Why are people like that?
is it so hard to reject someone?
is it so hard to say "no" to someone?
i dun mind if u reject me.
but the problem is.
why the hell are you afraid to reject?
omg.
guys nowadays...
i'm not referring to anyone.
i swear.

it's like... omg.
forget it la.
let human beings extinct.
it's all what we want right?
then after that we will die with regrets.
forget it!
im sick and tired of this life!

走,还是不走.
事实上,
我在这里根本不快乐.
我恨不得马上离开.
但因为他...
我犹豫了好多次...

嗨!不管了!
我现在只想留在她们身边.
我感到很内疚.
她们失落的时候.
我不在她们的身边.

所以...
离开是我的目标!
老婆! 等我!
wahahaha!
lalala...

touch no evil.
hear no evil.
see no evil...!

today, as usual!
very sian! nvm.
now 6.06pm.
6.30pm go bathe.
bathe le then go do homework.
then after that revise my work.
i wanna get 5 As next year.
for mid-year exam.
kk. let's set targets.
Star beside the subject means.
i hope we are doing that subject.
first half of the year. lols.

English. B3
Higher Chinese. A2
Science. B3
Maths. A2

Geography.* A2
History. B3

HomeEcons. A2
Design&technology.* A1

Art.* A1
Literature. B4

Higher Chinese should be of help to me.
=D Jiayou!
I need encouragement and support from all of you!
Especially laopos! hehes!

Halo.
yuan lai biao ge is forgotten le.
nvm. i dun blame him la.
not as much as brandon!
stupid brandon!
hate him!

I love Han laopo!
she say when she see him in school.
will help me scold him!
hehes! lols! i so bad...
who ask him?!? bian paikia!
pai until dunno wad to say.
i hate brandon lau!
brandon lau!
you win liao lor!
you and your good friend lihao!
is hated by Low Jasmin Xiao Hui ASTELERO!

hmp! you still can mi bu!
if you dun mi bu!
i will hate u forever! wahahaha!
just like how i hate lihao! bleahs!

MUST WATCH!

Hi.
I'm here to post about what happened this morning and afternoon.
morning i had band pratice at hua yi.
and plan to go band practice at bvps in the afternoon.
so i already told brandonlau and nicholasyeo.
and they said ok before.
then it's like...
i sms nicholasyeo. no reply.
so i think his hp got confiscated again.
so nvm.
then this morning. about 10plus.
i called brandonlau and told him.
about 12plus. i may reach his house.
then we go band together.
then it's like... he said ok lor...
then i asked him to call nicholas.
then mr tan 1.10 lidat then dismiss us lor...
sian... so i about 1.40 then reach brandonlau's house.
then i called his house.
coz he dun haf hp. omg! how many times i told him.
go get hp la! so hard to find u lidat!
i called his house 11 times ok!
no answer!
then it's like...suan le lor..
then i bus-ed home.
then when i reached my stop.
then i jay walked.
i didn't realise i jay walked pass mr chong's car?
lols!
then he called me. then i know. hahas.
he say , aiyo. you lidat dash across the road very dangerous leh.
lols! ok. blog lata.

stupid brandonlau!
dunno where the hell he roll to!
uncle! i called u 11 times leh!
kao! you purposely one ar!'
hmp!

this is the first time i've been so angry wif brandonlau!

Halo! i rewatching zhong ji yi jia neh!
lols! coz it's my stress reliever! haahs!
this is epi 2! lol!

ep 4!




xD

人类总是这样
如果多一份了解
如果多一份信任
事情就不会演变成这样

为什么
失去了才会后悔
失去了才明白曾经拥有的幸福
失去了才去寻找回
真的还能再找回吗?

lalala...
i watching gong zhu xiao mei now.
i finished zhong ji yi jia lo!
lols.

看见你的时候我就心跳加速、
看见你跟其他女生在一起我心里酸酸的，
可是，看不见你的时候，
我脑海里都是你

xD
don't misunderstand lor.
i just got this sentence from a story.
i just edit abit.

