches ):
That's not mine lehh... i'll be blamed.
Again, no one admit. then i cannot do anything also.
i really very stressed up.
what do you call this? it's obviously being bullied.
i dunno what to do ):
all the disadvantages fall on me.
I'm just feeling so stressed,
it's not because my things spoil or what,then i unhappy.
it's because of the feeling of being bullied.

I guess people who dun try to be more understanding,
aren't consider my friends at all.
I jsut said, sorry i'm busy, we talk tomorrow.
then all the blamings start coming in.
can't you all just understand me?
I have my own things to do leh. hais.
dunno what to say la.
i dunno how to talk already.

I'm not afraid of being stressed up by schoolwork or whatever work.
But I'm not willing to be stressed over friendship or family matters.
Like for what la? work is dead, people is alive.
since we're alive, why can't we be more understanding towards each other?
and live happily together?
and don't start pointing fingers
and digging out answers and explanations.
it's really very disheartening ):

and cherubim, take care of yourself.
don't tire yourself too much.
forget about hmwk first.
concentrate on what you doing,
and catch up later on ok? jyjy

Huimin and Rosamund!
JY for ROAR IT OUT! (:

Yay, i'm here to update (:
Seriously speaking, the test(post below), that web is acccurrratttee lorr.
hahas (: when you're bored.
go do it. HAHA!

Okay fine. I have something to blog about today.
It's relationship matters.
I feel that now, we as students,
don't have to feel pressurised because...
OOO! My friends have a boyfriend,
I have to go get one too.
This is peer pressure, and end up,
what would happen? I don't know you go think yourself.
Coz today, a friend of mine, said somethings regarding this issue.
She say it's not a bad thing.
And if i don't try, i'll never grow.

But I feel that, i don't wanna get involve in a relationship for now.
Coz I prefer to be a 24h friend and student (:
rather than being a 24h girlfriend.
I'll only commit to a relationship when I grow older.
It's not that, you don't date, doesn't mean you won't grow.
I may be growing in other areas of life,
just lagging behind for this particular area.
I can catch up when I grow older.
But why should i COMMIT myself to one more thing,
when already i'm commited to so many things in school? HAHA!
Then wouldn't I be very busy? lol.
And I would just let the other party suffer.
Maybe I shall just observe the many relationships my friends have,
then I'll learn from their experience,
although self-experience is much better.
Seriously speaking, im just afraid to take a step forward for BGR.
hahas. but so? i'm not ready to be commited in a relationship anyway.
maybe my courage would increase when i grow older right? hahas. dunno.
but i just duwanna be troubled over relationship matters coz that's not my priority.

Anyway, thanks darling rose! (:
You waited for me until band end (: hahas.
And I had a great time with you,
and that guy friend who sings OH SO GREAT-ly!
oh gosh! seriously, he can go join project superstar,
or he can go taiwan, or or or,
he could go america to search for a music career!
For goodness sake!
Rosamund! Can you please please please ask him to record his voice!
and send to me pleeeeease! wahahaha!

And thanks Cherubim (:
For yesterday (:
ILOVEYOU.

I love cousin! (: hahas.
Yesterday, went to cousin's house,
she taught me math! (: wahahaha! (:

I arranged my table :D
It's neat now, wahahaha.
And I have additional stuffs :D
To make it look nicer. wahaha.
like cousin's table. lol.
I have a whiteboard right in front of me :D
And I put up my schedule just like cousin!
I also stick tiny notes on the wall.

I LOVE COUSIN!
she sets a good example for me!
and i follow! haha :D
But mine of course not as nice as hers.
hahahaha!

This post is dedicated to COUSIN KAI! :D

A personality quiz taken from cousin's blog.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

quite true (:

Hi people (: thanks all for your well wishes.
and thank you SALADBEAN for collecting my hmwk.
I'm quite alright now :D THROAT INFECTION! hahas.
guess it's because of cheer challenge thing
plus i ate alot of durians and never drink enough water ;P
Got mc for 2 days :D Finally can stay at home and rest :D
cannot shout too much (:

Alot of people falling sick nowadays,
so you all must take care hor! (:
Mr Prawn, you take care ar! (:
And eunice liang also. (:

Btw, Who wanna go tuition with me?
Tuisan Tuition Centre at Boon Lay.
Sec 2s only. 4 lessons $80.
Math and Science. 1 class need 5 students.
Saturday 3-5pm.

Tuisan tuition recognise the financial burden of parents to cater
additional tutor for their children,
and therefore has designed the tuition programmes
with tight budget in consideration.
Their rates are based on a fix price for 4 lessons.
Tuisan tuition programmes are based on group with
minimum of 8 students per class.

This tuition centre is my Jiejie open de.

Now only I'm the only sec 2, I need find 4 more.
The boss say, if don't have 5 people,
then only teaching math ):
but if have at least 5,
then teaching math and science.

This offer is actually very cheap already.
4 lessons $80 go where find right? lol.
Please consider worr.

Lim Xinyi wanna go?
Xiaobao Laopo wanna go?
Pebbles Tan wanna go?
Ebel Lim wanna go?
Eng Liching wanna go?
Angela GOH SHI HUI wanna go?

If no have 5 people,
then cannot wor )):
Very cheap wor, 4 lessons $80.
If you all want more details,
please give me a call wor,
92320058.

[[I'm stronger than the strongest (:]]

Awww mannn.... I just can't bear to let go...
I love them both
It's my choice, don't force me please...
Hais... dunno what to do la.
Don't support don't support.
Everything also don't support.
Crap you la...
Never set good example for your children...
Lamessss....

CAPRICORN WOMAN

A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce.
She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In
her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at
home or at an
office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to
change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does
not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely
ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you
are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy
who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean
one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about
her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to
go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take
her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or
Leo woman, but do not cross the line
O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she
feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very
neat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate
degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about
you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If
you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next
stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands
in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her 'everyone is doing
it, you should do it too', or 'I think you should do it, it's good for you',
because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person,
so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not
take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable
such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but
sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make
you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a
favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high
hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in
'Luck'.

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet
cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3
in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect
housewife, a perfect wife or you
could say 'happily ever after'.

wow?

(: Today is a good day (:
Had fun after school, with
JERRICK! WATERMELONPRAWN! HAMKA! at the dance studio!
LOL! was damn crazayyyyeeee! lol.
and i fell down ;P it's damn funny
another cut on my knee. LOL

I'm feeling much better now,
but the problems are still there.
so i cannot leave it just like that,
i will try to sort out my thoughts.
and really a big thank you for those who stand by me (:

especially thanks to JANJAN!
for that sweet "LOVE" letter!
although it's like a few days ago give one, hahas,
but still must compliment her on that! xD fakefake.

I love you guys! (:

And I'm so looking forward to going inline-skating with dearest cousin! (:

[[Smile your life away (:]]