出神入化
歌手：飞轮海 专辑：终极一家

这是我的时代由我给你未来
如果想活下来就安静听我主宰
引爆整个时代谁也不能逃开
看我出神入化银河系被我活埋

渡过了那么多忍耐浑身都不自在
正义在我血液澎湃熬成火海
每一根神经是火柴灵魂快要爆开
黑暗中你屏息等待我醒过来
热血从不会感到疲倦就算雨下在眼前
淋不熄心中熊熊火焰
夜还只差一场雷电还只差一个瞬间
满腔的蒸气已在冒烟我准备好要世界汗颜

你说为什么爱是恨反面
你说为什么真理越来越远
你说为什么要我拯救世界
我说我已经不能停歇
你说为什么要我背负这些
你说为什么这么难实现
你说为什么不放下一切
我说我已经不能停歇

故事在沼泽中展开我从浑沌醒来
定时炸弹早已安排在我脑海
潜伏在心脏的火山依然快要爆开
这一生我捍卫所爱停不下来
明天我不怕什么危险就算爱被谁冻结
我的心拥有漫长夏天
快请试探我的极限请放肆给我誓言
还有什么终极考验我准备好要世界汗颜

Kao!
you nag what nag la!
exam over liao!
i wanna watch cannot ar!
no money to pay electricity bill
say la!
very diu lian meh!
kao.
who care you ar?!?
everytime do things.
duwan tell us reason.
you have no respect for us at all la.
talk to you.
you ignore!~
fine!
i ignore you also lor!
happy la!
kao. shuddup la!

Someone who is usually a source of brightness and sunshine in your life is feeling a bit depressed right now -- and you hold the key to lifting their spirits. Touch base with them throughout today with silly jokes, cute videos and goofy gossip. Your attempts at engaging them and distracting them from their troubles will be greatly appreciated. Avoid making them feel like they're the object of pity or sadness. Just keep them communicating.

Halo. Today is last day of school.
today meet-the-parents session.
mummy came and meet mrs chin,
good good, this time never say anything.
lols.
I got 17/40 for class position.
level! i duwan say!
i so sad! =X =X
I wanna get top 10 for mid-year next year!
i will jiayou de! =)

had band...
then went home.

now i'm at home. hahas.

So sian nowadays!
all i can do is watch zhong ji yi jia.
lols. then parents over there nag.
siao! nag what nag.
you all watch TV i can nag ma? bleah!
zhong ji yi jia rocks! hahas!
i love zhong ji yi jia!
so sian... everytime at home...
i had so much fun at Laopo's house.lols.
if only can like last year.
almost everyday go Han Laopo's house play.
lols.i need money!
i need to pay for band uniform.
still need to pay for chalet.
need $12+$25=$37.
maybe mommy giving me money. lols!
go take from her! xD

omg.watching zhong ji yi jia right now.
damn funny.
and i watched the vids laopos and i acted.
so many times. and laughed so many times! xD
<33

i watched till ep 43 le!
man man lai...LOLS.

Blog about yesterday ba.
Yesterday...
oh! band. lols. yea...
then went home.
then went to cousin's house eat.
slept in cousin's house for awhile.
lols. coz damn tired.
then went home,
straight away drop on bed.
no computer for yesterday. lols.

kk. now blog about today lols.
today shiqi help me do "manicure" lols.
now my nails are shiny! hehes!
thanks shiqi. k... then after school.
went to meet up with laopos.
meet up with xiaobao first.
then went to eat. hahas.
then went to bus stop meet HAN laopo!
lols. and Angela Laopo! hahas. <33
then went up to HAN laopo's house.
then watched movie.
but watched halfway,
don't want watch le. lols.
so went to play! hahas!
our usual game. acting! lols.
we act like... aiya! later postin video.
hahas. if you all interested,
then see ba. hahas.
had fun today. as usual.
laughing non-stop. [=









Han Laopo! LOLS! HAN!





Han Laopo's dumb clock! lols.


wow. so dark lols.


the booklet Han Laopo made! =D

twist! xD


o.o! ooo? lols.


I waiting for "Xiatian"
to come out la! xD


Lee Ming Xuan come out le!
so i snap! LOLS.

I am undergoing severe family stress!
I am so unhappy!
Whatever...

But! Because of my beloved taiwan dramas!
I can be so happy!
and forget about unhappy things!
I love zhong ji yi jia!
I love 雄哥!
I love 夏天!
I love 夏美!
I love 夏宇!
I love 夏流!
I love 葉思仁!
I love 斷腸人!
I love 蘭陵王!
I love 王亞瑟!
I love 韓克拉瑪‧寒!
I love 灸舞!
I love 丁小雨!
I love 呼延覺儸‧脩!
I love 汪大東!
I love 金刚妹妹!

XD <33

Today had swimming exam.
kao. didn't expect any results la.
all i expected was to fail.
really fail la! lols.
kao! i swim the 8 laps can die lor!
too long never go swimming le la.
then i drank water just now! kao!
hahas. but i persevere!
nvm! don't go also good! lols.
spoil my hair only. lols.
damn tired! lols.
nvm! now watching zhong ji yi jia.
damn funny. now laughing like siao!
hahas. i love zhong ji yi jia!

<333

Hi.
here to blog.
yesterday chatted with dede on the phone
until 12+.
it's like...
the one who talked the most is me. lols!
i think i talked for about an hour. lols.
i now watching zhong ji yi jia <33
lol. I love Han!
I love everyone!
I love zhong ji yi jia.lols.
watched till ep 21 le.
i duwan Han to be Xiatian's sister!
duwan duwan duwan! XD

and... there is swimming tomorrow.
one word... SIAN.lols.

Stupid ye si ren!
lols.
Han better is not Xiatian de sister hor!xD

Once swimming lessons are over.
then it's PARTY TIME! for me.
lols.

So tiring today!
you can't imagine what i did today.
lols!
i slept for the whole afternoon! xD
in the morning woke up.
about 8.
then changed into school uniform.
then me,mum and papa go huayi.
coz i need to hand in form.
then after that went marketing.
then when want to go home le.
papa the taxi never off battery.
so have to push from behind.
woei! say first ar...
first time is i go out push myself hor!
kao! sibeh tiring~
then after that mum come out and help.
then got 3 kind-hearted men come help.
thenk you man! lols.
but is not 3 at a time come help la..
is one by one come and go.lols.
then my heart beat very fast.
coz i chionging what.
chiong as in. keep on pushing. kao.
darmn tired.
then when reach home.
straight away drop on the bed.
sleep until 5+.
from 11+ sleep till 5 +.
6 hours! lols.
damn tired lor!
had a dream just now. lols. =)

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal. However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well. You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours. In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases! You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat. You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead. Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

haha. drums.

Lols. Today in school.
sian.sian.sian.
only when back in class.
then ok lor...
coz get to play flute.
play till dizzy. lols.

Then had band =)
Play play play...
then nicholas damn lame.
go put winnie the pooh at out stand.
lols.


till 4.30then left.
with nicholas, vicvic & prispris.
Then they go toilet.
i wait outside.
then nicholas bully me again!
make me carry his shoe bag! lols.
then saw xue jie.
then she talk a load of craps!
LOLS! SAY WHAT! I LIKE NICHOLAS!
HAHAHAHA! SAY WHAT! WE VERY CLOSE!
SURELY THERE'S SOMEHTING GOING ON!
HAHAHA! WTH!
people who are not familiar with me...
or don't understand me...
is lidat de la.. i understand.LOLS.
[it's like...when a guy and a girl is close.
doesn;t mean there's surely something on
right?HAHA! and what's more! he's not my type
nor! see below the test.LOLS. quite true though!
LOLS! WAHA! HAHA. KAKA! BLABLA!]
then that nicholas come out of the toilet...
and blurt out my so called secret!
kaos! THEN I SAY HIS TOO LOR! HAHA.
no la..his is not a secret... alot of people know.
hahas.
it's like. wah piang eh!
i really duwan let other people know aboput this!
then it's like! kaos! kaos! wth la! LOLS!
stupid nicholas ong!
and stop bringing up about that issue!

i want to forget about it totally!
I don't want to think about it!
Why must I always make myself "embarrassed" infront of him?!?
grrr...and i thought he said we were friends.
but it's like..
or... errm.. can i put it this way...
he's avoiding me? LOLS.
relax relax. i just thinking nia.
i didn't take it to heart.
i just hope one day...
when i have mustered enough courage.
i will walk up to him and say
"you are avoiding me!"
LOLS.chao dramatic! hahas.

Just watched SECRET with mommy just now.
hahas.
just as i thought! she didn't quite understand!
so i this expert! must explain! LOLS.
i think i watched it almost..
about 6 times? HAHA!
I tell you...
maybe i can memorise their lines.
just like what happened to me last year.
during the PERIOD of green forest,my home.
and is till remembered.
sihan.yihan.and me "quarrelling" over the title.
is it green green forest my home?
or green forest my home.LOLS.
anyway. who cares! hahas!XD

missing them! xD
Laopos! Biaoge! Mr Chong! Mr Goh! BrandonLau! hahas.

My conversation with xuan.

(9:27 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: xuan xuan
(9:27 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: i think i have zi bi zheng
(9:27 PM) `MING XUAN malu: whr got
(9:27 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: have.[den...blahblah.iwrote sumthing.but u allcannotsee.lol
(9:28 PM) `MING XUAN malu: no
(9:28 PM) `MING XUAN malu: treat good bad?
(9:28 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: last time...
(9:28 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: aiya! you good la! nv realise!
(9:28 PM) `MING XUAN malu: you no horny liao ma
(9:28 PM) `MING XUAN malu: aiya zi bi go see mental doctor
(9:28 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: ok
(9:28 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: since you have also
(9:28 PM) `MING XUAN malu: zi bi won't die
(9:28 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: we go together?
(9:28 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: LOLS.
(9:28 PM) `MING XUAN malu: no ty
(9:29 PM) `MING XUAN malu: you go urself
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: nono. you have also
(9:29 PM) `MING XUAN malu: i want watch zhong ji yi jia
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: u must go.
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: ok
(9:29 PM) `MING XUAN malu: waste time
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: i also wan watch
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: u watch till what episode?
(9:29 PM) `MING XUAN malu: 37
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE:
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: i 4 nia
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: LOLS!
(9:29 PM) `MING XUAN malu: you got chiong?
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: NOPS
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: i take my own sweet itme
(9:29 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: LOL
(9:29 PM) `MING XUAN malu: who tell you
(9:30 PM) `MING XUAN malu: YE SI REN LIN BEI SIBEI QIAN DA
(9:30 PM) `MING XUAN malu:
(9:30 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE: o.o
(9:30 PM) `MING XUAN malu: CONTINUE WATCHING
(9:31 PM) ' jasmiin ❤ HE:

I suspect i have minor de zi bi zheng!
I suspect xuan xuan have major de zi bi zheng!
ahahahs!

i found this website. havent really surf through it.
but is for zi bi zheng de xiao hai! LOLs.
http://www.kidshealth.org/kid/health_problems/brain/autism.html

I one day can post so much.
very pro right?LOLS.
tyty!

talk about what happened in school today.
as usual. having morning blues.
yep. i mean it.as usual.lols.
so...went to assemble in hall.
then went for newspaper collection.
before that.
i was practising, how to greet the residents
then i was like...
good morning sir/mam,
we are students from bukit view primary school!
then i was like...
bleah bleah..hua yi secondary school. LOLS.
damn dumb just now.
the newspaper collected was like...
so little!
that time at bukit view.
we collected much more wor!
who so dumb in morning go collect de!
of course is afternoon collect de la!
lols. morning of course little ma! hahas.
ok...then after that recess.
then had some forum/discussion at hall.
ya...then played with my hair.LOLS.
ok.that should be all.
i now watching zhong ji yi jia! hahas!
omg! i waiting for gong zhu xiao mei!
XD can't wait!
must wait for 1 week lor!
wad craps! LOLS.

was looking through my past post. and saw some test.so decided to retake the tests.and see how much changes are there. lols. this was the first one:

RESULTS NOW:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

RESULTS IN PAST:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

RESULTS NOW:

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

What Do People Envy About You?

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

What Do People Envy About You?

RESULTS IN PAST:

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

LOLS.This one changed.last time is compassion.
now is generosity! i very generous meh?!? LOLS!

RESULTS SAME! IN PAST AND PRESENT!

Your Life is 55% Off Track

Right now, you're taking things one day at a time. Some things are going well, but you can't help but wonder if you're getting the most out of life. It's time for you to slow down and reflect a little. You can change your life - but it's up to you!

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

ahhas!

RESULT SAME TOO!

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

SAME!

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

RESULTS NOW:

You Are 72% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

RESULTS IN PAST:

You Are 88% Happy

It's unlikely that you know anyone happier than you. You know how to be happy, no matter what life throws at you.

How Happy Are You?

Seems like..I'm happier in the past huh??
lols. i totally agree.

OKAY! that's all for today! XD

Oh ya! I remembered!
I promised!
I said I will learn wang fei's song!
and mo fang her sing! LOLS!
WISH ME SUCCESS! HAHAS.

craps! LOLS.

Today got back results.
Errm. bad la.
didn't really work hard for this semester.
so i deserve it! lols.
i won't complain,
and i won't blame.lols.
because, this is what I deserve. lols.

Maths Paper.overall- 64.5/100

HE Paper- 48.5/100

Literature paper. sure die de ma...lols-15/50

HCL ,I'm most satisfied with my chinese!152/200!
yay! i love chinese! All thanks to my habit,
of listening to chinese songs and watch chinese shows!
i didn't really study la, seriously speaking! xD

English. 66.5/120 lols.

Science-67.5/100 I'm so proud of myself! my hardwork
for science finally paid off! xD OMG! hehes.

History. Actually i thought i will fail de lor.
but... 47/80! hahas.

lalala...i love dark chocolates.

So happy. =D
Just now that imp made me angry again!
Then i sms xiaobao laopo!
i only sms her,
i scolding imp de words leh.
LOLS. i never tell laopo what she do.lols.
but xiaobao made me happy.
just an sms,
and i can smile le.
thank you xiaobao laopo! i lurrvelurvve you!
Linsihan Laopo also la!
that time sms me,
i feel so gan dong! LOLS.
omg. people shy la...HAHAS!

The only thing which can make me smile!
is taiwan idol drama!
and laopos!
I love them lots!

there's never one day you never make me angry hor!
FUCK! ok!
I never take you as my younger sis at all hor.
from now on,
i'm the youngest in the family!
you are nothing but an imp and a troublemaker in the house!
you go reflect on yourself la!
All my friends don't like you.
and i seriously hate you.
and you don't have any true friends.
reflect la ok!
freako!
i'll hate you forever!
i never had a younger sis before.

Firstly, I've never seen someone as stupid as her!
This morning, father called.
10.30am hor!
ask us go down eat lunch!
siao! so early! eat what sai lunch!
Then that idiot freaking girl,
don't dare to say no to father!
please la! you also know who am i right?!?
i dare say no to him meh?!? you say won't die right?!?
you still young! who cares! i old le leh!
if i say no! what will he think?!? kao.
i tried to talk into her!
telling her she'll regret when she grow older.
like me, i've been saying.
yes yes ok ok. to father.
now when i grow older! please la! it's a habit!
and i don't mind saying a yes! ok...
but she give me freakin atitude!
i've never seen a person as useless as her!
1.when father call, and ask if we're hungry.
[don't ask me if i'm hungry! you answer him yourself if you are hungry!
come on la hor...don't tell me you cannot even decide whether you are
hungry or not! then you should bang your head on the wall ok...]
2.Don't pass me the phone when you don't know what to answer him. you think
of a way yourself!
my father's right. she never even complete her duties, and she's asking for
rewards!?!

My father says he's very dissapointed in me.
fine. you know what?
I'm a daddy girl what...
from now on. I will suffer with Xiaobao Laopo.
Living under our father's instructions,commands or whatsoever.
I have decided.
To go home straight after school!
to watch Jamie.
I don't mind sacrificing.
I mean it! I'll go home right after school!
no exceptions to anybody!

As for tomorrow.
Angela Laopo. sorry.
I can only meet you, then give you your present.
Then after that leave le.
Sorry.
I promise, when I get my freedom.
I will repay back the time I owe you for tomorrow.
Because tomorrow is your day,
but I can only accompany you all for such a short while.

Xiaobao Laopo!
I will suffer with you!
sobx!

I'm willing to do all this.

Since young,
whenever my father blame me or misunderstood me.
or whatever la!
I dare not argue back!
Because firstly he's my father.
I don't want to hurt him.
secondly, whatever he says to me.
which would hurt me.
I would naturally forget it.
or is it...
forget it on purpose...?

I just got reprimanded again.
why?!? forget it! you know why!
she's like 9 years old le la!
why cannot stay at home alone?!?
why must i stay at home with her?!?
my father is blaming again!
he still say when i meet with an obstacle.
who will be with you? your friends ar?
you friends your head ar!
is ur family.
let me answer u la ok.
not,when i meet with an obstacle.
i face it myself.
my friends are at least some tools to make me happy.
but you give me more stress!
IT'S ALWAYS HER!
THAT I GET REPRIMANDED!
FREAK...
why when i am feeling down.
no one is by my side.
did my father say it right...?
i'm not suspecting!
i don't want to believe what my father said!
because. he himself havent found a true friend!
have i..?
I KNOW KILLING MYSELF IS NOT A WAY.
BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I DO??
I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME NOW!
BUT I CANT!
WHAT WILL MY FATHER THINK?!?
HE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME!
I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HIM TOO!
OUR MINDS ARE DIFFERENT!
TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
now i'm feeling sad!
i feel like running out of the house and find a place to cry!
but i cant!
i can only hide under my blanket and cry!
the reason why your children turn out like that!
is because!
since young!
you never gave them warmth!
you never let them feel secure when they're with you!
you never go and understand them whole-heartedly!
Your daughters never walk the wrong direction in life!
thanks to god!
because god gave them a clear mind!
and smart brain! they know what to do!
but in your eyes!
i'm forever letting you dissaponted!
i admit i did wrong!
but now i know!
i admit wrong!
and you are talking sarcastic!

omg. i miss this song.
i miss everything.
oh my god!
i love bukit view.

OMG! I accidently deleted my previous code!
damn it. and i lost the links.
so people! tag me to be relinked [=

Having headeache now...
I feel so stressed up...
I'm so sad...
I wish...
but it can never happen.
and will never happen.

I SHOULD appreciate my life now...
although i'm so stressed.
and having headache too.
why?why?why?
why like this?
why like that?
why this way?
why that way?

I need them...
but we are so far apart.

Sometimes I feel like crying!
to make myself feel better!
But! my tears are stubborn!
why are my tears so stubborn!
even my tears are going against me!
I just need to shed some tears.
to make myself feel better.
why is it so hard?

headache...

-Jasmiinllow.

Today last paper le. =)
After paper went to jp with zhi yin and mingxuan.
to buy wallet. hahas.
but wallet shop havent open.
so we went to popular.
then after tt. went to eat.
hehes. so fun. talked about last time me and...WAHAHAHA!
CANNOT SAY! YOU ALL WILL MISUNDERSTAND DE!
XD i know who is Jasmine Ong!
wahahaha! she sit my place! i buay song! LOLS. JKJKJKJK.
I love ZHI YIN LA! lols.
hmm...then went home.
watched gong zhu xiao mei.
not bad though. hahas.
i love zun! hahas!
erm...then went to hawker for dinner.
met mr goh and magdelene jiejie! and another guy.i dunno who.
lols.
erm...ya...now very sian.
also feeling quite down...
coz the meeting with xiaobao laopo is cancelled.
sad... dunno what to do at home. lols.
Maybe... what the hell... nvm.
you all will think that i'm crazy if i say this.
so i'm not going to say it. lols.
k.pen off now.byebye.

-Jasmiinllow

My blog is worth $479,859.00.
How much is your blog worth?

My blog don't worth much la... but guess who's blog is this...
IT'S NONE OTHER THAN S.H.E!
OMG! THEIR BLOG IS WORTH SO MUCH! LOLS!LOLS!

sad to say, my blog is worth $0! sobx! LOLS.

Yesterday had HCL.
should be able to pass. lols.
I answered ALL the questions!
although some I anyhow write de!
lols. erm... oh ya.
then after that went to Beauty World mac
with kah min and SC.
The went home, play maple! hahas.
Then after that went to ALAMEEN eat lunch.
with Linsihan and Angela Laopos. lols. xD
so fun, forever so humorous de Angela Laopo! xD

Yesterday met alot of attitude problem de people.
It's like... come on la... although we are students.
but we are still your customers right...
you should show respect. no matter who your customers are...
you should always show respect to them.
Angela Laopo suggested the
SELL STRAW UNCLE to supply purple straws.
but that uncle attitude.
he talk sarcasm. shyt. what type of attitude he giving his customers
and he realised i was staring at him when he showed attitude.
then he like look at me and look away. lols.
then after that I went home and 2Laopos go jurong east? lols.
meet tortoiseshell lors. lols. xD
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Then today had HE. i studied ok! lols.
My table is cleared. then i put S.H.E de picture on my table.
as a source of motivation ma! LOLS.


my table.


I studied ok! xD

Then today after exam accompanied kor.
he keep on bullying me! xD
I don't want to bicker with you le!
always i lose de! this shows that I am not ah lian!
HAHAS! KOR! AH LIAN! XD
Then keep on laughing.
because get bullied by KOR. hahas!
if not laugh then cry meh?!? HAHAS!
omg! I feel that Nicole is so like me...
when she gets bullied by shina.
she laughs. she don't cry! HAHAS!
COOL three year old. lols
omg. when can i go back to Philippines to visit them again!
xD

Good luck for math pp2 tomorrow!
after that paper! it's freedom for us!
sian.this friday got band... zzz ...
lols.

AUCTION'S OFF!
AND THE VCD WOULD BE SOLD TO
LEE MING XUAN! HAHAS!

ok...omg! I feel like changing my link again. xD
later going out for lunch with Linsihan and Angela Laopos.
hehes. Jamie would be home alone!
and I know it!
You don't have to remind me!
it's like... she's already primary 3 la...
why can't she stay home alone?
it's like...when i'm in primary 3...
not as if someone MUST be home to watch me...
so what does it show?
my parents wants me to be home.
to watch over that brat!
who's always so rude and annoying.
omg. she's not only my parents problem.
she's also my problem.

i know i shouldn't be saying this.
but i was suppose to be the youngest in the family!
problematic brat!
i don't deny that i'm problematic.
but she's worse la... grr!

Never mind you just go away!
你以为我一定会后悔,
已经有了最坏的准备。
走了这步 就举手不回。
Never mind you just go away!
你以为我就会流泪。
我会不会,你配不配?

This is song lyrics...
what you all thinking?
LOLS!

BTW! IF NOBODY WANTS TO BUY SECRET VCD.
THEN I DON'T WANT SELL LE WOR!
VCD+POSTER $10 LEH!
IF BY SUNDAY NOBODY WANTS TO BUY!
THEN I DON'T SELL LE WOR!

Freak lor. Always get scolded and blamed because of her!
Eh...freak la!
sick and tired of this life!
I don't like to stay at home!
I want to go out in the morning and come home at night.

i hate you

I am so happy!
I chatted with Chia Wen on MSN!
so stressed man.
type in chinese. xD
i scared i write wrong words and speak wrongly!
xD I love Chia Wen!
wahahaha! miss her so much!
never see her for sooooo long le!

I love SECRET! <33

Follow the notes upon a journey

At first sight marks one's destiny

Once the voyage comes to an end

Return lies within hasty keys

I understand le! I finally understand the story of secret le! <33!


I am selling secret VCD+Mini Poster for $10!

Only applicable to people whom I know!

Please think twice.

Only $10 lor! It is still in good condition.

Poster





VCD


If you think $10 too expensive le.
Can bargain with me.
But cannot too cheap also. lols!
i need the money! hahas! xD
Please help! LOLS.

Hahas. This morning on the bus.
Saw Linsihan Laopo and Jiale walking on the road.
lols. on the way to westmall interchange. lols.
then on the bus smsing with Sihan Laopo.
Then when reach school,
went to find Nicholas lend him score...
eh...weird la...why am i elaborating so much.
hahas.
ok...another issue...
Actually, after getting an answer.
I feel much more relax...lols.
I don't feel sad or whatever la...

And! Today's math paper 1!
should be able to pass la...LOLS.
over 50...i should be able to get at least 25!
xD that's a pass la! hahas~

Then today went JP and JP library with kor.
copy history notes.
then after that Leemingxuan come my house.
xD shan't elaborate more.
anyway...tomorrow history!
i'm trying to aim at least at least at least a b3.
history is loved!
miss tay is loved!
muacks! wahahaha!
i love miss tay!
i love history!
xD
kk.i go study history le!
byebye!